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A/n: Castiel's thoughts before meeting Anna - episode 4x09
She has to die, they said to me
but how can I don't fear the grief?
We hunt for Anna, she fell from Heaven,
she disobeyed orders, chosing to be human.
I must hate her, she's an enemy.
I'll kill Anna, yes I will do,
I swore to my superiors, but I'm not sure.
Anna fell on Earth, leaving the Host.
Anna fell from Heaven, and I felt lost.
I'm unhappy, she said before go away,
I know, I replied, I'm sorry for you
but if you go, I'll be unhappy without you.
Please don't go, I beg you don't leave,
but she didn't listen and went away from me.
Some years have passed, I thought she was dead,
instead she's alive, what confusion in my head.
Anna is a danger, a sinner to hit,
but when I heard her name, my heart failed a beat.
She was my love, my secret regret.
I feel ashamed but I have to admit,
despite my will, I didn't forget.
She has to die, they said to me
but how can I don't fear the grief?
Anna listens our voices, she knows our plans,
she's a sinner, she's a betrayer.
She has to die, I know it's right,
but I can't hide what I feel inside.
I loved this angel, I don't want she die.