Healing A Shattered Soul
Chapter 1: The Horrible past.
Steve was sitting in his car with his mom Alexia and his sister Olivia. They were driving to Raccoon city, their new home.
Steve's dad was in jail beating Steve and raping him.
Flashback
Steve was lying in his dad's room all naked. He had tears in his eyes
''Please let me go dad. Please''
Steve's dad looked at him and said ''It's either you or your sister, would you like to hear her scream?''
Steve looked at his dad ''leave her alone. Don't hurt her, I'll do anything!''
''Then get on you knees''
Flashback ended.
Steve could still feel the pain he felt when his father raped him. He remembered every detail, every small movement his father made while he was inside him.
Even when his father was in jail the nightmare continued. The kids in school teased him and picked on him for what had happened. Even his best friend William teased him and made fun of him. He became an outcast in school, he sat in the toilets in between the classes to avoid the stares people gave him.
His mom Alexia found out and they moved to Raccoon city.
Steve looked out the window and thought to himself ''If anyone find out what happened, then my life will be a hell here to.''
Alexia drove and smiled as she saw the road sign where it stood 'WELCOME TO RACCOON CITY!'
''We are here! The new city, the new home.'' Alexia said and smiled a little.
Steve smiled and looked at his mom ''It's a beautiful city mom.'' He smiled a fake smile, like he always did in front of Olivia. The was too young to understand what their dad had done to him, the only thing she knew was that it was something terrible.
Alexia smiled and thought to herself ''He is so strong, after all that has happened I thought he would be suicidal, but he still tries to keep his fake smile on in front of his sister. I guess she and me is the only thing he lives for right now.''
She parked the car in front of their new home. It was a normal sized house and it was dark blue and white on a street with many houses standing next to each other.
She got out of the car and Steve helped her with their luggage, the moving company had placed the furniture as Alexia wanted it the day before.
When Steve and Alexia had gotten all of the luggage out, Steve opened his sisters' car door and found her asleep. He smiled and took off her seat belt and lifted her in a babe style.
He looked at Alexia who was setting up the TV ''Where is Olivia's room?'' he whispered barely loud enough for Alexia to hear.
''Up the stairs, the 3th door to the left''
Steve walked up the stairs slowly and careful not to wake her up. He smiled at her, she was so innocent and pure. Unlike him.
He got into her room and placed her on the bed, he kissed his sisters forehead before leaving.
Steve went into the car again and got his guitar and amplifier.
Again he asked Alexia for directions ''Where is my room mom?''
''Up the stairs, the 2th door to the left.''
''Thank you.''
Steve slowly walked up the stairs and got into his room. He puts the wire in the socket and turned the amplifier on. He took his head set and connected them to the amplifier to not wake his sister. He got ready and played his favorite song by Breaking Benjamin: Dear Agony
I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
Steve sang as he played the song.
And I will find the enemy within
because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony
Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Steve was in the edge of crying when he sang.
Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
I feel nothing anymore.
The song ended and Steve felt like the song talked to him. At least the last sentence.
Because that's what he did, he felt nothing anymore,
When Steve finished the song he laid on his bed and muttered to himself ''In 7 days God created the world in 7 seconds, my father shattered mine"
After a while he fell asleep.
AN: well. This Is a side project you can say, I'm mostly going to write on Vampiric Love, but when I don't have any ideas I will write on this one.
Edit made ( 18.02.13 ) I fixed some small issues and I will be working on this story a bit when I have time :)