disclaimer - i do not own Suits

I realize Harvey would never do what I'm forcing him to do but I wanted to show how human he is . Not really his fault and it will eat away at him

The room was cold and white with a few pictures and degrees on the walls . Lila looked around the room trying to focus on anything other than the fatigue and nauseousness that decided to enter her body the past four days . Harvey had finally convinced her to go to the doctors and at least get checked out . As she sat up once more or at least tired too a waved of dizziness forced her to lay back down . The white wooden door opened and a smaller woman entered the room and smiled at her .

" Mrs. Specter ?" the woman asked as she held a file in her hand .

" Yep that is me "

" Hi I'm Dr. Michaels I should say Nina . I will be reading your results today , how are you feeling ? "

" Dizzy and tired and a headache and I'm sure if you let me I can think of other things " she smiled at the doctor then put a serious look on her face . " so how long do i have ?"

" I don't follow ?" Dr. Michaels told her . her patients didn't usually ask that .

" To live , how long ?"

' Well lets take a look shall we " Nina responded and opened the file , a smile played on her lips as she looked up at the younger woman .

" Mrs. Specter how long have you been married to your husband ?"

"About four years " Lila told her .

" And have you ever thought about having a family ?" The doctor asked her .
" We had tried a year after we got married for two years and took the idea off the table , why do you have a reason , oh god its bad isn't in?' Lila started to panic , she felt the walls closing in faster than she liked .

" no , no Mrs. Specter calm down , nothing is wrong with you , you are pregnant, that's all three and a half months pregnant , not all women have symptoms right away . Congrats Lila " Nina loved giving this kind of news to her patients , she watched as Lila's eyes filled up with happy tears .

" Really , I'm going to have a baby ?" she hiccuped out . the joy she felt was contagious .

" You can pull yourself together and I'll give you a schedule to come back in to chat with me that is if you want me to be your doctor , call me later to let me know when you can come back for your first appointment as a mom to be "

Lila nodded at the doctor and couldn't wait to tell Harvey ,Donna, Mike, Louis and Jessica the amazing news . As she was leaving the building she called her husbands office .

" Donna , is Harvey around " she was surprised that Donna was answering her husband's phone she didnt know of any appointments or meetings today and he had told her to call after the appointment .

" Lila , i'd love to put you through , but he is in a meeting it just came up and it might go a few rounds , can I give him a message ?"

" So he is having a shitty day ?"

" You could say that , so how was the appointment ?" Donna asked the woman .
" It went so much better than I thought it would " Lila couldn't hide the happiness out of her voice .

" oh my god you are pregnant ?" Donna gasped " Oh my god you are pregnant " she said again.
" I am and I'm on my way there , I'm so exited I can't wait to tell Harvey ." with that she hung up the phone and made her way downtown to her husbands law firm . She really couldn't wait to tell Harvey , they had given up and were looking into fostering or adoption or just making Mike legally their son .