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You're staring at two kids playing at the playground, one was a brunette and the other was blonde, you couldn't help but notice how cute they were; chasing each other, laughing, playing around and being kids, you couldn't help but feel jealous; you know you're not suppose to be jealous, seeing as your an adult and they're kids, but you can't help it. It reminds you of your past, your dreadful yet joyous past, the days you were happy and the days you were sad, the laughs you had and the tears you shed, the love and the hate, it reminded you of all those. And you hate it. You hate feeling vulnerable. You hate feeling stupid. And worse of all you hate being reminded of it. Of HER. Why shouldn't you hate her? she broke your heart, she ripped it out of your chest and stomped on it, she left you, she used you, she didn't care about you, she cared about your status, she cared about your money, she cared about... about... about your brother. Yes your brother, she never loved you, she loved your brother. So when your bastard brother wanted her, she left you and went running with him. And that's how you found yourself inside one of L.A's most expensive restaurants, listening to your ex and brother talk about they're engagement.

"Santana" you hear your name

"Santana" you hear it again

You look up and see that everyone was staring at you, yes everyone, your parent's decided to hold a family dinner in honor of your brother's engagement.

"Yes?" you finally answered

"We asked you a question honey" you father spoke. You hated your father, he was the one who pushed her into your brother's arms when he knew you loved her, you hated him for it, you hated him, well, you've always hated him.

"Sorry I wasn't listening. may you please repeat the question?" You answered civilly.

"Santana..." Before your father could reprimand you on being rude, you hear a beep. You look down and notice your pager, you read it... Shit! They needed you there, there was an accident involving a middle school bus and a U-haul truck, that's got to be nasty.

"I'm sorry to cut this... Reunion short but duty calls" you grab your purse and slowly walk away when you suddenly remembered something. You pause and turn around.

"Oh before I forget, Congratulations, I'm happy for you both" Sarcasm was so evident in her voice that you couldn't miss it. You give an oh so sweet smile (the creepy kind) and left.

You rush into the E.R and grab the clipboard the nurse gave you, scanned through the paper, and muttered a curse word. This Kid needs to be operated immediately, the cut on his right leg was so deep that it cut his sciatic nerve, if his leg wasn't operated immediately, he could die.

"Nurse! Book me an E.R" She instructed one of the nurses. You jog with beside the patient's bed while the nurses push it towards O.R 2.

"Someone, get me Doctor Grey!" One of the nurses immediately jogged toward the neurology department, in search of doctor grey.

_In The Operating Room_

"So, tana how was dinner with the family?" Doctor Grey asked you, she was one of your closest friends here, she owned the hospital, but so did you. They lacked at least half of the money needed to buy the hospital, but you helped them, you gave them the money needed, and bought the hospital.

"Horrible" you state, she looks at you sympathetically but drops the topic. She knew you were in a bad mood.

"Did you hear about Arizona cheating on Callie?" She asked. How couldn't you? The whole hospital's buzzing about it, they couldn't believe it! I mean Callie and Ari were meant to be together, and now... wow. Ever since the plane crash Ari's been acting differently and you get that, but that isn't an excuse to cheat on your wife, that's just low.

"Yea I heard about it, how's Callie anyways?" Callie was you cousin, she was from your dad's side and you loved her, so much. She was like the sister you never had. So when you heard about her marriage to a woman, you were so proud, she was finally out of the closet.

"Honestly? She wouldn't talk to anyone, she only talks to you"

"I'll have to talk to them later then"

You finish the surgery and head to the cafeteria, you were hungry and tired, and your night wasn't even half done yet. You had 6 more surgeries to attend to, 4 patients to check up on and 2 people to talk to. Yes your job was tiring, but rewarding.

You sit down and lay your head on the table, you might as well get some rest, your next surgery was in 3 hours, before you could doze off, you see a shadow covering you, so you look up and see... Shit! You see Amanda, your ex, your brother's fiance.

"Busy day?" she asks, you give her a blank stare and ignore her question, you couldn't handle this right now. You needed to focus on your surgeries.

"Look tana-"

"Don't call me that" you snap, only your friends could call you nicknames

"*SIGH* Look Santana I know what me and your brother did was wrong but-"

"Santana!" Callie cut Amanda's 'I'm-sorry-we-love-each-other-please-come-to-the-w edding-speech' and she thank for that.

"Oh it's the bitch" You smile a little, Callie will never change.

"Anyways Santana, we need you O.R 3, there was a pregnant woman sitting in front of the U-haul and your one of the best surgeon's out there" Shit! Weren't these morons wearing seat belts?

"Callie, we're going to need pede's can you handle working with ari?"

"I'll have to handle it"

"Good"

You both Jog to the O.R, leaving a confused Amanda behind. You quickly wash your hands and put on your scrubs and started the surgery, you needed to perform a C-section, it was kinda weird to perform surgery with such a tense atmosphere, but hey! Kou had worse circumstances in Iraq.

"Alright ari, please take it from here, because I have another surgery in 20 minutes thank you. Callie fix the poor girl's leg already." You leave with a smirk on your face, your inner sadist told you to leave them in an awkward atmosphere, and you listened.

_club_

You were finished with work and it was your day off, tomorrow so why not hit the club right? So you, Callie, Arizona, Quinn, and Rachel decided to go in a club for girl's night, yes girl's night; the night where the five of you get drunk and nurse your hangovers on your free day. At first it was a little awkward with Callie and Arizona, but after the drinking loads of beer and tequila, the mood lightened up.

You knew you were shit faced when you started crying. No one consoled cause A. they're all too drunk to. B. They're all on the dance floor. So you're here crying your ass off for wearing red nail paint when you wanted to wear black. You continued to cry over random things when a pain of long, slender arms wrapped around you, you looked up to see a gorgeous blonde girl with the bluest eyes you've ever seen.

"Why is a pretty girl like you crying?" She asked and you started to sob again.

"Cuz-cuz-I w-wanted to w-wear black nail polish! b-but i c-chose red! A-and your gorgeous a-and your pretty a-and I-I like you! But you don't like me!" You rant out as you continue to sob on her shoulder.

She brings you closer and you're practically sitting on her lap, but neither of you cares so screw it. She whispers sweet thing in your ear to calm you down. And once you're calm enough you withdrew from her and started to talk.

"I'm horny" You say. She smirks and whispers

"Then let's get out of here" Next thing you know you're being dragged out the club.

_The next morning_

You open your eyes but quickly shut them close the lights were too bright, and your headache would only increase if you open them. But that's funny your curtains are always closed, and this doesn't feel like your bed, and you're naked! You opened your eyes in shock and you regretted it. You hold your head and look around you. Yup! This isn't your room, so you're not in your apartment, great! Before you could get up and escape, a girl with blonde hair walks up to you holding a tray of what seemed to be breakfast. You couldn't help but notice her clothes, or better yet, her lack of clothing. She was wearing an oversized polo shirt and panties, that's it! That's all she's wearing. You stare at her and your heart beat increases, you've felt this before, you've felt this with Amanda, but this is stronger. And that's when you realize, you fell in love with a stranger and worse of all it's love at first sight.

"Hey I'm glad you're up, i brought you breakfast" she says in that adorable voice that you find sexy and at the same time cute.

"Um... yea.. uhh.." This is weird, you think to yourself, you've never been in this circumstance before, you usually leave not sleep in.

"I'll start by introducing myself; I'm Brittany...Your wife" So her name was Brittany, what a pretty name for a pretty person, and she was your wife... Wait what? Hold up! Your wife?! But you don't date, after the Amanda incident, as you like to call it, you've never dated.

"Ahh... My wife?!"This is crazy! first of all you just found out that you're in love with this said wife of yours, and now, she's, well, your wife. How could you not be shocked?

"Yea.. One thing led to another and now we're married" she stated happily, isn't she bothered but this?

"Aren't you bothered by this?" you decide to ask.

"Nope! I mean marrying a complete stranger should but I'm not, you're different, you didn't treat me like other one night stands did. You stayed and cuddled with me, which never happens. Besides I think i fell for you the first time I saw you, so when you asked me to marry you, I said yes. I've always dreamt of marrying, and now I am. Unless you don't want to be married, or married to me." She looks at you with hopeful eyes, she wants this marriage, and who are you to deny her of that?

"I want to try" you state and her smile brightens, she leans over and kisses you, you smile into the kiss, it felt like electricity was cursing through your body, that's a good sign. Maybe this could work.


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