Fanfic because the Erased ending messed me up, it was the biggest shit, sure it was fun to see they caught the cultprit, Yashiro, but the way Kayo had moved on...
1. She had just married a friend of Satoru, one that along his other buddies encouraged him to get that good with her to begin with...Hiromi Sugita
2. She had destroyed every chance of a relationship like they had before
3. Satoru did everything she dreamed of having done for her, he stood up for her, he showed her she isn't alone and yet she chooses...Sugita. My writer's heart does not allow me to just accept this and so I'll write an alternate ending.
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It had been four days. four days since the now 26 year old Satoru Fujinama had opened his eyes after 15 years and had solved the mystery around Yashiro-sensei and met his friends again. All of them had become important people in their own right, all having changed.
He had to admit, he felt left behind, but he would never admit that, especially since he wasn't the center of the world and everything had to turn around him and stop if he did, but he would fight those selfish desires anyway, except one thing...
Kayo had visited him as he finally got a wheelchair and tried to get used to it.
She had visited him with a little baby, the name of it was Mirai, the future.
Satoru cried seeing her again. He held her in such great memory and missed her the most alongside his mother, but he also cried because he was shown that his sacrifice, his sacrifice to let them all live on, hurt him too...
He would never get that back what he lost, that special relationship they had and he could never get further neither. He had no power to fight that, she had a child, a husband and it was no crime, so no revival neither...
He had to accept it. The bitterness that fate provided everyone with in live, Kayo being punished with her mother, who he had saved her from too for example...
He just couldn't accept it, yet he kept his mouth shut, he would just mess up what kind of friendship they had now. Sure she apologized and told him she felt like just moving on and leaving him behind. But it didn't console him.
It just burned. It hurt. It stung, it outright wounded his heart because that was all he felt and saw too.
Kayo-chan...why did you leave me behind?
He asked himself subconsciously.
Was I not worth waiting for?
He almost blurted out like he sometimes accidentally did, but he was lucky he kept it at bay."Don't worry Kayo-chan...I am happy I could help you...help you become who you are today. A beautiful, strong young woman with a family." He said, even tho it was nothing but the truth and she had Hiromi, his talent for making her blush didn't seem to have disappeared.
Aren't you going to call me Idiot anymore?
He asked himself, smiling at her with a faked smile. She didn't even know how to tell fake and truth apart it seemed, back then she could...
Must have been the result from not feeling the pain she once held inside anymore. But she didn't know that what she did, was give him pain, the feel of bitterness...
He sighed and faked to be feeling weak, making her worry, instead of doing the expected and leaving.
"S-satoru-kun, are you okay?"She asked, a worried glint in her eyes. It was honest, at least he kept, or gained the ability to tell now."I'm fine, just tired."He lied and she stood up.
"I'll let you sleep then. I'll visit again, I promise."She said and smiled at him, now he saw...a fake. She held the little one close to her now and rubbed her forehead against the small one's, as it seemed to yearn for contact, but as it suddenly reached out for Satoru, both's eyes widened.
The now elder bluenette touched the baby's hand and it calmed. It even smiled, surprising Kayo.
"Hinazuki..."He said, but she suddenly seemed at loss for words, before she shook her head."I-I am sorry, I'll let you sleep. rest well, see you."She said and left the room. Now the blue eyed laid down, a loud sigh escaping his lips
Even though he directly stared at the artificial light of the hospital, he didn't need to close his eyes. At some point he closed them and began to think.
Was she...hurt? Did she notice I tried to get her to leave?Die she figure I am hurt?
No...she doesn't know it anymore, how it is to be hurt...
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The bruenett went down the halls of the Hospital, carrying the little one, as she smiled at it, a warm smile. It was then she thought to have seen a blueish light come by.
"Hinazuki-san"She heard someone unknown call out. She looked to the left and right, before she suddenly felt a hand on her shoulder. It was a young man. He had the blue eyes of Satoru and a somewhat similar haircut too.
The differences were the voice, his slightly bigger built...and shining dark blue hair. She thought she was dreaming, since the room was darkening now too.
It was like only she, the baby and the man were in the hospital. She quickly tried to recompose and turned around.
"Sugita-san, I am married."She replied to his earlier address at her." I am very well aware of that. Hiromi Sugita, your husband, Mirai Sugita, your child."
The words he spoke made her feel uneasy, she slightly backed off.
"No need to be scared or run away. I'd like to...
explain the last 15 years to you"
The being said and her eyes widened once more. She clutched her child tighter, the little one snuggling into her chest.
"What are you talking about?"She asked, bewildered about his statement.
"I just told you, I'll explain the last 15 years to you, you always asked yourself, everytime you slept, didn't you?"He asked, cracking a smile.
How could he?!B-but I neve-how-?!
She thought, scared, surprised, angry, she didn't know what to feel, but he said he'd explain...
"Would you listen to me?"He asked and after a minute of silence she nodded.
"You, Kayo Sugita, formerly Kayo Hinazuki...have been saved by my powers, more by the wielder of my powers. I came to tell you the truth Satoru would never be able to tell you, not because he doesn't trust you, but because he fears your reaction, I on the other hand am very curious about it."
She was shocked about the answer to say the least...her brow twitched as she didn't have any control at the moment. She barely had enough composure to hold her child...
"He is actually not 23, but 29 years old you know? Technically you'd be too. He is not from your time. I am a transcendal being, who merely took on the appearance of a human. My name is Ren in the Human world, yet I am merely called the Re: run. The revival."
This information was again so much to take in, she looked down, trying to understand it all, she did a good job tho, some would have collapsed already...
"Satoru was/is the user of my ability and his, the furure timeline him, used his abilities for the greater good, very often injuring himself, but never as much as now. I am not talking about physical wounds though."The blue haired spoke and her eyes widened.
"I...I am sorry I moved on...I am sorry I left him behind!"She suddenly cried out, tears in her eyes.
"That is another of the points...you have never moved on. You have just seemingly forgotten."It said and again she was taken aback.
"You do not love Hiromi Sugita, doesn't matter if you tell me the truth, I already know."
"You are right...I do not. He betrayed me too...the only thing keeping us together are this ring and our baby..."She admitted, a frown on her face.
"That may be true, but only partially."He said and she stared at him, waiting for the wise to speak further.
"You never loved him in the first place, did you?You never felt the emotions you held for a certain other person. Hiromi Sugita..."
"He just told me the right things at the right time...I was broken. I had lost him, I had lost my pillar, I had lost my light!"She suddenly blurted out, not even the magical being expecting that.
"I...I didn't know how it came that far...I was suddenly pulled in a kiss, one with heart I thought, he told me such sweet things and out of pity and I don't know what else, I accepted as he asked me to become his girlfriend, that was.."
"Where you couldn't escape anymore. you couldn't hurt him, because you would feel bad for all of your life, leaving someone after having used him for consolation..."
"Exactly."She replied and looked down.
"After he had accidentally impregnated me, I had to agree to marry him...I.."
"We do not need to go any further.I shall explain you a few more questions and ask you a question you can only answer once."He said and she nodded.
"Like I said Satoru had my ability to rewind time before a terrible event would occur. Sachiko Fujinuma, his mother was killed by the cultprit behind the attempted murders and kidnappings. As a neighbor of his came in to thank her for sharing some of the food with her, and saw Satoru with blood stained hands and called the police, he of course ran away and I gave him a chance...to never let any of this happen."He told her and she was at the verge of tears again
How could someone...how could someone be so cruel, as to kill mrs. Fujinuma. She thought, remembering the kind and caring woman very good.
"He was sent back 18 years, ending up as 11 again and getting to know you, since you have been the first victim of the series."He said and she took a step back.
"He wanted to get to know you, so he could protect you-"
"He did it...he saved me..."
"yes and no. to be honest, he failed the first time."He said and she shivered."He invited you to his birthday on the 2nd of march...out of two reasons, he didn't wanna see you in the cold so often anymore and two, you died that day in they original time line."
"But why did I die then?Did I not show up?"She asked and the transcendal being shook it's head."You did, but you had to leave the next day and died a day later.
Since it hurt me to see it, I gave him one more chance. The chance you're living in."
He explained and she looked down.
"So for me...he went back in time again? He could've just continued...maybe he could have even found traces or something on my corpse..."She spoke, feeling worse than she would show.
"Indeed, but you are to not force yourself to love anyone, it's just that you should know...now to my question..."He said and sighed.
"If you could change history, would you?"
She seemed conflicted and "he" noticed.
"Worried about the child, are we~?"He teased now, a new façade of his.
"Do not worry, you will have Mirai in every time line which you survive, but in one it won't be named Mirai~"He said, not giving away with who it would be.
"...I...I don't love Sugita, I love Mirai, it's my treasure, one I'll always keep...but soon maybe with Satoru..."She said, tears rolling down her cheeks as she kissed her babies forehead.
"Very well~"Ren spoke and smiled. He turned his back to her and clapped his hands together. As he opened them again he held a glass in front of her, in it, a butterfly, as shining as his hair.
"You are to catch it and tell it your name and wish. From then on though, you'll be blessed and cursed with the re-run, I care not only for your and Satoru's fate. You will partially live for the society too. Are you okay with that?"He asked and she nodded.
He let out the butterfly, but before that, she put Mirai on a nearby table. She caught the butterfly gently and opened her hands too. It was calmly on her hands and just flapped it's wings at times.
"I am Kayo...Hinazuki and I wish to rewind time...for my and maybe Satoru's sake. I seek a live at his side...I beg of you, please grant my wish...please!"
She spoke and the butterfly shone...
That's it for chapter one, for those who understand my pain(laughing)I might continue, i just wrote that within an hour because I listened to lock the door. Listen to it, it'll get you in the mood to re-write tragedies. Have re-written once, just a quick one, if you find more problems, tell me, review please and don't flame
p.s: Should I do a JoJo x Highschool dxd fanfic?
-Rivik's out