So i know i havent updated any of my other stories in forever and i cant tell you how sorry i am! i feel terrible and the simple truth is i just havent had time. i know that doesnt make up for anything, because i know how you feel. i am following several stories that havent been updated in a while and it is maddening even though i know they probably have other things going on in their life. anyway, this idea popped into my head and im taking ideas from just about everything i read or watch so this may be a total load of poop! lol please let me know what you think! :D

I grunted as the man behind me pushed me ahead. There was no way in hell I was going with out a fight. I tried stopping again, only to be pushed again, harder this time. I saw the walls of the camp rise up around me and soon I was ushered into a hallway leading to a small room.

All at once I was being stripped from head to toe. I hadn't fed in days. They had succeeded in on thing: weakening me. My head was pounding and my vision blurred. I could smell their human workers and it was driving me crazy. I lay down as I was left alone. Not long the door opened again. I smelt fresh blood and opened my when I saw here, the woman that would steal my heart. Not that I knew that then.

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I shuffled into the next room. This was my job. My parents had sold me at 16 to these things. Vampires. They sold me in order to keep them and my brother Eddie safe. He had been 7 at the time. I sometimes long to see what he looks like now that he's 12.

I was to go and have all the "recruits" checked out. I was trained in nursing. The war between good vampires and bad was taking over the world. Secretly of course.

I opened the door shyly, closing it as soon as I could. There was a vampire lying naked on the floor in the corner. As much as i hated these creatures for all they have done to me seeing the come in like this broke my heart to some point.

This one though, he was different. He seemed so beautiful, even in his filthy, starving condition. I walked over and bent down to get a better look. His eyes flashed open and it took my breath away.

He really was beautiful. His eyes were the color of melted chocolate, and i swear they looked straight to my cold soul. As I was taking this in I made the foolish mistake of letting my guard down around a hungry vampire.

He was on top of me in no time, grasping my throat as his fangs elongated. The doors burst open and he was thrown across the room. He landed and I swear I heard him whimper, breaking my heart even more. Adrian, the very vampire that made my life a living hell, grasped my forearm and hauled me to my feet.

"Are you alright?" He, surprisingly, looked concerned. Then again I am his favorite piece of ass.

Not willingly of course, but he is 400 years old and extremely strong. I guess it did have advantages such as protection but I really don't like him.

I nodded to let him know I was fine and he ordered his men to exit, once again leaving me with this beautiful man. I stopped. Did i just call him a man? He's a monster Rose, a monster. I squatted by the now cuffed vampire. I examined his wounds, no doubt caused by Adrian's asshole men. I sighed and ordered to have water and a rag brought to me.

Minutes later I was washing the dirt and blood off of the vampire whose name I still didn't know. He sat with his eyes closed the whole time. After I was finished I set clothes down on the floor beside him, a black t shirt, jeans, boots, and a leather jacket. I left, nodding to the two men standing at the door to let him go and get dressed before going to the feeders.

I wandered around the village for a while, talking and catching up. It was friday and that meant the humans had two days to themselves. At least we did have weekends. Unfortunately for me, I was approached by Adrian.

"Hay there good looking'" He said winking and throwing his arm over my shoulder. I sighed, he wanted something.

"What Adrian?" He chuckled. "Feisty as ever my Rose?" I rolled my eyes. He continued. "The new recruit has some potential and I need someone to give him personal service." I attempted to arch an eyebrow. "No, not that personal, I mean I guess you could but he seems kind of secluded…"

"And let me guess, I'm the one that has to do it?" He shrugged. "You're really the only human that has earned my trust."I snorted. I guess being a booty call meant I was trusted. Hmm.

He finished giving me the details of my new job and told me that I would be living in "Dimitri"s house now, not his. Joy I thought. Adrian sent guys to take what little things I had at his place to Dimitri's.

I walked into the house that would now be my home and sighed. I had no clue who this vampire was and here I was being his personal servant. Which meant I did everything he asked and was his personal feeder on the few days a week he needed one. I sighed. Mason, Adrian's assistant showed me to the room all my things were in and nodded my thanks. I sat on the large queen bed and swallowed back my tears of fear and pain. I wish I could go home. Hell, I wish i had a home to go to.

I heard the front door close and slid my mask back into place as i walked from my room. I leant in the doorway of my room and Dimitri stopped and looked at me from head to toe. I had to admit, my jeans and t shirt wasn't the most flattering thing to wear but hey, I wasn't here to look pretty. Well, unless that's what he wanted.

He seem to approve and gestured with his hand to sit before he spoke for the first time to me. "This is your home now to." I swear I almost melted right there. As if his gorgeous body wasn't bad enough, he had an accent that sounded russian. I took his offering to sit before I puddled onto the floor.

We sat in silence for what seemed forever until I broke it. "So how do you like it here?" He shrugged. "Are you still hungry?" Even if I hated barring myself, it was my job now. He looked up in shock for a moment, as if he had never had someone offer themselves to him. He looked down, almost ashamed, before guiltily looking at me.

I took that as a yes, he was. I swept my long brown hair to the side, closing my eyes, waiting on the pain of the bite. Adrian liked to be rough, to make you remember that you were his. Dimitri walked over to where I was sitting and I noticed for the first time how tall he was. He squatted so that he was level with me. I waited.

Instead of feeling the bite, I felt his fingers on my chin making me look at him. His fingers sent a wave of electricity through me. His eyes were almost sad as I sat looking into them. "I'm sorry" Now it would come. The startling pain.

It never did. Dimitri nuzzled my neck before gently sliding his fangs into my flesh. The act in itself was kind of kinky, some said. I never would know. I was always the favorite among the leaders of the clan who like to rip, so I was surprised at the intimacy I felt when Dimitri drank. It was almost disappointing when he withdrew, but I soon found he took quit a bit. I stood and shakily walked down the hall, however when I felt my legs go out I had strong arms around me.

My head rested against his chest as I tried to regain my bearings. I knew I needed to get up and refuse to show weakness like always but I was tired of pretending. I sat there and Dimitri patiently sat with me, holding me. Finally I pulled myself together and stood, Dimitri shadowing my every move. I walked into my new room, every bit aware that a 6'7" vampire was following me.

I was kind of embarrassed in a way. I was bonded to Adrian which meant he drank from me while having sex. A lot of vampires of power did it to dissuade other males from messing with "their property". So I knew Dimitri had smelt it. The fact was, after I was sold, I was brought here by Adrian's assistants. As soon as Adrian laid eyes on me, I was his. So he took what little pride I had left by taking my virginity and ever since then he let no one drink from me. Till lately. He recently mated with a high up female by the name of Avery Lazar, now Ivashkov, so he no longer needed me. He still gave me the best but I was off the hook sexually.

I guess he felt bad and was giving me a new "owner" the thought was sickening. All in all, mating is like marriage in the vampire world only there is no getting out of mating, its like finding your soulmate. Bonding on the other hand, that's just a way to claim your property. Yeah, I was a little fucked up. What really astounded me was the fact that Adrian had found his right hand man. His last, Stan was killed in battle several months ago and he had been in need of another strong vampire to take his place.

I looked over to Dimitri's still form sitting on the bed beside me. Yeah, he had to be strong. All vampires were, don't get me wrong, but some still trained to be stronger than others. By the size of Dimitri's arms, he was one of them. But looking into his eyes I knew there was a gentler side to Dimitri. He was stoic everywhere but there. His eyes showed how sad he really was, as to where the rest of him gave the impression of not caring.

I lay down, my intent to go to a peaceful sleep. I felt the bed rise before seeing Dimitri kneeling by the bed where my head was. He opened his mouth as if to say something but shut it again. He repeated this several times.

"What?" He sighed as if he didn't really know how to ask. Eventually, his voice rough he asked, "The scars? Are they from Adrian?" I winced a little. Ok, so Adrian was really rough. I nodded not trusting my voice. I knew I wasn't a human of worth and the scars prove it. His eyes softened, not a response I was looking for. He bent down and placed a feather light kiss where he had drunk earlier before placing one on my forehead. "Goodnight Roza" And with that he left from my room to go to who knows where. Vampires didn't sleep unless they were injured.

I tossed and turned all night, not able to sleep. When I woke up this morning I had no idea all this would unfold.

i know its kind of short but im posting the second chapter directly after this to try to make up for my absence. i will try to think of something to put in my other stories but no guarantees. R&R please it would make my day! :D