The waves crash against one another, like two bodies full of love coming together as one. I sat at the edge of the rocky cliff watching those

waves; then I pulled both my legs closer to my chest to keep warm. The shivery wind blew in my hair rapidly, while my face burned from the

chilly breeze. However, I didn't care about the coldness, or the fact of what I am about to do. My life felt like I had no purpose, no purpose at all

and that is all what mattered. Call me selfish for what I am tempting to do, but I don't really care what affect I have on people. My life isn't their

life, it's my life. They don't have to go through all the agony and suffering, that I have to go through. The feeling of someone slicing my chest

open and picking at my heart with sharp scissors, then taking one big stab in the middle of it . Pinning me down so I don't go insane while

someone cuts at my heart piece by piece. Afterwards stitching me back up to where my chest feels like it closing in on me to where I can't

breathe and start panicking by pulling at my hair in frustration. For a minute I felt like my mother. Is this what she was feeling before she took

the plunge? Or was she thinking how did I get to this breaking point? Whatever reason she did it for, I wasn't worth her time to stay.

Otherwise she would be here in my life and watching me grow from teenager to women, but sadly she wasn't. I wonder how I got to this point?

Never in my mind would I imagine that this would happened to me. I never thought I would think disturbing thoughts, thoughts that no one

should ever think of. I stood up from my position taking baby steps getting closer to the edge of the cliff. I knew one thing I would miss, one

person who meant everything to me, he was one of the reason why I don't want to disappear in the darkness; however he is the main reason

and cause why I attempting to jump into stone. My body ache just thinking about him and his angel face, which I no longer wanted to feel. My

brain and body click at the same time agreeing together for once. I put my hands out like if I were about to fly like a bird and then I closed my eyes.

Oh, catch me if you can, was my last thought.

and I flung myself off the cliff without hesitation.

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