Disclaimer- I do not own any Twilight charaters, movie or book. This poem is bellas feelings and point of view of when Edward left her in New Moon.
Everyday without you.
Hurts more with each passing hour.
And when your silent.
the worst comes to mind.
So many thoughts, i stand on the brimk of insanity.
It angers and saddens me all at once.
the pain in my heart head, and soul.
Can you feel the pain im feeling?
Do you panic at words or motions i say or do?
Do your feelings truly drive you insaine, like you say you do?
This isnt fair.
Your leaving.
Please dont do, Im at the pont of begging.
Not even my Pride will hold me back.
Anger, Lust, the Sins, the Love and the Dreams that bonded us together as one.
Or so i thought.
You had a future for us.
Or have you forgotten?
You said always and forever, you wanted only me for the rest of our lives Or have you forgotten this aswell? I dont want to miss you.
I dont want to cry or feel this pain for you.
I dont want you to go.
Your so far away, but can you still hear me screaming every night?
Screaming my love.
My pain.
Its how i know you were real.
How this was real.
I stare in wonder though, do you even care?
Care about my thoughts?
My feelings?
My Life?
Because thats what you are.
My Life, my Love, my Everything.
So please by the heavens Please dont leave.
Please make the pain stop, the continued suffering.
The heartache.
You once said i was your life.
Your only reason to stay alive.
Dont let me go.
No matter what happens through the pain, anger, and continuing tears.
Everyday without you.
Hurts more with each passing hour.
But thats how i know, my love for you is real.