Hi there! I was a bit bored and I ended up writing this. Forgive me if I made any horrible mistake, english is not my first language. Hope you like it and if you do please review! AU, I guess.
Bonnie Bennett looks outside the window and sighs. She misses her friends, but she knows doesn't own anything to anyone anymore. They've asked her help so many times in the last year and now, suddenly, they no longer need her. Elena is trying to get used to her new vampire self, Caroline is organizing parties somewhere and Matt wants to stay away of all of it – who can blame him? – Sometimes they call, but most of time Bonnie is all by herself. She's not sad nothing bad is happening – she's tired of almost getting killed every day, just to save everyone –, but she has never felt more alone. In a way, it's good her friends are not near her. Her magic can get out of control sometimes: a bad mood is enough for Bonnie to set fire to the kitchen – that happened twice in past month.
Despite her loneliness because she's away from her old friends, the Bennett witch had help for the last months. Stefan and Damon Salvatore let her stay at their house, since she had no one else to be with – her grandmother is dead, her father lives on the other side of the country and she never met her mom. A cousin is her guardianship, but Bonnie could convince Mrs. Piccy to not come to Mystic Falls. It would be just one more person Bonnie had to protect. She gets up to go get some water to drink. While walking in the corridors at the Salvatore's mansion, Bonnie hopes she doesn't bump into one of the vampire brothers. Not only because she's wearing her cherry red nightdress - which makes her look more mature than she actually is -, and of course not because she's afraid – there's a huge probability that the two living-dead with more than 150 years are more afraid of her than she is of them -, but because she wants to see neither of them: Stefan started to struggle again because of human blood, and more than frighten Bonnie, it saddens her because she is his friend but she can't help him at all. And Damon, a few days ago, dared to push her against a wall and kiss her. In the moment, it was terrible. Bonnie immediately used her magic to make him take eight steps away from her. But after everything they all have been through, now Damon's kiss doesn't seem like such a disgusting thing. His lips were soft and his eyes were sweet. He didn't even used his tongue. The kiss was only his lips moving against hers. Remembering it now makes Bonnie think that for a brief, unbelievable moment, Damon wasn't a vampire. When Elena finally stopped playing the two Salvatore brothers around, Damon and Stefan seemed to be set free, like birds. Stefan was able to do whatever he wanted and Damon stopped being so horrible – at least that's what Bonnie hoped.
For a unknown reason, none of them left Mystic Falls. Maybe they both had done all the wonderful things vampires could do: climb mountains and compel pretty girls to satisfy them. Perhaps they didn't leave because there was nothing new for them; Still, Bonnie refused to believe Damon actually felt something when he kissed her. While kissing her he certainly was a vampire, craving for her blood – the powerful blood of a Bennett witch. Therefore, how could she want to see him, if she's so confused and full of internal struggles?
Bonnie goes back to her room and closes her eyes before even open the door completely. She walks to the bed and after lying in it, she wraps herself in the sheets. It takes exact ten seconds until she finally notices someone's breath beside her. She opens her eyes, and when she raise her body to sit all the candles in the room light up. It looks like they've been put there for this exact purpose.
She looks at her side and take a deep breath when her eyes find his.
"Damon" she says, and her voice sounds more angry that she intended.
He doesn't look like the monster Bonnie always thought he was. Maybe he have changed, indeed, she thinks. His eyes are specially captivating tonight and his smile is gentle and sincere, as if he's truly happy to be in her bed. His naked chest look like a invitation and his legs are hidden under a thin, white sheet.
Damon leans to get closer to her and holds her face carefully.
"You can't compel me" Bonnie says. The flames in the candles grow bigger. It's a lot of luck the house is not burning down yet.
She has so many things in her mind, it's hard to choose what she wants. Although months have passed since things kind of calmed down, Bonnie still has trouble choosing what to eat for breakfast or, in the last week, if she should give Damon a chance or not. Her mind and heart are undecided, because, after all she's still a teenager.
"I didn't came to compel you" he answers, looking a bit offended. "I came because…" He's whispering now. He starts to trace a path with his fingertips from her face to her leg. His eyes are focused on hers. "…I came because you wanted me to. Because I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss, because I couldn't stop thinking that you were right on the next room. I came because I know… All that fire you have inside you is claiming my name." Somehow, Bonnie can see he's telling the truth. All about him right now is almost shining with a undeniable truth. Bonnie's speechless and her heart is beating fast. Since when Damon has any impact over her? Since when every word he says makes her shiver? Since when she can't stop looking at him, since when she can't contain the urge to touch him again?
"Oh, screw it" she spits, before doing something she knows she'll probably regret.
Bonnie throws herself into Damon's arms and she let his lips kiss her again. She knows what they are about to do, she knows it probably isn't right. But what is right in this crazy town? There's no doubt of how much Damon wants her, is there? So why hold back what she's feeling? There's nothing wrong with a little bit of fun to make it up to the misery she's been feeling.
All of the candles in the room lift up and fly around the room. A light woody smell fills the air and Bonnie can't be sure if that's the candles or if it's Damon's perfume. It doesn't matter anyway.
Damon get on top of her and kisses her again. They still haven't begun the real thing, but it is okay. His hands are discovering every inch of her body and she's tearing his back with her nails.
They are about to touch each other's intimacy when Bonnie opens her eyes.
She wants to jump off of bed, but Damon holds her hands and press them against the pillow.
"You were in my head?!" Bonnie complains. A big part of her is angry because it wasn't real. It was nothing but a dream that Damon created.
"I was, little witch" he confesses and smiles. His smile still doesn't seem mean. "I was in your dreams all night long" he whispers in her right ear.
"Why?"
"Because I wanted to see if that kiss meant anything to you" he answers quickly.
"Why do you care? By the way, why can't you just leave this town? What's wrong with you?"
"You. The answer is you" he sighs. Damon let go of her hands and lies down beside her. "I care about you. I'm the one who asked Stefan to make you come live here. I kept denying, lying to myself that I don't want you but that's not true." He finally looks at her. The sunlight is making the color of his eyes look lighter. He's properly dressed and his hair is messy. None of all that makes Bonnie wants him less.
She laughs. Out loud and with her mouth wide open. She can't believe it. It can't be real.
"Why are you laughing?" He frowns.
"Oh my God, you're actually serious?" She stops laughing immediately. Now she's even more nervous.
"Of course I am" he replies, as if it's obvious.
"Oh" Bonnie quickly run off to the bathroom to brush her teeth - she remembered she had just woken up and she must have bad breath in morning. Damon rolls his eyes. When she comes back to the bed, less than a minute later, she looks in Damon's eyes and insists:
"Do you actually meant it? The kiss?".
Damon takes a deep breath. Unexpectedly, he kisses her. At first, it's a warm, romantic kiss. But when her hand grabs his head and pulls him closer, the kiss gets wilder and his hands hold her legs tight.
When they stop to breathe, Damon makes a promise.
"You'll never be alone. As long as you have me, you'll never be alone".
Bonnie smiles and gives him a little kiss. Looking right in his eyes, feeling the heat of his body so close, she loses her fear and she's no longer ashamed to want him as much as he wants her.
"Let's make that dream come true, shall we?"
