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Summary: Lyrics are written at each crime scene and the song brings back elements of Grissom's past that he fought so hard to forget. GSR! Mentions of suicide. Rating may go up. "Adam's Song" by Blink 182.

WARNING! The lyrics from "Adam's Song" by Blink 182 appear frequently, which basically inspired this story. I warned you so don't complain. R+R.

I never thought I'd die alone

I remember when we were little. We had always planned to get married and see who had the most kids. Guess you'll beat kiddo.


I laughed the loudest who'd have known

I never realised that until you pointed it out.


I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at al

Our last argument. Over the damn television. After all, it was me that kicked the plug out.


I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

Don't even try to deny it. We fought, but you'll still miss me.

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

All I ever did was hide in my room


I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown

Everyone but you will forget about me.


Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again

Bet you move on to the couch, cause my stuff litters my side of our room.


You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall

I got into so much trouble that day. You just fell to the floor laughing


Please tell mom this is not her fault

BANG! SPLASH! "ADAM!"

Grissom found himself bolt up straight, screaming a name he hadn't heard in over forty years.

TBC