Again, Olivia Benson's life changes. Now with three kids let's see how it changes.

A/N: All I have to say is you're going to hate me. But don't worry I have something plan.


Law and Order

Special Victims Unit

Fan-Fiction

Law and Family: II

Prologue

Olivia sits on the couch, staring at the picture on the mantel. Remembering how Alex gave her hell for putting it up. How, she told Olivia that she was a mess in that picture. Olivia tells her that she is beautiful, and what to expect that she just giving birth to triplets. She thanks god that she did put it up; it is the only picture she has of Alex and the kids together.

Olivia is angry with Alex, 'how could she? Why did she not listening? Why did she not thinks of the kids, or her?' all of those thoughts wondering threw her mind. She could not get them out, she doubt she ever will.

She heard their son, Cory, up in his bedroom, playing with his toys. She remembers the days when he would come crashing into their bedroom, as soon as he wakes up. Now he will not, she guesses that he is afraid of what he might find, or hear.

Olivia goes into check on him, "Hey buddy, do you want to get dress for me? I need to get the babies dressed, and I might need help?" Olivia says to him.

"No" Cory says, he did not look up from his action figure.

"Come on, Cory. I can't do this on my own." Olivia says to him, sitting on his big boy bed. They had just purchase the bed a month ago, Cory was just starting to sleep in it. They stored his old crib in storage, hoping to use it again in the future.

Cory looks up at her, and she thinks that is progress, "I not go." He says to her. Then he goes back to playing with his toys. Olivia hears a knock at the door, she sighs and get up to answer it. It was the Stablers.

"Hey, we figured you might need help?" Kathy says hugging Olivia.

"Thanks, Cory is not going." Olivia says.

"Is Christine picking him up?" Elliot asks a little confuse.

"No, he is going, just giving me a hard time." Olivia says, Elliot nods his head in understanding. Kathy and Elliot heads to the babies' room to get them dress and Olivia goes back into Cory's room to try to get him dress. "Okay Cory, we are getting dress, and you are going with us." Olivia says picking up Cory off the floor.

He starts kicking and screaming, "NOOOO, I NO GO. I WANT MAMA, I WANT MAMA." He screams into Olivia's shoulder.

"Shhh… I know, I know. I want mama as well. It is going to be okay baby. " Olivia says holding onto him. Cory was full out crying now, clinging onto Olivia for dear life. Olivia sat down onto the bed again, this time for support herself, she was crying as well. She was crying for the kids, she was also crying for herself.

Why did Alex have to take that case? Why did she take that case as soon as she got back from maternity leave? The triplets were not even 6 months old, and she takes that damn case. Did she have to prove something? That giving birth did not soften her up. Why could she not listen to her, or her family, when they pleaded with her to drop the case?

Why could Alex not let Liz reassign someone else? Why are they burying a friend, a sister, a daughter, a wife, and a mother? Why, cause Alex would not drop the damn case. That is why Olivia was angry with Alex; she could have avoided it.

"Hey sweetie, do you need any help with him?" Serena says coming into the room, you can tell that she had fresh tears in her eyes as well. She was crying for her daughter, wishing that she will get her happy ending.

Olivia looked up, she did not even hear Serena come in. "Um… El and Kathy have the babies. He is asleep, so I am going to take the time to change him. Did you just get here?"

"Yeah, Maureen let Don and I in. I heard from the Elizabeth, they are going to meet us there." Serena says stroking Olivia's back. Olivia nodded; she then laid Cory down onto the bed and proceeds to change him into his suite.

"Mom, will it ever get better?" Olivia asks.

"I don't know, baby. But you have a whole bunch of people out there for you. You and the kids are not alone. You hear me." Serena says, rubbing Olivia's back in comfort.

"You know it was supposed to be me, who went first. I'm the older one, the one who had the more dangerous job. It was supposed to be me, and it was supposed to be a longtime from now." Olivia says burying her head into Serena's stomach. Serena could not respond to that. She just held her daughter tight to her body and let her cry out.

The service was nice, many people showed up, some that Olivia recognized, and some she did not. Olivia is seated with Elizabeth and Alexander, she was holding Alec, and he was fussing. While his brother and sister are being held by Serena, and Brendon, whom are seated in the row behind them. Cory was sitting in-between Olivia and Elizabeth leaning up against Olivia.

Neither, Alex's family and Olivia could understand that she is cremated. According to Alex's lawyer, which neither one new she had, she had it in her will. That Olivia and the kids would get everything she has. They were all there to say goodbye to Alexandra Marie Cabot Benson 1973-2002.


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