Harboured Feelings

Chapter 1

BellatrixBlackLovett – Severus Snape

Lovettodd – Bellatrix Lestrange

Snapping his eyes around the room Snape pulled down his hood. It was dark, cold and the room hummed with a bad smell, such a bad location for so many people. Death Eaters. How he had longed to be one, to hold a hand in his wand without anymore fear. Sighing he looked around before smirking as his eyes set on a fiery woman, dark in looks her beauty was pure and cold.

She let her eyes linger to his for a moments, before deviously looking away. There had always been tention between the two. Her and Snape. Even back at Hogwarts. As they got older , it only seemed to get worse rather than improve. She knew how much he longed for the Dark Lordes full and total trust. She also knew her being one of the most loyal followers, also made Snape very envious. In her opinion.. it was his fault really. He was a coward, a fake.. and he couldn't be trusted.

Sniggering to himself he moved behind her ''Good evening Bella....'' he hissed into her ear ''...thought I'd met you here. You were always, well, dark at school.'' He lent closer to her, breathing down her neck, wanting nothing more than to have her, there and now. ''You should know, the Dark Lord will not let you in so easily, he knows whom to trust...'' he whispered into her neck ''...he has his ways.''

She scowled at him, and shot him a dirty look. She knew very well he wanted her.. she could tell. Any blind fool could really. As did most men, alot of the time. She was used to it.. but some were fun to play with more than others.. "I know very well..." she smirked looking at him with dark pools. "and that's why I find it so ironic seeing your face here" she hissed under her breath.

''You dare to play such a harsh game dear Bella?'' he smirked, running his wand along her back, how silly could she get? The Dark Lord would not trust such a woman like this..Such a tart. Suddenly he pulled away and bowed with the rest of the group as his Master, his Lord, entered the room. Throughout the meeting he shot his eyes to Bellatrix. Beauty beyond compare to any of the others.

She noticed him staring, her eyes ocassionaly wandering back to Snape's stares, looking away every time they almost caught eyes. She smirked at him the one time she did.. it seemed he was finding it just amuseing she was

A few hours later the meeting was over. The Death Eater's were decided. A few of them including him and Bellatrix. Himself and Bella. Laughing to himself he left the groggy room for some air, sitting on the bench outside the house. He lifted up his left sleeve, running his fingers over the Dark Mark that had been imbedded into his flesh, finally after all these years, he could be free.

She exited her room, smirking at the mark he had left on her. The dark mark, the offical symbol that she was his. She was now one of them. She ran her caressed her finger agasint it proudly, and smiled to herself. She would be faithfull... always. Despite what Snape had to say about it, who was he to point a finger? Out of all people.. really. She was surprised to say the least.. that The Dark Lord was unable to see the unloyal soul within him. Enough to make her sick. Just then, she saw him sitting on a bench, not far form where the meeting had taken place in the room.

Turning he tutted ''If you want to stalk me Bella you have to try harder!'' he snorted, returning to the Dark Mark on his arm, feeling it burn through his skin and veins ''Looks like we're going to be together for sometime..'' he hissed looking around the garden before standing up and leaning behind her, muttering into her hair.

Bellatrix almost gave a sour laugh but covered it with a scoff. "Don't flatter yourself, Snape." she spat. "I'm not stalking you.. I was merely leaving the engagment.. is that not alright?" She gave a half smirk. "Unfortunetly I am aware of the time we will be spending together..." She trailed off. "But I might inform you, it means nothing. You mean nothing to me, and to be bold I am surprised the Dark lord seen past your Coward ways.. enough to let you in. You didn't deserve it Snape, you and I both know."

''Time, such a bore to life..how it ticks by and we don't even notice.'' He muttered leaning into her neck, breathing heavily before gently placing a kiss onto her warm flesh ''And as for the Dark Lord..'' he continued kissing her once more ''..if he didn't want me then why did he give me his mark, dear Bella?'' How he loved to tease her, watching her body stiffen and beg for more, such alike his.

She stalled at that. She looked at him with question in her eyes.. and something else too. Lust. It was almost always garunteed any tention between opposite sex could turn into sexual tention. In their case, very true. She suprised herself when she didn't flinch. Mereley stiffened under his soft touch. She felt her breathing increase.. chest heaving, and heart thumping fast. Even faster than it usually did the odd time they had encounters such as this. "Well.." She whispered.. "That I couldn't tell you.." sh sighed softly as hr soft, plump lips became closer and closer to his. She could feel his cool presence on her warm features, breathing in the intoxicating aroma of his sent.. the seductive sent.. the un-able-to-turn-down sent, that she would barley admit to her self. She loved so much.

Kissing along her neck, making his way to her lips he kept muttering ''If he didn't want me then why chose me..?'' he whispered through his kissing. His palms had become sweaty, his breathing increased, his heart smashing into his ribs. How he needed her. Running his hands up her back he wrapped a lace of her hair around his index finger ''If you don't want me..then why are you here?''

She almost let a moan slip out. She hated to admit to herself, but merlin, she was ready for him. All this time, all these years wishing he were dead.. hopeing he would die a hoarse and well-deserved death, to have it all lead down to this very moment. She did hate him. Hated him for makeing her feel this way.. haveing this effect on her so fast, and she hated the fact he was getting smart with her, playing the games she attempted to play right back at her... in a never ending spectrum, of cat and mouse. "Because.." She muttered as his kisses began to deepen. "Oh, I hate you so much..." she sighed, placeing a hand on his head, twerling his hair with her slim fingers.

''I hate you too Bella..'' he muttered pushing her against the wall before locking his lips onto hers ''..hate you with all my heart.'' He gripped her hips, moaning into her mouth. She was scum, worthless, a scrap of meat that his Master would pick away at and throw to the side. A bitch who needed to be taught a lesson, his lesson. How he would make her pay for all the years of name calling and pain. How he'd rip her open.

She moaned slipping her tounge into his mouth, and grabbing his back, gripping with all her might, her nails dug in, trustfully very painful. She smirked against his mouth. He needed to feel pain, this was the perfect time and place, to make it a reality. He had got away with far too much back in school... got away with the spreading rumours, and the teasing. He called her a whore.. well, she would bloody show him one then, and if this was going to happen, she would be damned if he was in control. With that thought, she flipped herself atop him, straddling his groin. She dug her hips against his, feeling his already semi-hard member become even moe hard. This was going to be easy.

Hissing he arched up her back, feeling her against him, her warm, her pulse. Screwing his eyes up he felt her cold, harsh nails fall into his back, imbedding them deep into his white flesh. Kissing along her corset line he flicked out his wand, ripping open her top, watching as her milky breasts fell out like water from a tap. Snarling he licked across them, teasing, biting, and nipping. The slut was his.

She closed her eyes softly, leaning into him. Moaning his name silently to herself. SHe almost lost herself before she rememberd her promise to herself. Don't let him have control. She placed her hand under his chin, and pulled it towards herself, crashing her lips forcefully to his, gripping each side of his face. Before he could react, she moved her hands towards his belt buckle, before proceeding in tearing it down his body.

Breathing heavily against her bit into her neck, ripped at her, lapping up the blood that leaked from her. Such dirty blood. He kissed her hard, biting at her lower lip, running his hands to her skirts were be began to edge them down her body. He grow more as she touched him, hurt him, he was becoming hers and he hated it. Grabbing the back of her hair he pulled her down, leaning over her before clamping down onto her breasts, sucking hard at her nipples. How he'd make her scream to stop. Beg for forgiveness.

Bellatrix felt her eyes roll into the back of her head, from both pain, and twisted pleasure. He was trying to be dominate.. and as much ash she hated to admit it, physically he was alot stronger than she was. She felt the spotting on her neck, and looked at her fingers to see crismon blood trickling down her finger.. "You sick bastard" she breathed as she felt her breasts being devoured. She again tried to fight her way backto the top, but failed. Theres was no way she could over power him.. unless of course.. her wand was involved. She glanced down at her demolished skirts still pooling around her ankles, noticeing her wand sticking from the pocket, she made a break to reach..

Grabbing the inner of her leg he tutted ''Oh, I don't think you should do that Bella..'' he whispered, running his finger closer and closer to her, that place he needed so bad. Grabbing her throat he leaned over her more, grabbing her hands and running them across his throbbing member ''..or bad things may happen.'' He muttered taking her breasts in his mouth once more.

She scowled. Panting, she spat "I'm not scared of you, Snape. I don't think you have any idea what I'm capable of." She squirmed under his preasure, feeling more, and more variable as he got closer and closer to her moist entrence. "Your playing with fire Snape" She cooed. "You should be thankful enough I'm letting you fuck me."

''And yet your here, dear Bella..'' he gasped running his hands up to her, teasing her folds, rubbing into her liquids. Panting he licked over her lips, pushing his hips nearer to hers, forcing her legs open more. How he'd ride her, make her suffer, beat her down to nothing. Her pleasure was over taking her, he would win. She'd bow down to him like he did with his new Lord ''It's my fire to play with..'' he wheezed before sliding his fingertips into her, laughing as she tightened around him.

She arched her back and let out a loud moan. She gripped on to his sholder, lips slightley parted, eyes squeezed shut. She rolled her hips upward wanting to feel more.. before for her eyes shot open, realiseing his satification, and wouldn't stand for it. She nudged his sholders, causing him to fall backwards. She ran her hands up the loose, baggy legs of his undergarmnets, cupping his mumber in her hand. "This" She hissed. "Is mine" She pulled them of with one smooth tug, and grabbing him with one hand, squeesing and smirking, feeling him become harder, and harder by the second. She smirked at him, "Are you sure," She cooed at him with a dangerous tone. "It's your fire?"

''All mine!'' he snarled ''There's nothing you can do that has been done before..'' he smirked, teasing her to a challenge. Grabbing her he sucked at her neck, rubbing deep into her before pulling his fingers away and running them over her lips ''How's that for you?'' he sniggered, arching up to her, needing her and she toyed with him, the pressure being placed on him for more. How he wanted her legs around him, how he fuck her till she couldn't stand. His Bella. His for the taking.

The nerve on him. If there was one thing Bellatrix Lestrange wasn't.. it was a possetion. Despite that fact, though, She thought she could no longer stand it. She needed him now. Haveing not been with a man for years.. was wearing her down, and Snape's teasing didn't help matters much either. Makeing up her mind, she wrapped her legs around his torso, and pulled her body to his, smirking against his mouth.

He lent in and licked her lips, his tongue wiping off the liquid off her. Sniggering he grabbed the back of her neck and clawed at her back, her red hot skin burning under his pressure. He moaned before grabbing her windpipe, throwing his chest into hers before biting along her beasts. How he'd rip them open, watch the blood ooze from him. He brought his other hand to her wet folds again, teasing her with his fingertips, pulling into her before slipping back out. How he'd make her scream for more.

She was furious with the way he was presenting. He was clearly amused by her reaction, couldn't have that though. She tried to swat his hand away under his pressure, leaving herself in domonance. When he didn't budge, she moved her head down, biteing back a moan, she licked his neck, and without a warning bit her extortioner-like teath into his hot flesh, tasteing the bitter, dark crismon blood fill her lips.

He cried out loud and brought his hand around her face ''Bitch!'' he screamed throwing her to the floor, forcing her legs open before diving his fingers deep into her. He laughed and sniggered as she moved unable to do anything, the sweat dripping down her body. Smirking he brought his teeth onto her breasts, pushing them deep into her flesh, watching the blood rise over her dark nipples.

She gasped as bit at her breasts, arching her back. "Bloody fucker!" she forcefully whimperd. She continued to try and scoot away, but she was unable to. She tried pushing his sholders.. with all her physical strength (which in all honesty wasn't that much) , and in addition to that, fighting her way up was alot harder than expected when she was in so much pleasure all the while. He had her now.. and there was nothing she could do about it.

Laughing out loud he placed himself between her ''All mine Bella..'' he whispered into her ear ''..all mine!'' he moaned before pushing his member into her, gasping as a spasm of pleasure ripped through him. He turned to her, grabbing her shoulders, pushing her down. He laughed once more as he smashed his body into her, pounding. The bitch.. the whore, was his.

A jolt of pain rushed through her body, and she let out an involentary whimper. She hadn't been with a man in, well, a long while, and that size definetly wasn't for beginers. Him standing over her.. fucking her brains out, it was almost as if he was takeing all that anger from all thoes years out on her body. She began panting heavily, feeling more pleasure with every thrust he gave, but hated giveing him the satisfaction that she was is whore. Because certainly that wasn't the case at all. Seing him smirk at her, and hearing his haunting laugh, made her wan't to spit in his face. "Filth." She exhaled between breaths. "Fuckin' filth"

''Yes Bella..'' he breathed, kissing her lips ''..filth that is fucking you so hard that you can hardly stand it!'' he moaned he gripped her tight as he quickened and deepened himself ''Look at you, whimpering underneath me..your weak!'' he rolled his hips further. He gripped tighter on to her, pleasure becoming more and more as he watched her face fill will the excitement.

At that remark, she brought her hand up fast, pirceing him in the face. "I'm-not-weak!" She hollered through hoarse pants. " Bloody 'ell." She whispered. Wanting to feel more, she grabbed his arse with her hands, forceing him deeper into her. She let a loud moan escape.

Pushing he legs open more he nodded ''Weak. You have to be, or I wouldn't be here fucking you! Making you moan and pant!'' he laughed, pushing into her more. His hips gliding into hers, the liquids from her running down him ''How wet..'' he muttered running a finger down her sweaty body, running his hands over her breasts and stomach ''...shit!'' he gasped slamming into her more.

"I-nn-a- OH!" She could hold back no longer, gradually grinding her hips against his, rocking with his varied motion. "Rot in hell!" She shreiked, gripping his sholders, again, digging her nails into hi forcefully. She rapped her legs tighter around his abdomen, pulling herself closer, then nudged him slightly so he was now sitting down. "I'm not weak" she whispered, she tightend her legs aroundhis waist, locking them with her force, for now at least, and slid herself onto him.

''Fucking whore! Bitch!'' he screamed, pulling her hair to one side and clawing down her neck and back ''My fucking whore! My bitch!'' He smashed more, becoming so close to the end. Grabbing her hips me threw her up and down, slamming her body against his, their sweat and fluids wrapping around each other and forming their own nasty bond in themselves ''I hate you!'' he screamed biting into her Dark Mark ''I'll kill you! Rip you apart in front of me!''

''Bloody Bastard!" She over tonned back, "No one owns me! No One!" She felt the spasms erupt in her body.. she too becoming so, so close. "We both know death threats-" She was cut off by her loud scream of sensational pleasure. "are-useless- I could- easily-destroy you!"

''M-mine!'' he gagged before slamming into her once more before he exploded. Pouring into her, letting him fill her up. He gripped her tight, pushing into her more, making sure he got everywhere inside her. His eyes rolled upwards, gripping onto her breasts ''I'll fucking rip your throat out!'' he gasped out loud.

She let out an exreamly loud moan, throwing her head back, her hair cascadeing down her back,

closeing her eyes, her mouth lanking open, she held him tight, feeling his whole length fill her,along with his spill. The sensation made her cum not long after. She took a moment to catch her breath, registering what he was saying. "Don't be fucking rediculous, you skum." She muttered. "You'll be wise to no threaten me, i'll have your fucking testicles before you can even think about harming me." She whispered in his ear, cupping his mumber tightly, and realising, standing herself up, movieng towards her discarted skirts.

Laughing he pulled himself and grabbed her ''Oh, you'll be mine alright!'' he snarled smacking her into her pretty face, his grip tight. Smirking he push her back and pulled on his own clothing ''My body parts have already owned you, already made you scream out for more and more!''

She glared at him deviously, before going for her clothes. She reached in to her pocket, and grabbed her wand. She pointed it to him, and a little over a whisper, she said "Locomotor Mortis ". It was as if his legs were build into the ground. "Now let's get a few things straight, shall we?" She hissed. "You don't own me, nore will you ever I might add. She casually continued, sneakily hideing her utter humiliation, him makeing her moan in such a way. "This, is to be not brought up again." She ordered. "Nore is it ever to happen again, do I make myself clear?" She asked, not a hint of doubt in her voice.

He smirked were he stood ''Now that is a hard order to follow..'' he muttered breathing through his teeth. He leaned forward, attempting to move his legs ''..I think it will happen again dear Bella, but this time I have a feeling that you shall become the powerful one.'' He tilted his head to one side ''..and I cannot let that happen!'' he threw a hand forward once more, trying to hit her with all this might ''You're a bitch! A worthless little whore who cannot get anyone!'' he snarled and looked at her naked body ''Look at you, filth.''

She turned to him, her feachers burning furiously, before she realized she was giveing him exactly what he wanted. To piss her off. So, instead, she let her expression cool down, before casually speaking. "Oh Snape, see that's where your wrong. I can have anyone I want.. we all know I always get my way."She grinned, and continued. "And if I'm such a worthless whore.. why do you still want me so bad?" She looked at the buldge still noticeably tucked away in his trousers. She cackled high and cruley, "Finite Incantatum!" she called, pointing her wand to his legs, enableing him to move his legs once again.

Grabbing her he pushed against her, letting her feel him ''If you can get anyone..'' he snarled ''..go and get the Dark Lord..'' he sniggered feeling her tense under his grip ''..lets see how much of a whore you can be!'' he pulled back and kissed her once more, grabbing her hair ''I doubt that it'll work, you'll just lift your skirts back up for Rodolphus..how happy he must be to have you as a future wife!'' he snarled hearing of the engagement a few weeks before hand.

"Who told you that?" She spat. "And I'm positive, he's the happiest man alive!" She snarled. "You know your jealous Snape, don't deny it. If your implying that i'm a whore you clearly don't know the real meaning, such a childish cock sucker too, aren't you? and as for your remark about me haveing anyone I want.. I can. I just have farther better uses for my time, than shagging every being I please to, at any time I want. Unlike you Snape, I plan to spend my days working hard to gain full and total trust from the Dark Lord, which I might add is unfortunate for you, considering you want me so bad.." She finished with a smirk.

''I make it my business to know everything about everyone.'' He told her with a smirk ''First rule of being a Death Eater.'' He lent close to her ''Oh yes, he'll be so happy. Fucking you every night without a care in the world. Cares that he won't bother to cross past you!'' he shrugged and pulled back ''But who am I to care? I like the fact of him ripping you apart, beating you.'' He leant against the wall and threw his cloak over him ''And as to the Dark Lord, he chose me before you. If you're not forgetting I'm a higher statues then you! You have to work your way to the top to become a great wizard or witch..'' he snapped before licking his lips ''..and we all know how a tart like you will get there!''

''Oh fuck you Snape," she breathed. "Need I remind you again, how much of a cowardly pussy you are?" she laughed cruley. "Your so fucking pathetic.. it's funny. Do you seriously think once the Dark lord figures you, he will let you sitck around?! Well, if that's the case, you definetly have another thing comeing. It seemes everyone knows your true colours, exept the Dark lord, who I trust will find out soon enough." She rolled her eyes at him. "Dedicateing my life for this is my plan.. perhaps you should start piceing yours together too, with the tiny bit of brains you have left," she scoffed. as she began to re-dress herself again. "Because your stupidety, not to mention the un-loyalty will not go unnoticed.''

He turned before looking back at her ''You know, when the Dark Lord find out how to play people he'll kill you!'' He hissed before grabbing his own wand and placing it to her neck ''If you want to play these stupid fucking games then be my guest, but I'm not lowering myself down to your level. Not at all!'' he turned and left leaving her standing.

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