Green eyed Blues

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Chapter one: Missing You

The slow drips, drip, drip was comforting. Listening to the tap water fall, Lily stared into the mirror. Staring back out at her was thin girl. Pale, thin and terrified. Her eyes were a startling green, like grass, but in them were flecks of black. Her mother said it was her temper showing through. But right now they look out of place. Because right now Lily was holding herself up on the sink and trembling from her trainers to her wavy red hair. The reason being was not, amazingly, because she was off to start a brand new life at a school of sorcery, not because she knew no one, not even because she was alone in the world and right now was considering throwing herself out the window to return home. It was because of what had just happened.

She had been sitting alone in a carriage. The train wasn't supposed to leave for another 10 minutes but she was here. Nervous, scared and ready to throw up. She had chosen this compartment because it was at the back of the train and lonely. She wanted to be alone. Hated meeting new people. But then she had seen undecipherable shapes appear behind the glass and words blasted into her ears.

"...So when it was offered of course I accepted. This is a once in a lifetime chance. Guaranteed power! It's like sitting on a gold mine. Plus another reason to torture all those mudbloods. You lot should join too. It is quite an pleasure to work for the.."

The oily voice had cut off as the door was flung open. Two boys stared in at me. One was tall and had blond hair, slicked back so hard it glowed. He was a fair skinned and well-dressed boy in shockingly expensive looking robes. He walked with an air of pompous and stank of a cologne Lily couldn't identify. His friend was taller still but walked hunched over as thought to hide it. His hair was black and hung greasily down, like dirty curtains in front of his face so she could not see much of it.

The blond boy looked at her oddly, in a way nobody ever had. Feeling a little disconcerted and sick, Lily tried a small smile. The blacked haired boy regarded her coldly, before stating in a rough and emotionless voice,

"Who the hell are you, and what are you doing in our carriage?" Lily jumped when he spoke and muttered quietly.

"I'm sorry. I'm Lily Evans. I...Well...This is my first day, I didn't realize this carriage was taken. Sorry." Head lowered she went to leave but a cold hand grabbed her wrist and threw her back into the carriage.

"A mudblood!" Spat the blond boy. "A pretty one at that. I'm sure you don't know, first year. Purebloods rule here. A pureblood is someone like me and Severus here, wizards and witches with no muggles in their family. A mudblood is like you. Muggle parentage. Not worth anything. You'll learn that as time goes by. But for now," he smiled evilly and sat next to me, "I shall leave you. I must say you are very pretty. Tell me my dear, are you a virgin?"

The question terrified her more then anything. Nodding slowly, she wondered where it was leading. Pale haired boy smiled even more.

"Severus, guard the door. Stop anyone coming the part of the train." Lily suddenly felt an overwhelming urge of hope. This boy wouldn't let him hurt her would he? One look at the smile on his white face convinced her otherwise. He left, shutting the door with a snap.

"Just you and me now, babe. I am Lucius by the way." Then he took her hand and kissed it lightly. Lily shuddered and pulled back. Suddenly she felt a sharp slap and everything slowed down. She banged her head against the cold floor of the train. Lucius didn't like being rejected at all. He was on top of her now. He lips pressed roughly against her neck and he pulled off her school robes, leaving only the muggle clothes Lily wore underneath them. His hands raked to find the bottom of her t-shirt and he began to try and pull it up while restraining a fiercely struggling Lily. Suddenly he hit her again. This time it was harder, but to her relief she felt him pulled off of her. The last thing she had seen before she passed out was a pair of deep, sapphire blue eyes full of concern.....

When she woke up it was to the same eyes. Only as she awoke, they smiled. A hand was offered to her and she took it gratefully. When she was on a chair finally she looked around. Four boys stared back at her. One was raven-haired which stuck messily about. It was his eyes she had woken to. There was a small fat boy huddling in the corner. Another raven-haired boy with deep brown eyes sat opposite her. A brown haired and eyed boy sat next to him.

"Hello. I'm James Potter. These people are Peter, Sirius and Remus."

She looked at them all. Sitting there. Smiling at her. Suddenly she ran out of the compartment. She needed to throw up.

So that was how she got here. She had a black eye and a bruised cheek. But she was alright, terrified and beaten but alright. Tears still had yet to come, but to help force them back Lily thought of her home. Her family. Her mum. If she was missing them already, the future held little promise.