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Lucifer has returned to hell following the incident with the demons coming to earth, leaving Chloe who recently admitted her feelings for him behind. Will she be able to find away to get him to return to earth so they can see each other once more?.

Chloe POV

Chloe never felt more alive in that moment, Lucifer standing inches from her with his warm lips against hers more fierce than the first two times, more passion as well something new, desperation, she could feel his want for her, but as soon as it started it was over, she felt the air around her push from the movement of his wings and with one more touch of her cheek he was gone.

Falling to her knees Chloe sobbed wishing he would change his mind and return to embrace her in his comforting arms, this didn't happen, she had to pull herself together for Trixie her little girl couldn't see her like this. "come on Chloe pull yourself together" she muttered this to herself a few times before standing up and slowing leaving Lucifer's penthouse, probably for the last time.

Picking Trixie up from Dan's Chloe drove home quietly trying to think of a way to tell Trixie that Maze and Lucifer had gone away and wouldn't be coming back, this made Chloe more upset, the realisation of not seeing him again sinking in further. Taking a deep breath she looked at her daughter and gave a weak smile " So how was the weekend at daddy's?" Trixie looked up and gave a huge smile " Oh it was amazing, daddy has said I can join self defencing classes soon, I cannot wait to learn some moves so I can show Maze"

Her excitement broke Chloe's heart "Listen Trix, theres something I need to tell you okay, try not to get too upset okay sweetie?" Trixie looked at her mum with a confused expression " I went to see Lucifer today and he told me that he has to leave LA and Maze is going with him" seeing the confused expression changing into a sad frown almost pushed Chloe over the edge " How long for?, why does she have to go, can't she stay? she doesn't have to follow him everywhere!" Trixie stumbled over her words in an attempt not to cry.

"I don't know sweetie, he didn't say but it sounded like it could be for a very long time" tears trickled down Trixie's cheek and as the pulled up to her house she got out and ran inside crying. Chloe sat in the car for a few moments composing herself so she could comfort her daughter, she could have her cry later, for now Trixie was the important one.

Following her in a few moments later, Chloe sat on Trixie's bed with her and pulled her into her arms "I know it's upsetting monkey, but people move away in life, it's sad when they do but the thing we need to do is remember the good times we had with that person and the good they did in our lives. You can remember that she taught you all the cool moves, which you can show off in self defence, you can also remember that you made her a better and happier person because you are amazing" wiping the tears off Trixie's cheek Chloe gently lifted her chin so she could look into her eyes " It will be hard sweetie I know, but you have me and daddy here and we are never leaving okay?, now it's late and it's a school night so it's time to sleep, but if you need me just call okay?" she nodded and hugged Chloe tightly " What about you mummy, are you okay with Lucifer going?" her breath hitched as she felt the tears welling up " I will be okay Monkey, I miss him just as much as you miss Maze but you don't need to worry okay?"

Kissing Trixie's forehead, Chloe went up to her room and sat on the edge of the bed finally breaking into tears after 2 hours of holding back. She finally admitted to loving him, after years of him trying it on with her, it was her turn to open up to him about her feelings and he disappears. She had never felt like this about someone, of course she loved Dan when they were together but nothing like this. She sat there thinking about all the times her and Lucifer had together, the time she shot him in the leg, it now makes her chuckle at the time she hated herself for it, then their first kiss popped into her head, then their second just before Charlotte died and the last which they shared a few short hours ago.

Laying down in a ball she started to think of ways she could see him, even if it was just for one last time, she laughed to her self " no that's too fairytale", it was ether find a way to have him back for good or move on and accept that he is not coming back, at least not in her life time. In some way she left guilty as she left responsible for what happened with the demons because she consulted the father, if she got to see him again she would say sorry over and over, but she knew Lucifer wouldn't want her upset and he knew she was sorry. She would make a plan at a later date for now she knew the only thing she could do was sleep before she crashed from exhaustion, getting under the sheets Chloe quietly sobbed out the last of her tears and fell into a peaceful slumber.

"Chloe wake up, Chloe?" the voice of the fallen angel she loved and wanted was so clear but it couldn't be real, he had gone forever...right?