BPOV

"Isabella Swan" called the Dean who then handed me my Diploma . As I cross the stage to grab my diploma I hear my friends and family cheering for me. The one voice I don't hear . The one voice I long to hear. The one voice that told me I would make it . The once voice that has helped me through everything EMMETT CULLEN

History behind the girl I am …………………

My name is Isabella Swan I a shy, blushing , clumsy, loving, understanding, wont take no for an answer ,hates parties, doesn't like all the attention, HATES shopping girl who was born in Forks, Washington. My parents are separated but it doesn't bother me anymore. My mom Renee has just married a man named Phil, and my father Charlie has never thought to get remarried. One summer when my mom was going on the road with her now husband I decided I would spend some time with my father that is when I then meet my now best friends Alice Cullen and Rosalie Hale . They are the best friends anyone could ever ask for . She has a brother named Emmett Cullen, a brother named Edward Cullen and a cousin name Jasper Hale. Nothing ever exciting happens in my life . So don't bother asking

Back to the Present……………………..

After all the names of my graduating class has been called I make a bee line to great my friends and family.

" Bella I am so proud of you" yells my dad as he pulls me into a tight hug

"Thanks Dad" as I hug him back

"No problem , you should go hug your mom now , you know I am not good with all this mushy stuff"

"I know Dad me neither" as I leave his arms to turn around and find my mom

"Mom don't cry its not the end of the world, I'm not leaving you I will always be your one and only little girl." as I say to my mom while she is cry and ruining my gown

"I… know..its just t-tt-th-th- that … you have g-g-g-gr-gr-grown up so fast." weeps my mother

Ooh boy her we go again the speech about how I will never see her again and that I am going to forget about her.

" Congratulations Bella" says Phil my step dad

" Thanks" I say during my moms sobs. Phil then begins to pry my mother off of me so I can say thank you to the rest of my guest

"CONGRATULATAIONS, BELLA." yells my friend Alice as she jumps up and down while hugging me

I was definitely going to be deaf in that ear.

" Thank you Alice, but turn it down a notch"

"ok Bella . So now that you graduated when can we go shopping for a new wardrobe for you , since now you will be looking for a job." whispered Alice

" hold your horses I just graduated , let me just live this moment out for a while."

"ok. I am just so happy for you , I am sorry Emmett couldn't make it"

The one name I hope to not hear all day EMMETT CULLEN. Then get out of Alice's hold to go hug Edward who congratulates me and Jasper does the same .

"Bella I couldn't be more happier for you." says Rose

"thank you so much, I can wait for you to move down here , when is your moving date."

Rosalie was moving in with me . I could wait to have an old friend in the house with me

" next week on the 24th," said the now excited Rose

"ok then I will begin my share of cleaning" I laughed

When then began to leave the football field and head back to my house in Manhattan . It was a short ride since I lived 20 minutes outside of the campus without traffic. We were going to head to my house and allow Rose and Alice to do "Bella Barbie" and then we were going to head out for a night of celebration and partying I couldn't wait , I needed to let my hair loose and have some real fun. We pulled up into the house my parents were looking around since they haven't been here in a while

"Bella . Up stairs NOW." yelled Alice

She must be in a hurry. Here comes the torture.

" Coming" I yelled as I ran up the stairs leaving my parents and Phil to entertain themselves.

While Edward and Jasper watch ESPN

" sit down. Bella" says Rose with a flat-iron in her hand

I sit down with my IPOD plugged into my ears and I zone everything out just thinking of how my life has just begun and how I wish Emmett was here……………

1 HOUR LATER

I feel an irritating poking on my arm . I look up to see Rose and Alice fully dressed. Alice was wearing a strapless dress that came up above her knees , with a cinched black belt just below her breast , its full printed with a pink drape on the side, with black heels. Rose had on a fuchsia strapless cocktail dress that hugged her curves nicely with nice gold shoes . They had picked me out a strapless purple dress with bead sewn in at the top and bottom of the dress this dress was knew length , I was wearing silver shoes. I thought we looked real good and thank god for all of us being single at once . I already knew this was going to be a good night lots of trouble in our future.

We walked down the stairs and was greeted by my family and my friends brothers. All jaws must have dropped when we walked in the room . We decided to head out to my favorite Italian restaurant.

When we had we were seated we all ordered drinks , each one with a ton of alcohol . Thank god for Rose and Alice hiring a driver for the night. This meant I could drink as much as I wanted. We had ordered our food and now were going around telling embarrassing stories about me. I was blushing the whole time because most of these stories were meant to be private ,not any more.

I felt so happy but then so said at the same time because I saw everyone sitting around me laughing and joking having a great time I just didn't see one face. I then drifted off in my own world I am pretty sure I was smiling the whole time because my thoughts were about when Emmett and me . I remember the day I told Emmett that I loved him. It was a not so unusual cloudy day in Forks . 1 more day before graduation , I knew that if I didn't tell Emmett now I might not ever get the chance to because Emmett was going to be attend USC for football while I would be going to NYU for engineering . We were sitting outside at the park in out favorite spot which was under a Red Wood tree. I was laying in his arms . I confessed to him how I felt and then the next thing I remember is him saying

" why have you waited so long to tell me , now we are going to be 3000 miles away and before you leave you want to tell me you love me ." he began to shake his head

" Emmett I didn't know when was good to tell you , and I thought that if I told you know you might tell me you love me also , but I guess I am wrong" I begin to cry

" Bella I love you also but this isn't going to work even if we try ."

Emmett just said he loved me but wait …… what else did he say

"will you repeat that "

" I said I love you but this is going to work"

"why not"

"because we are going to be to far away , and we are also going to be to busy to spend time with one another" he said

"we can make this work" I pleaded

"NO" he said very sternly.

My dreams were crushed the man I have grown to love doesn't want to be with me. What have I done ???

" let me get you home we have a big day tomorrow"

"yea I guess" I say

That was it that was the last time I had seen Emmett . I saw him on graduation day but only when he walked the stage to get his diploma. I tried to look into his eyes and when I did I saw the sadness and the hurt I had caused the man that I loved.

Then I am now here sitting with a group of friends and family . I just wish the man that I loved and I still love would come in and tell me that he made a mistake 4 years ago and that he wanted to be with me. But I knew and everyone at this table knew that was going to happen

" earth to Bella" slapped Alice " you OK" she aske

" yea just thinking of how far I have gotten, and how honorable I am to have my family and friends here to celebrate my greatest accomplishment." I said with tears in my eyes

" ok speech time from Bella" yelled Rose

As I began to stand up with a martini in one hand my other hand pushing back my chair . I look up to see the faces of people who are filled with love , joy, peace and happiness. Right when I begin to say my speech I look toward the door and that is when it hit me that life couldn't get any better than this…….

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