Disclaimers: I don't own MASH.

Summary: A soldiers thoughts before he leaves for war

I can't believe that tomorrow I will be heading of to war. I don't want to go, I'm scared. I don't believe in war, I hate the government, why do they have to have the stupid draft .Tomorrow my life will change forever; I will go from being a naïve 18 year old boy to a man. I should be going to college with my friends not fighting in the war. Tomorrow might be the last time I see my friends, family and my girl. What if I die, or what if the war changes me. I'll have to kill people, I'm against violence. All I know as I lye here awake on my bed tomorrow I'll leave for Korea, and I might never come back again, I might lose some of my limbs, I don't know what will happen. I know that I'll get picked up in the morning and be taken away to an army place and be flown out and I know that I'm shit scared.