Summary: A poem for Glen Baskerville, inspired by the image from Retrace 57 where he's shown with a bird on his head, and a whole lot of other ideas and images from the manga.

Words: 311

Rating: G

Writer's Note: Thanks to total_alias for beta reviewing.

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A Caged Bird's Despair

(A poem for Glen Baskerville)

When hope is not enough,

You somehow find the means

To fashion flesh and feathers

From dark and lonely dreams.

That beautiful melody;

In your mind it still sings.

Your fingers found the notes

And gave the song new wings.

It was easy for you –

Great master of your kind

To suffuse the air with song

From your sorrowful mind.

But one thing you can't do

And it puts you in a rage;

You cannot find escape

From this heavy-hearted cage.

The five black-winged chains

Inside of you reside.

They demonstrate the feelings

That you'd prefer to hide.

Raven summons pathways

To travel far and near,

Reflecting your desire to

Be anywhere but here.

Gryphon's intense power

Threatens with solemn fear

Born from wrong-headedness

Of what should be most dear.

Jabberwocky can rend

One's very being with its teeth,

And show the ruinous ardor

That's buried underneath.

Dodo's elusive tricks

Hide memories and replace

The living soul inside you

With a vacant, false face.

Owl is most mysterious

But sees with each large eye

How much you're truly longing

To die…

If you cannot fly.

Your people, they love you

Much more than words can say,

But your heart broods on the past,

And binds your soul away.

If your heart just reaches

For only one who's dear,

Then you bar yourself from some

Who might wish to be near.

When wings beat in anger,

And feathers fall aground,

You can't erase the memory

Of that nostalgic sound.

Abyss is a prison,

Yes – a grave and a tomb

More desolate and confined

Than that girl in her room.

That girl you imprisoned

In the tall, lonely tower,

You wanted for her kinship

To that creative power.

With toys and dolls you tried

To make her prison a nest,

But the hands of time will tell

If your soul can ever rest.

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