Just a short little poem. I suppose this could be in Bella's POV but mostly this poem is about me and I wanted to share it. I'm nuts

I'm fun
I don't see myself clearly

You love me
I hate me
And I don't know why

Hug me like you mean it
Kiss me because you want to
I need more

I'm so close that it's sick
Yet so far away that it's torture
I'm rallying with death
And I don't know who will win

Save me
Leave me alone
I need you

I'm happy
I'm sad
Life is great
I want to die

Touch me with passion
Proceed with caution
I just wish you knew
Because my mind is a puzzle
And I'm playing on advanced

I'm sexy
I'm shy
I'm so complex it's simple

I don't know where to turn
I don't know who to talk to
So help me out
Save my life
And read my mind