Prologue
Living alone, not being loved are two of my biggest fears in life. So as you can probably guess I've been heart broken. A lot. I fall for people fare too easily and as a result I end up hurt. I do not know why I crave reassurance all the time? But I sometimes feel like there something wrong with me! Inside where no one can see into. All I know is that I need to know I'm loved!
I've had a few boyfriends nothing too serious and yes if you were wondering I'm still a virgin at 17, its not that bad I guess. It just feels like everyone of my friends has and
I'm the baby that hasn't. I'm such a romantic at heart. I imagine passionate lovemaking full of meaning and feeling. Not just a quickie in the back room. This bring me to Alex. How far do we go for love? How do we know if its true. Can we really fall in love so young?