Hello there :) okay so this is my very first story that I'm posting so be kind haha. I want to know any suggestions or coments you have, good or bad. Fairy Tail is by far my favorite anime and like many other fans, I wish I owned it but sadly I do not. So enjoy my LALU story :)

Lucy's POV

How long has it been? Two weeks maybe three? No more like a month now. A whole month I've been locked up in my house not letting anyone in to comfort me not even my spirits. I haven't even been able to cry for what felt like days now. I laid there on my bed remembering how this all started.
ONE MONTH AGO:
I woke up to the noise of glass breaking but wasn't startled. I knew it was none other than Team Natsu so I shrugged it off before gathering a set of clothes and heading off into the bathroom. After a nice hot shower I wrapped a towel around myself then proceeded to comb out the knots in my golden hair. Once I got my desired look I got dressed in my usual tank and matching skirt, hooked on my belt with my keys and whip then headed to the living room. Once I reached my destination I realized I was an idiot for not yelling at my friends before my shower. My entire living room and kitchen had been turned upside down. "What in the world is your problem!" I frantically yelled.

"Its one thing to break a chair or two, but my entire desk and dinning table!"

"I'm sorry Lucy it's that flame brains fault he just had to go and step on Erza's cake."

"Hey! ice princess you're the one that shoved me into it."

"Well I guess it not entirely your fault we all know how much she loves her cake, speaking of Erza where is she?"

"She ran off after throwing Natsu on the dinning table. Luuuuccccyyyy this fish is yummmyyyyy," the little flying exceed said.

"Oh that's not like her did something happen before she left?" I asked.

"Ya she got a call from Laxus and said Gramps needed to see her right away," Gray said.

"Hmm Laxus huh, must have been important if he called." After the Grand Magic Games were over and future Rogue was defeated, Laxus sure has shown a change in character. He wasn't nice, but he wasn't exactly horrible either. Almost like he resented the way he normally acted towards us and began to think of everyone in the guild as his family. He sure proved this during his fight with Raven Tail, although no one heard or saw the fight we all knew he stood up for us. He even took down Flare for me. I smiled as I remembered this memory. "Ya and he wouldn't even fight me!" I heard Natsu yell which snapped me out of my train of thought.

"Hey fire shit how is he supposed to fight you threw a lacrima?"

"Hmm I don't know but he still owes me a rematch"

"Guys stop fighting how about we all go to the guild and take a mission together like old times?"

"Ayeee" Happy agreed. "Ya sounds nice somewhere cold so we can escape this heat"

"Well actually I wanted to tell you guys something, I wanted to say it when Erza was here but you just had to take so long in the shower Luce" "hey you don't have to be so mean" I said to the dragon slayer I had a crush on, slightly hurt by the coldness of his words. "Sorry I'm just late, I'm supposed to be at the train station with Lisanna. I actually have decided I'm going to be taking missions with her again like old times. We were a team before she died and you came along Luce."

"So no more Team Natsu" Gray said.

"Nope."

"Am I going too" Happy asked eating his fish.

"Of course you are, just like old times" Natsu said.

"W-why" my throat broke out. "I mean I understand she was your original partner, but why permanently?" I cringed at the thought.

"Because she's my girlfriend duhhh." "They likkkeeeee each other." With that they left leaving my and Gray alone. "Lucy I'm sorry I knew you had a thing for him." I heard my friend say but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't move, I couldn't think, I couldn't breath. I just knew that I needed to be alone. "Gray thanks but can you please leave, I need to be alone."
FLASHBACK ENDED
I slowly sat up from my bed and leaned my head against the headboard. "Wow I feel really pathetic" I thought out loud. "No you're not bunny girl." I heard someone say from across the room. The voice startled me so I snapped my head and grabbed my keys all while standing up readying myself to attack the intruder. "Oi, hold up I just came her to check on you because everyone is worried, mainly shrimp." "G-gajeel?" Was all my throat managed to get out due to lack of self care.

"Shit bunny girl you look and sound awful."

"Well thanks."

"That wasn't a compliment you should really take better care of yourself. And referring to your earlier conversation with yourself you aren't pathetic, so don't start thinking that way."

"You really don't think I am, you said it yourself I look horrible ? And since when do you care?"

"There's no way I could think someone who stood up to me knowing they could possibly die was pathetic. You have a strong will bunny girl. I'm mainly here because shrimp is all depressed and whiny, it's driving me insane. I can't even enjoy my iron the demon chick gives me because there always wines up being tears all over it. So how about you get yourself cleaned up put on your bunny suit and go to the guild, no is not an answer by the way.

"Ya, your right but not about the bunny suit." I can't believe I'm agreeing with him but he's absolutely right. I have one of the strongest wills out there I shouldn't let Natsu rule my emotions. I've been through way to much to just give up living now. Sure it still hurts but I just need to distract myself, but how?

"Good, now you show up today or I'll come back and drag your ass down to Fairy Tail understand!" He said as he began to walk toward my front door.

"Wait Gajeel I have a question."

"What is it bunny girl?"

"What do you do to like clear your head and get out bad memories?"

"Hmm, I train I guess now why the hell do you wanna know?"

"Just wondering, oh and thank you!"

"Whatever" he said then left.

2 HOUR TIMESKIP
"Finally all done" I said with a smile. I managed to completely clean up myself and my apartment. KNOCK KNOCK I heard banging loudly on my door. "Child where is this months rent money?" "Miss Landlady!" 'Shit I haven't left here so I haven't gone on any missions, which means no jewels!' I thought. "U-umm well you see-" "you have one week since I noticed you haven't left here for a while, but no later than that understand!" "Yes Miss Landlady thank you!" I yelled. With that I exited my apartment off to pick out a one person mission. On my way there I summoned Plue to walk with me and thought about what Gajeel said about training. 'Hmm maybe taking missions can help me gets stronger and then who knows I could become S-Class.' Yes that's what I've decided I'll do. 'I'll become S-Class before Natsu and before the next Grand Magic Games!' So that means I have 1 year to become S-Class.

This is the end of chapter 1 :) tell me what you thought and thank you for reading the whole thing! Note that this stories rating can change based on any reviews I get.