I thought of this when I was sitting in the middle of math class. Ah, the wonders of Algebra *cough-yeah-right-cough* Hope ya guys like it.
Disclaimer:
Nope, In a Heartbeat doesn't belong to me. Don't sue. I'm just a girl who likes to write and constantly
wear black. J
Dear Diary,
Well,
once again my life is boring. I can't
believe how hectic everything is. Can you guess whats wrong? Yep, Jamie. Well, its not that he's wrong. Its just, I don't know, its hard to
explain. He's been my friend for…forever.
I don't wanna screw things up and get all mushy and then drive him away. I just
don't know what to do.
Why
must everything make my life so miserable??????? What did I do to deserve this?
Was I a bad person in a past life? It is far too complicated to
comprehend. Or is it so simple that I can't
see whats really in front of me because I'm too stupid? Or blind?? I don't know.
He's
perfect. The most amazing eyes. I could
get lost in them forever. The way his hair stands on end and blows gently in the
wind. His smile that has melted my heart
for years. He dresses w/ a certain flair.
He's the rebel, the one on the outside.
His attitude. He is o brave, so willing to do things most people
wouldn't. Whenever I see him my heart begins
to flutter. He is so absolutely perfect.
I wish he knew how I felt. Life…an unfair
game you can never win.
Well,
I'm off to bed. Mom's been getting kinda pissed b/c I have a C in Spanish. When am I going to be in Mexico anyway? Oh well,
adios for now.
Caitie Roth
Hey,
Yep, its me again. Geez, I still cant believe I keep a journal. I hope that this doesn't get around. It heard that writing down thoughts is supposed
to be good for your soul or mind or whatever so I guess its worth a shot considering
all this hectic crap that's going on.
To put it mildly…..my life sucks crap.
I cant believe how hard it is to be at school.
Nah, it aint the classes, its her. Yeah, Caitie. I don't know what it is. Lately
every time I talk to her I get tongue tied
and look like an idiot.
She is absolutely perfect. Her gorgeous skin. Her hair that always smells as sweet as a flower field. The way her dark hair blows gently in the wind.
Those deep eyes that could most likely see
to the very depths of my soul. She's amazing. Her wittiness, and strong will. Always challenging the system, making
a stand. Never letting anyone push her around. She's so perfect. Caitie Roth. The only angel I see, is my best friend. We've been friends for so long. I don't wanna
mess it all up. I just wish she knew that
I feel this way about her. Life, an unfair
game you can never win.
Jamie R. Waite
So how was that? I hope ya guys liked it. If I get enough reviews I plan on continuing with this. Hey, this is mostly up to you all who read it. Please review, it helps me b/c I can write something I know that you'll want to read.
Gracias J