This is my first FanFiction. I love reading other people's stores based off something I have read or seen. I'm going to give this a shot basically because I have no one else to write the story I want. Haha! So wish me luck!

Warnings! Bad werewolves! Edward is a love hate thing and Alice…I'm not sure. There will be fluff but also violence, abuse and rape in these chapters. I will put a note before and after any extreme violence or rape happens. If you have triggers I suggest you don't read it. Just skip over it and continue on!

This timeline won't be going with the book or movie. I wouldn't get it right and it would bug me. This starts senior year the day of graduation. :) also Bella will be kind of out of character.

Jasper is the loving cowboy at heart but when he is pushed or challenged he becomes the Major, a cold, calculating soldier. You will see both pretty even in this. Anyways enough delaying! Please enjoy and review!

Graduation. The last day of your time in high school. Sure, classes ended a couple weeks ago but this was different. This was one of the last steps in her human life. After she walked across the stage and grabbed her high school diploma the only thing she had left to do before she was finally with Edward for eternity was to marry him. One last human experience and she would be beautiful, fast, and indestructible like the rest of them.

Her heart skipped a beat when she thought about getting married and the man that was soon to be her husband. As the speeches started she scanned the caps and gowns for the one person she was wanting to see most. As if he could read her mind beautiful golden eyes turned to look back at her. She answered his smile with one of her own before looking down at her hands in her lap and the ring on her finger. Soon she would have forever with him.

Bella looked down at the yellow gown she was wearing. Under the plain, cheap graduation gown was the beautiful dress Alice had picked out for her, and then there was the hazardous shoes that the pixie insisted on her wearing. She trusted that Alice would tell if she had a vision of her tripping and falling on her ass. That was not the memory she wanted to leave her fellow classmates with because they had plenty of those already.

The gym was full of people. Her graduating class took up only five rows, the rest was filled with family watching their kids get that diploma and friends of the graduates. She knew Charlie was somewhere behind her as anxious as she was about walking across the stage but she could do it. She was ready to do this.

"Congratulations Bella!" Alice squealed as she wrapped her in a hug, bouncing in her arms. The shortest vampire had already taken off her gown and cap, showing off a dark blue dress that complemented her pale skin and dark hair. Bella smiled at her enthusiasm. It's not like she didn't graduate every 4 years or so.

"Thanks Alice. You too!" She said, hugging her back for a moment before cool arms wrapped around her from behind, pulling her against a very solid chest. Cold lips pressed against her neck in a quick kiss before letting her go. Bella turned around to look up at Edward still in his cap and gown.

"Congratulations Bella. You graduated high school." He said with a smile. Bella blushed as she looked into those beautifully unique eye.

"One of many." She said. If she hadn't been looking at him she would never have seen the hesitation cross his face. He covered it up quickly and just smiled patiently down at her. She narrowed her eyes and opened her mouth but before she could say anything back to him Alice jumped in, looking slightly panicked. She helped her out of her gown before handing it to Jasper, who looked at his wife, worried, just as Charlie came up to pull her into a tight hug.

"I'm so proud of you, Bella." Her dad said quietly as he held her close to him for just a few moments. When he stepped back Edward was gone. She frowned at Alice but the pixie just shrugged, avoiding her gaze. "I wish your mother could have made it here."

"Thanks dad." She said, a small blush spreading over her cheeks when she turned back to look at him. He was looking around the hallway, not meeting her eyes, his own shining with unshed tears.

"Yeah, well I'm going to head home. I know you have a party to go to." He muttered, clearly embarrassed. Bella surprised him by pulling him into another tight hug. Charlie hugged her close for a long minute before letting go. He wasn't much of an affectionate person so it was big for him to hug her for so long.

"Yeah we are headed to Edward's after this." She said, not asking about the tears that were now running down his cheek. It seemed like he knew this was one of the last things he would experience with her. Her father walked away after a small nod to Jasper and Alice, tucking his hands in his pocket.

Carlisle and Esme were standing down the hall talking to the principal. They both gave her hugs along with the usual congratulations when the three of them made over to them. They didn't stay around long after that. They had a party to prepare for and Bella was very curious to know what Alice was hiding.

Edward wasn't there for the drive to the Cullen's house, opting to run instead. Something was off with Edward and she was going to corner him later, determined to explain his hesitation earlier. However, an hour later, when the other graduates showed up he was still no where to be seen and Alice wasn't telling her anything. It clearly was bothering her because even for a vampire she looked shaken. The others were concerned but when they brought up her change in attitude she just shook her head, muttered something quietly and hopped away to distract herself with the party and all the people there.

Bella roamed around, mingling and sipping her water. She wanted to be as excited and carefree as all the others were but she had a feeling that tonight was going to end up bad. The night drug on but people eventually started leaving and soon enough the house was empty of all humans accept her. They had other parties to go to. Ones that actually had drinking involved. As Carlisle closed the front door behind the last student Bella went straight up to Alice.

"What aren't you telling me Alice?" She growled, glaring at the pixie. Alice looked at her with a small frown while the others looked at them with surprised expressions.

"Bella…it's nothi-" Whatever the vampire was going to say was stopped short when Bella threw her glass on the ground, shattering the cup. Everyone froze for a second before Esme moved to clean up the mess. Bella instantly felt bad about breaking the cup but she looked back at Alice.

"So help me Alice if you lie to me…" Bella trailed off when a wave of calm swept over her. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before turning to Jasper who was sitting on the steps. Her eyes moved over his form, glaring at the beautiful man. He sat with his legs slightly apart, his arms braced on his knees. The white button down shirt was rolled up at the sleeves, leaving his forearms showing in almost equally paleness.

"Don't threaten my wife, Bella. I don't take to kindly to that even if the threat is from a human." He said in his southern drawl. Bella's anger flared again.

"Look, I've had a long day. Im tired and confused and pissed off. And I'm still in these God forsaken shoes. Edward is acting weird and Alice knows what's going on but won't tell me. So I can threaten whoever I want." She said, a frustrated frown on her face. Jasper stood up slowly as if a large cat was unraveling itself and stretching. His steps toward them didn't look particularly pissed off but Carlisle stepped in and put himself between them, laid a hand on Bella's shoulder, turning her to look at him.

"Bella, don't you think she might be keeping this to herself because it's important you don't know? Don't you trust her? She's your best friend. She wouldn't keep anything from you unless she has to." The eldest Cullen smiled down at her before turning to watch as Jasper made his way to Alice. Bella watched as Jasper stood behind his wife, pulled her back against his chest and kissed the top of her head. It was odd that the southerner felt the need to move to his mate. It wasn't like Bella could physically do anything to harm her.

Carlisle walked passed her and patted Jasper on the shoulder, saying something to him in a quiet voice so she couldn't hear it before saying goodnight to everyone. He grabbed onto Esme's hand, and led her upstairs.

Emmett and Rosalie took that as their cue to leave also, walking passed her hand in hand. Emmett nudged her shoulder as he passed and grinned. "Just remember that Edward is always weird. This isn't anything new." Bella finally laughed and shook her head. Maybe he was right. Maybe she was just over reacting.

"I'm sorry, Alice. It's just been a long I mentioned having more then…" Bella sighed and shook her head. They had been there. They knew what was going on. "I'm going to just go home. We are still going to Port Angeles to pick out some more things for the wedding right?" She asked. They already had the dress and Bella was sure Alice could get everything on her own but the pixie wanted her involved in the planning.

"Yep. I'll be there bright and early." Alice told her, hugging her close. Bella waved to Jasper who was still hovering close to her friend. He gave her a nod and pulled Alice toward the stairs. When they were up in the room he turned to his mate.

"What did you see, Alice?" He asked, concerned from the look in her eyes. Alice sighed, sitting on the chair by the door. Jasper perched on the edge of the bed, trying to figure out the inner turmoil he was getting from her.

"When Bella mentioned graduation not being a one time thing Edward hesitated. He decided he isn't going to change her now. He doesn't want to take her humanity no matter how much he loves her. He is going to try to convince her to stay human longer, to give him more time. They are going to fight and Bella is going to cancel the wedding. Everything is going to change tonight. She will still be a vampire. I still see her with us but…" Alice trailed off, shaking her head.

Jasper was growing more and more frustrated with his brother. He needed to either let her go or make her one of them. It was messing with the whole family and hurting Alice. He moved to kneel in front of her, settling himself between her legs, pulling her to the edge of the seat and wrapping his arms around her. He felt her comfort, love and happiness as he held her.

"Things are going to be different Jas."Alice said when she wrapped her arms around his shoulders, running her hands through his hair. Jasper felt a spark of sadness from his wife and immediately wanted to erase it. His hands went to her hips as he stood, giving her no choice but to wrap her legs around his waist. He looked into his eyes as he carried her to their bed.

"Darling, I'm sorry about what is going on with Bella and Edward right now but tonight let's just focus on you and me. We can worry about the other stuff later." He said before kissing her. Instantly a flood of love and lust was shoved at him, causing him to grip her hips harder. He groaned against her lips and dropped to the bed, rolling until he was hovering above her. "I love you." He said as his lips trailed down her neck.

It was late when Bella pulled into her driveway. Charlie was at work, graduation night made him nervous so he decided to go in. Bella went inside to find Edward sitting at the kitchen table. When she walked in he smiled at her like he hadn't avoided her all evening. He stood up and tried to pull her into a hug but she put up a hand.

"Why were you gone? Why did you leave when I mentioned more graduations?" She asked, not wasting any time. Edward sighed, running a hand through his hair as Bella made her way to the table. She sat down in the seat Edward had vacated and began working on her shoes. As she slowly worked off the buckles Edward watched her with a small frown.

"Bella…" he said with the tone that people used when talking to kids they were about to lecture. She paused in her attempt at getting the shoe off and glared up at him. He gave her that patient adoring smile and kneeled down in front of her, quickly undoing the straps on one shoe and then the other before pulling them off. Bella let out a soft groan when her feet touched the ground. It was an amazing feeling to walk barefoot after having heels on all day.

She felt Edward stiffen at the groan that had escaped her lips. She got her smile under control before she looked up at him. She was supposed to be mad.

"Bella." He tried again after unnecessarily clearing his throat. "I have changed my mind about you becoming a vampire this soon after graduation. I still think it would be best to go to college and-" Bella was shaking her head, her fist gripped tight as he went over the same thing he always tried to convince her.

"No. You promised. You said you would change me after our honeymoon." She said. Edward moved to her but she moved back out of reach. "Why don't you want to be with me forever? Why do you want me to grow old while you stay young and beautiful?" She yelled. "I can't do it." Bella shook her head and moved to go up to her room but Edward grabbed her, pulling her to his chest.

"I can't take your humanity. I'm not going to damn you. I'm not going to take your soul. I thought I could after we were married but I…I can't Bella. Just give me time." He said into her hair. Bella's pushed against his chest and he let her go, let her step back. He saw her tears before she turned and walked up the stairs.

"I want you out of my house. The wedding is off until I can think about where are future is going. I'm not going to stay human and grow old while you stay seventeen forever. I deserve better then that." She spoke quietly but she knew he heard and moments later she heard the door shut. Bella collapsed on her bed and just cried, tears soaking into her pillow. She was tired of this. If he didn't love her enough to change her then she wasn't going to keep trying. She wasn't going to beg him and cry for him anymore…just tonight. She is going to cry this one last time for what could have been.

Weeks went by and life started to get back into a routine. She had a job at the Newtons until the end of the summer when she was supposed to go off to college. News about the canceled wedding traveled fast and Mike had been in her bubble since. He had been asking her out almost every night they worked together and tonight was no different. He was leaning against the counter when she got back from locking the front door. She sighed and walked to the back room to go grab her things.

"So…do you want to go see a movie tonight?" He asked, following her into the room. Bella turned to him, keys in her hand.

"I can't tonight. I'm actually headed to go to Jake's. They are doing a fire at the beach." She said with a shrug and an apologetic smile. Mike deflated for a second and then smiled.

"What about tomorrow night? We can go to Port Angeles. Dinner and a movie?" He looked so excited and honestly she was tired of saying no.

"Yeah. Tomorrow sounds good. I'll see you tomorrow night." She said with a smile and slipped out into the warm night. She made her way to the truck and started it with a loud rumble. After two months of moping she finally called Jake and talked to him. He seemed eager to have her come over and hang out with him and the boys.

Bella made it just as the large pile of wood went up in flame. Jacob must have heard her truck because he was standing by the other vehicles parked in just the usual pair of cutoffs. The tall, dark man was leaning against one of the parked cars, arms crossed and the usual grin on his face. Bella parked and got out. She was instantly wrapped in his arms and pulled off her feet.

"I'm so glad you came! I haven't seen you in forever!" He said, leading her over the the other werewolves and there imprints. The next 5 minutes were full of warm hugs and hellos. Finally it settled down and everyone took a seat around the fire. Jacob sit down next to her, handing her a drink in a plastic cup. Bella took a sip and coughed, gagging at the burning liquid. Manly laughs and soft giggles came from all around her. She looked up from the amber drink to at Jacob's laughing eyes.

"A warning would be great next time." She said with a playful glare, bumping her shoulder to his. Bella took another drink, more prepared this time. Normally she was against drinking but tonight she was going to have some fun with people she liked. Jacob grinned at her, pulling her closer to him.

"How have you been?" He asked. She told him about the canceled wedding and the stupid fight she had with Edward. "It's stupid that he wants to keep me human. I just…ugh I don't want to talk about. Let's just have fun tonight." She told him, downing the rest of the drink, ripping a shudder from her. Jacob laughed and filled her cup again.

The night went by in a haze of laughing, stories and rough housing between the boys. As the night went on she relaxed more against Jacob. Slowly the fire was dying down and the men with imprints went home, leaving only her with Paul and Embry. Bella drank the rest of the drink, throwing her cup into the fire.

"I should probably get home." She said with a sigh and stood up. The earth tilted sharply, making her stumble. She felt arms around her waist as she righted herself. Every time she moved her head the world swam around her. A miserable groan was ripped from her lips. She turned slowly in the arms supporting her and leaned her head against the warm chest, closing her eyes. "What was I drinking." She asked when the dizziness slowed. Bella felt the rumbling of laughter as the arms wrapped more firmly around her, holding her close to his warmth.

"Whiskey. You didn't drink a lot but your tolerance for alcohol isn't great I'm guessing." She listened to Jacob with her eyes closed, trying to think straight. She couldn't go home. Charlie would be pissed. She couldn't stay here. It would send the wrong message to Jacob. She couldn't drive if she could barely walk or even stand. "You should spend the night." He asked her. Bella sighed.

"I hate to ask this but could you take me to the Cullen's? Or let me use a phone and you can take me to the border? I can call Edwa-Ouch! You're hurting me." As she was talking his grip got tighter and tighter until she could barely breath. Suddenly the arms were gone and she stumbled back, falling onto the ground.

Surprised, Bella looked up at him. Her best friend had his fists clenched and his body shaking. Paul and Embry walked over, surprised. "What's going on buddy?" Embry asked while they helped Bella to her unsteady feet. All three of the men exchanged looks. Paul raised his eyebrows.

"Tonight? You sure?" He asked.

"Yes tonight." He looked back at Bella. " I am so fucking tired of your shit!" He growled. "He breaks your heart and I spend months putting the pieces back just to have you go back to him! You are so obsessed with becoming a leech. I don't even think you love him. I think you you just want to be like them. I think you just went back to Edward because he is the only way to become a vampire. When he mentions not changing you, you leave and pout, hoping he will change his mind." Jacob stepped up, flushed up against her body and this time the others didn't help her move away. They held her still as she struggled against them.

"Let me go!" She yelled, fighting the dizziness. Jacob towered over her and grabbed her chin tight in his grip.

"Every time you get in a fight you run to me. When he apologizes you don't talk to me for months. You forget about me until you need me again. This time I won't let you forget." Jacob looked at the other two men, looking to see if they would fight him. Embry nodded his head with a grin.

"Bout time man. We were planning this forever." He said, his lips brushing against Bella's neck. Instantly she started fighting harder.

"No. no no no." Bella yelled. "Let me go!" Someone grabbed a handful of hair, jerking her head back. Paul tightened his grip on her hair.

"Shut the fuck up chickie or I will knock you out cold and you won't get to enjoy anything." He breathed in her face. Bella stopped struggling, earning a laugh from the three. "Listen to her heartbeat. She's going to have a heart attack before we get anything done."

"W-What are you going to do?" She asked but she had a sinking feeling in her stomach. "Edward will kill you. You don't want to do this. If you let me go I won't say anything I promise. Please Jacob."

"It will give us an excuse to finally get rid of them. The pack won't be mad and if they are I will just have to show them their place." He said with a shrug, his eyes glaring down at the human.

"Alright well lets get her off the beach. We don't want anyone to see." He muttered. Bella was panicking. She knew what was going on but the alcohol was slowing her movement and mind. When she was jerked off her feet her stomach rolled and the world swam. She was in hot arms, pulled painfully tight against Jacob's body.

"Please don't do this Jacob." She whispered. Jacob looked ahead of them as they made there way into the woods. "Jacob please." She tried again. Eyes she has known for years looked so different as they stared down at him. So cold.

Darkness surrounded them as they stepped into the shade of the tree, away from the fire. They walked for what seemed like forever. She didn't struggle. She knew it was useless.

Finally they stopped. Bella could barely see but she could feel the other around her, even after she was put on the ground. She sat there, frozen, listening for any noise but it was silent.

"Bella." She jumped when she heard her name. She looked toward the voice but couldn't see anything.

"Run."

Bella didn't need to be told twice. She took off just as the unmistakable sound of them shifting filled the air.

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