I DON'T OWN WHITE COLLAR OR GLEE

I had to name it after Gotye's song I love it before it was on Glee and now I love it even more

warnings: past child abuse, homosexual couples and past drug use.

note you dont really need to follow glee to understand whats going on. just know Cooper = Neal

main couples: Neal/Matt(oc) Blaine/Kurt

Rating T for now however at any point I've gone to far with out changing please tell me

"You know you're going to have to tell them about us sooner or later." Matt looked down at Neal's brown curls. They were laying in bed, with Matt on his back and Neal on his chest.

"I know" Neal whispered. He look at Matt. Matt was a tall man at 6'2". He had a tan complexion and straight black hair.

"It's not that I'm ashamed of you, it's just that I'm worried that they'll take it the wrong way or they'll treat me differently."

Matt wrapped his arms around Neal "I know you're worried, but they going to find out and I rather they don't find out like June did." He chuckled as Neal's face turn red.

Earlier that week, Neal had brought Matt to June's to show him where he lived and as Neal shown him his room, things became quite "heated" between the two and June had chosen that time to go upstairs and ask Neal something. The women entered the room and then stood there opened mouthed like a fish, then quickly left the room.

June later told Neal it was just shock and supported him and told him if Matt every hurt him he was to let her know. For she had contacts from her late husband. Neal had laugh at June's statement and told her he didn't think it was needed.

"perhaps you should just tell one of them and work your way from there" Matt suggested

"You want me to tell Peter first." it was a question it was a fact.

"Well, you hold him in the highest regard and I figure if he didn't care it would show you that the others properly won't ether." Matt pulled Neal close and kiss his forehead "He won't react like your step-dad"

"how do you know?"

"I just do" he answered with what he hoped was confidence.

Neal's time to tell Peter came sooner then he wanted. They were in the office going over old cold cases, when Peter asked if Neal would like to come over to his house. For Elizabeth, Diana and Christie were wedding shopping.

"Sure but I'm bringing my own wine."

At the Burke home Neal couldn't help but be nervous. Neal could count on one hand the number of people he told them he was bisexual and he was dating one of them. Neal waited until Peter was about three beers in before bringing it up.

"Peter would it bother you if i were gay?"

Sightly confused by the random question answered "No, why?"

"because I am and I'm dating a guy named Matt and we've been going out for a while and i wanted to tell you but i was worried you wouldn't accept it. Even though I'm not gay I'm actually bisexual but that besides the point." Neal said in one breath he turned away so as to not see Peter's face. Neal was so lost in his thoughts about Peter hating him that he didn't notice that he had gotten up until he felt Peter hug.

"Is this what has been bothering you lately?" Neal just nodded trying not to think about his step-father. Peter pour Neal another glass of wine and opened himself another can of beer.

"Well you're going to have to tell me about this Matt person." Neal smiled the first real one of the night but surly not the last.

Martha Anderson and her son Blaine were traveling to New York with Blaine's Boyfriend Kurt. Now that Martha divorced Jack Anderson, Blaine could finally ask the question he's been wanting to ask for ten years.

"Can we please find Cooper?"

Cooper Anderson had run away at age 13, however unknown to Blaine's mother and father he kept in contact with his eight year old brother. At any time of the week at any hour the phone would ring, if Martha or Jack answered Coop would hang up causing them to think some kid was prank calling. But if Blaine answered they would talk for hours on end.

But Blaine hasn't heard from Neal in many years but the last time he did it was from New York City and he hopes he still there. Armed with Kurt and his mother, he was going to find out.

theres chapter one jope you enjoy hopefully I'll update later this week. tell me what you think