J.K. Rowling owns all charterers. WARNING: UNDERAGED HARRY, SLUSH, M/M, MENTION OF CHILD ABUSE VERY GRAPHIC AND RAPE

Pairing: HARRY/ LUCIUS

ALL MISTAKES ARE MINE. DO NOT READ IF IT OFFANDS YOU!

Chapter 1 Part 1 (WARNING ABUSE SCENE HERE)

I can't believe they knew! They being the Dursleys, my family that hated me and thought I were good for noting freak. I hate them, so maybe this could be a new start for me. Without THEM in my life.

"Freak, come here!" uncle Vernon yelled from the living room. I slowly sat up and got to my feet, my bones aching in protest. I could feel the burns on my back throb painfully with each step I took. I hate it here, that's why I am so excited for school to start. I was so happy when that giant Hagrid, came and told me I was going to Hogwarts.

"BOY! I TOLD YOU TO COME HERE!" Uncle Vernon yelled and I quickly ran to the living room.

"Yes uncles?" I asked standing in front of him. He didn't answer just pulled his hand back and slapped me. I fell over landing on my painful burn. I started to cry, but I knew not to scream… It would only make it worst.

"Now boy, don't tell anyone of this or you will wish you were dead…" He warned kicking me. I heard a loud snap and suddenly it was hard to break. Good thing I was numb now.

"I SAID GOT IT?" Uncle Vernon demanded. I nodded tears pouring from my eyes. I could feel darkness creep in and the next thing I saw uncle was getting the poker from the fire. I close my eyes, willing for the darkness to take me, but me being such an unlucky soul, it didn't come. The next thing I felt was something scorching hot press against my neck. I closed my eyes and prayed for my magic, which I had recently discovered was real, to stop this. It didn't because uncle bent down and pulled my jaw apart then stuck the poker in my mouth. I couldn't help it. I screamed.

Next morning Aka the day Harry leaves (ABUSE SCENE OVER)

I could barely breathe; I hurt all over my throat felt like I burnt it or swallowed fire. I knew it would hurt to talk, if I could still talk. I sat up, and took a deep breath, as deep of one you could take with broken ribs, than stood up. I cleared my face and put my "I'm just fine" mask on then walked out of my cupboard. Aunt Petunia looked at me, and smiled slightly. I guess all my marks where gone, not healed mind you, just gone.

"Harry, it's time," she said and smiled at me. It almost looked like she cared, but I knew… It was far from it. She would miss her time to play with my body; she once told me that I had a cute tight body… I shuttered and nodded to her. I could not let her in my mind, never again… I was already weak because of what she made me do, what she did to me… I shook my head clear and let it feel with peaceful blackness.

"Remember what you uncle said," she said to me as I got in the car. I already had my ticket and everything was ready to go. The trip there was silent and once we got there, she helped me unload everything into a cart and then helped me find the place where I was supposed to be. She told me how to go through, but before I could make my escape she pulled me into a dark hall way.

"I'll miss you Harry, she said then leaned down and kissed me. I didn't react. I knew if I just let her do what she wanted then I could go. After a minute, I felt a hand run down my body. I felt tears start to creep up on me, but held somehow held them back. She kissed me again.

"You will miss me to?" She asked and I nodded, like I would ever miss her! She hugged me and when she pulled away, she looked me in the eye and rubbed my bruised cheek.

"Bye Harry," she said and started to walk away. I grabbed my cart and went through the wall just like she had said. I was surprised that my body did not crash with the wall. I looked around and saw a beautiful back train. I walked with my cart; I found an open section and got in. After putting my stuff away I leaned against the windows and close my eyes.

"Hey mate! I'm Ron, Ron Weasley, mind if I sit here? All the other carts are full," I looked at the bigger red headed boy then nodded towards the seat.

"Soo, what's your name?" Ron asked. I cleared my throat ignoring the painful burn and taste of blood.

"I… Hmm, I'm Harry, hmm, Potter" I said. My throat hurt so bad, I just wanted to curl in a ball and cry myself to sleep, but I knew I couldn't do that.

"You Harry Potter?" the boy asked excitement filled his voice. I nodded and he grinned happily at me.

"Well do you have, the you know… Scar?" Ron asked, I looked at him and nodded, surely he means my lightning bolt scar… I pulled back my hair and showed it to him. He gasped and leaned back.

"Umm, Ron, I am going to take a nap…" I said and closed my eyes. My body ached, I was sleepily and I wanted to cough up blood.

"Sure mate!" Ron said and I laid my head against the window once more. I closed my eyes and luckily no dreams come to me.

AT HOGWARTS

"Mate wake up!" someone shook me; I whimpered and slowly opened my eyes. I was surprised to see Ron and girl looking at me with concern. I sat up quickly, gasping in pain. I held my breath willing for it to go away. Finally I became numb.

"You better get your robs on Harry," Ron said and I nodded then quickly put them on. I was happy my scars and bruise hid themselves.

First years, over here!" I heard Hagrid yelled and slowly we made our way to him.

"Hello Harry," He said cheerfully. I smiled at him and nodded my head in greeting, not wanting to talk unless I HAD to. I head a blond beautiful boy said something so I turned to look at him. Suddenly I felt love, powerful love for him. Not like I like him and want to marry him, but more like I wanted to protect and care for him. I wanted to kill anyone who hurt him, and I wanted to hug him if he needed me. I wanted to hear him to come to me if he had problems and didn't know who else to talk to. As we made our way to the HUGE castles, I watch the beautiful blond boy chat with his friends. When we arrived at the door I heard Hagrid welcome us, and then walked inside. We followed him, and suddenly a ugly looking lady came toward us.

"Welcome to Hogwarts, wait here," then she disappeared. I heard Ron say something but it didn't matter cause the blond boy made his was to us.

"Red hair, passed on robs, you must be a Weasley," the boy said to him. Then turned to me.

"Harry Potter, what a pleasure to meet you, stay close to me, you don't want to make friends with the wrong crowed," he said. I nodded not really knowing what to say, he offered his hand and I grabbed it.