April 8th
Tony-
Why did you have to go die on me? I can't handle it. What we had with the team will never ever be the same. I don't know what to do. You were like my big brother. I don't know what to do. I still have Gibbs and Tim and Ziva but without you… I thought I was miserable when Kate died. But now that both of you are gone I have nobody to tell my secrets to. Nobody to rant at. I don't know what to do. Please come back
I love and miss you.
Abby
April 10th
Abby-
I know this is hard. Really hard. But you're strong. I'm not really gone. I'll always be with you. As long as you remember, I'm there. Don't worry about me. I know you'll find somebody to rant at. I know me saying this wont help much but I'm hoping it will keep you from falling apart. That's all for now.
Tony DiNozzo
P.S. I miss you too.
April 11th
Oh My God! Whoever you are, stop pretending to be Tony! That is terrible! It's terrible that you think it's ok to make somebody think there dead friend is back! I hate you! Stop being stupid!
April 12th
Abby-
This is real. I am dead. But I'm not allowed to tell you how I'm corresponding with you. I really hope you believe it's me.
Tony DiNozzo
April 16th
If you are really Tony, prove it.
April 18th
Abby-
I know that Bert the Hippo's clothes are in the bottom left drawer of your desk. I know how you feel when you're doing firearms tests. Remember what you said at the park a week ago? Nobody knew we were there and you said Gibbs is like a father to you and that I was the first person you've ever told. Is that proof enough?
Tony DiNozzo
April 21st
Dear Tony,
That is proof. I hive no idea how you are responding and how it's on real paper. I don't want to know… Is it ok if we pretend you aren't dead? Can we pretend you've been relocated to somewhere far away with no phones? Are you talking to anybody else? I'm scared and excited to talk to you. I'm afraid people won't believe me. Are you sure you can't tell me how you're writing to me? I… I don't know what to think.
Abby
April 23rd
Abby-
I am perfectly fine pretending I'm not dead. I wish I wasn't. You are the only person I've talked to since the…um… relocation. Nobody else has written and it's the easiest way to communicate. I will get in trouble with certain people if I tell how we communicate. I know you're shocked but don't worry I am too. I never would have thought you could talk to the… relocated. How's the rest of the team? Oh! By the way don't tell people about these letters. They are supposed to find out on their own.
Reply soon.
Tony DiNozzo
April 24th
Tony-
Who are these "certain people" you speak of? Are they like demons? That would be so cool! Why would you get in trouble for all these things? If writing is the easiest way to communicate, what are the other ways? The team is good… Not really… We are falling apart! Ziva cried yesterday, Ziva! You probably might know this but your funeral is tomorrow…. Ducky told us a pice of metal hit the back of your neck and broke it so you didn't feel any fain from the fire. What's it like? Being dead I mean. Do you remember what happened? I… I just want to know you're ok….
Love you.
Abby
April 30th
Abby-
I can't tell you much about the people except that they're in charge of me. I'd get in trouble because there are rules… Regulations, that if broken, bad things happen. One way of communicating is calling them. But you have to get permission to do that. Plus most people pass out before you can convince them they aren't nuts. They can actually hear your voice. How was the funeral? Did my dad come? Um… About when I died… I remember trying to run. They a boom and something hit me. Then I remember seeing myself in the flames. Then they took me away. Then I got your letter and here we are. Being dead… It's hard to explain with all the restrictions on what I can tell you. It's different. Weird. Is Gibbs finding somebody to fill my spot? Yea… I'll talk to you soon.
Bye
Tony DiNozzo
May 2nd
Tony-
How could you say that? Gibbs could never do that! The funeral was as nice as a funeral gets…. Your dad was there but… I think he might have been drunk. Vance gave a nice eulogy. I was the only one who didn't cry a ton. It was really hard not to tell them why I'm not as sad as them. They'd be better too if they could talk to you also. I don't think I've ever seen Ziva this way. She can't even go in the squad room without tearing up. Everyone thinks I've gone nuts because usually I'm the one crying my eyes out. Maybe I have… how do I know all this isn't just a figment of my imagination? Can you send me a sign or something? I know that sounds weird, I'm just doubting my sanity right now.
Love,
Abby
May 3rd
Abby-
Gibbs is eventually going to have to hire somebody. You know that, but you just don't want to admit it. My dad was drunk? Did he have a girl with him? I don't know how to help you not look crazy… well crazier than before I was relocated. Tell Ziva it will be ok. What kind of sign do you want? Tell me something with lots of detail that you can't do yourself, and I will make it happen. But the only thing is I don't know when it will happen. I don't know when I'll have time to do it.
Tony DiNozzo
P.S. If I don't reply for a while, don't worry. I'm going to be a little… busy.