Authors' notes: It's a songfic, but you can decide not to look up the song. However, it will be much easier to understand what the story means if you read or listen to the song. The song used is 'Too Many Voices' of Linkin Park.
Too many voices
Do you know how annoying it is? To hear echoes? Day in, day out. Echoes of voices. Voices you can't remember where they came from. Or from who they were.
To hear their pleas? For freedom, murder, pain? To carry the bitter truth of the stories they tell you?
Do you know what it is? To hear the high pitched screams or the booming demands, the crazy cackling or the demonic laugh?
To feel insanity take over?
You probably don't.
Well...
I do.
I've been living on the brink of insanity for a couple of weeks now.
The voices becoming louder every day. And as they are becoming louder, I'm falling over the edge...
I run to the bathroom. It is dark. I switch on the light... It doesn't work...
The voices leave me for a second. And come back louder than before. Laughing at my stupidity.
Mocking me. Playing me.
I can't take this anymore. Opening the cabinet wich hangs in the bathroom, I take out a knife. The moonlight shines on it, is reflected by the blade. Sharp, lethal, freedom...
I've done this a hundred times before. The cutting has become a normal part of my life. But that isn't enough anymore.
I slide the blade over my skin, piercing it. Already I feel the blood welling up, but I don't stop. If I stop they'll come back.
Slowly I start to lose conciousness. I fall on the ground, the blade hits the floor.
And I close my eyes.
I open my eyes and see myself lying in the ground. Burried, dead, gone...
I can't hear the voices anymore. But, as I realise that I'm speaking, wishpering in someone's ear I know it. I know I'm one of them now. And that, even if I don't want to, I'm forced to be it. To do the same my voices did to me.
And I start wishpering again, telling something to the person I'm forced to torture.
I just want to be free...
Authors' notes: I know this story is kind of weird, but isn't that normal? I mean, when you're insane and hear voices (wich Mirai does) I think then it's normal it's an insane story.
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