Hello all! I will put some info and standard warnings here, so you can just enjoy the fanfiction~

This fanfiction will have 8 chapters and an epilogue, I will update it once a day until this Saturday (10 Aug.) And then I will be gone until the 16th of Augustus. From there I will upload once a day again.

This fic contains: Sex between two males, self harm, and strong language.

You can always message me for questions or other things, Enjoy the story! :D

I closed the door behind me after letting out a client and sighed, I looked at the old fashioned piggy bank on my closet. At least I'm a little bit closer now, to saving my brother from death.

I sat down on my couch, two people a day was my maximum. I couldn't handle three. Maybe someday.

I'm Fai d fluorite. A gay, male whore.

I became a whore when I needed money the most. To be able to pay the treatment for my deadly sick twin brother. That I'm gay doesn't really have to do with it, except that all my clients are men.

I attend high school and try to keep my grades up as much I can. I have a few good friends. But they don't know about my job. I stood up reculantly and went to the room where I spend a lot of hours a day being a male slut. It was horrible, but for my brother I would do everything. I took off the red (yes, red) Bedding that was soaked with sweat and semen and threw it in the washer while refreshing it and leaving the room hoping tomorrows clients would have a dick less big than this one. I walked to my own bedroom and fell asleep with my clothes on.

'There will be a new student joining our class today' I looked at my teacher uninterested, not bothering to be curious about it. Watanuki looked at me and smiled ' I hope he or she is nice' Then he turned to the teacher again. I knew Watanuki secretly had a relationship with Doumeki. He didn't tell anyone. But I noticed little things in their behavior together. Even if they seemed to hate each other. I have the feeling Watanuki is long no virgin anymore.

The door opened slowly.

'Oh, there he is.'

Walking inside the classroom was a very handsome guy, black spikey hair combed back. A few little strokes escaped the gel and hung in his face. He was a little tinted, my eyes locked on his for a second, when he looked my way. His irises were blood red, surrounded by heavy eyelashes. He looked away and revealed his teeth for a second, they were very white. And his canines were slightly bigger than average. His lips looked very soft.

'This is Kurogane, welcome him with open arms. You can sit next to Fai over there for now'

He walked to his desk and sat down next to me. Our legs touched each other for a second, and a little electric shock shot through my leg and I pulled it away fastly.

I looked up at Kurogane his face and saw his eyes looking down at me. I recovered myself and smiled brightly at him. 'Hello I'm Fai, nice to meet you!' I stuck out my hand and waited for him to shake it.

He reculantly shook my hand and grumbled something like: 'Kurogane' Before pulling his hand away like he just heard that shaking my hand is deadly. I chuckled and turned to the teacher that had finally managed to calm the class down.

'Fai! I got an A for my math test!' Syoaran cheerfully told me when we were sitting around in the classroom after school. Watanuki and Doumeki joined us too. I picked up my paper to look what I had. My heart felt like it just sank down into my stomach when I saw the zero.

'Fuck.' I said while kicking the table. I didn't have enough time to learn because I was so tired lately. I was afraid I was pushing my body to the limit.

Syoaran looked concerned 'It'll be okay Fai.. You can redo this test.' I smiled. 'You're right.'

I sighed and looked on the clock. 'I gotta get going~' I waved at everyone and walked outside the school. I saw Kurogane smoking a cigarette next to his bicycle. I walked up to him and saw him glaring at me. 'You shouldn't smoke~! It's bad for you Kuro-pu-pu ' I decided nicknames were good.

'What did you call me..' The anger on his face was rather amusing. 'Kuro-pupu ' I grinned and ran away before he could slaughter me.

When I arrived at home I undressed myself and put on a shirt that was so big that it could function as a dress. Without underwear of course, and tried to do some homework until I heard the doorbell ring. I opened the door and smiled at my client. He was very handsome, I wondered why he would pay to have sex with someone when he could probably just pick someone up from the street easily. But I let it go and he put the money on the table. Fifty per hour. I smiled and led him to the room with the big bed and sat down before hands pushed me down and screwed me up until it was finally over.

'Your grades are getting worse Fai, is there a reason for that?' The teacher had held me in class after school to talk to me. I didn't know how to answer so I didn't say anything.

'Is it because of your brother?' I wanted to answer but then I saw Kurogane standing in the door opening of the classroom and grabbed my bag before rushing out of the classroom.

My arm touched Kurogane's arm. And it gave off that electric wave again. I walked to my locker and grabbed my jacket out of it. I heard footsteps behind me and turned around, Kurogane was standing there.

'..Hey' I smiled at the handsome boy, and felt the sudden urge to kiss him.

'You okay?' He looked at me, hands in his pockets. His uniform was a little too loose on him, but it looked good. Then I noticed he was even taller than I was. While I was already taller than most of people in this school. He seemed uncomfortable having to show some concern.

'Yeah, of course.' I smiled brightly and waved at him. 'I gotta go now, uhm, later !'

I looked at the clock, it was pretty late. But I didn't want to sleep. Even though I was dead tired. I was counting the money I had earned. Almost enough to get the treatment for my brother.. I hoped It wouldn't be too late. I suddenly felt sick and decided to go to sleep.

'I know your secret Fai.. the true face behind that well build mask of yours.' Kurogane threw me against the wall. And before I knew what was going on I felt soft lips pressed unto mine. I tried to struggle but gave in anyway. 'Would you ask for money if I raped you.. whore?' My eyes widened and I tried to get away from the grinning face that was suddenly changing and shifting into that of my brother. 'You don't have to do this for me Fai! Just let me die and live in piece okay?' I wanted to answer but the ground disappeared under my feet and I fell and fell. The ground was coming closer and closer and closer….

'AHHHH'I opened my eyes and noticed I was on the ground. A nightmare.. I sat up and looked at my pajama, wet from all the sweat. I grunted and slowly stood up while looking at my clock, I had to hurry to get on time. It was cold outside, and inside my apartment as well. I shivered and walked to the bathroom to change into my school uniform when suddenly I felt very dizzy, I fell against the wall and tried to keep myself standing. Then my head started pounding and my stomach turned around. I wanted to stay home and sleep, but I couldn't miss school.

So later after taking pills I was on my way to school. The pills did help, but I forgot extra and I was afraid it was going to return. I think I finally pushed my body to the limit. I guess it isn't okay to go to school, have sex two times and make your homework every day. I chuckled and arrived at school.

I noticed I was late and began running to my classroom.

'You are late, mister.' I mumbled sorry and sat down next to Kurogane. Trying not to think of the dream I had too much.

'You look sick, idiot.' I turned my head to the side and smiled. 'I'm not sick' He raised one eyebrow at me and looked at the blackboard again. During the day I felt myself getting worse and worse. The pills were wearing off and my sickness got worse. I sat down next to Kurogane again after lunch break. He looked at me with narrowed eyes. 'You really need to go home.'

I shook my head and smiled. 'I'm fine, really.' I looked at my teacher and wondered why there were two of him. I looked down at my hand and noticed it was shaking, I coughed once, then twice, then it became worse and vaguely noticed the class staring at me. Then I felt something warm on my hand. I took a second to realize I coughed up blood and looked up. Why was I on the ground? My head began throbbing and hurting and at the same time my stomach ached. I heard myself scream, my vision slowly turned black mixed with red. I couldn't breathe, I heard myself pant, trying to talk, trying to say I couldn't breathe. I was rolled over on my back by someone. So much pain, everywhere. Then I felt soft lips on mine, I tried to see who it was. And felt air being forced through my lungs.

Then I felt people pulling at me, it hurt so much. I screamed again. And everything went black.