I do not own The Hunger Games.
Ileah's (Eye-lee-a) POV
I stood stock still, arms pressed to my sides, an expression somewhere between forced calm and total shock glued to my face. I heard that awful, fake cheery voice again and again in my head, calling my name over and over.
Ileah Intest, Ileah Intest, Ileah Intest...
I could feel them staring, thousands of eyes cutting through me, coming unbearably close to breaking my nerve.
But I held on (surprisingly) as I began to walk robotically towards the stage. I was painfully aware of the Peacekeepers, closing in on every side of me, blocking my escape. Not that I could of held of more than one, not to mention the many armed sentry's just past my vision.
I stood stiffly next to the girl who's name I never bothered to remember, the one who called the names. I kept my eyes fixated on the dirt, lifting them only slightly and briefly to identify the boy tribute, Marcus (apparently). I had seen him around, but I'd never really talked to him.
He shot a sideways glance at me, dark hair falling in eyes. In another life, in another world, I might have thought he was cute.
But I was here, and this was now.
And I was about to compete in the Hunger Games.
Chances said I would die. But I promised myself, right then, that I wasn't going down without a fight. I would take at least one of them with me.
I consoled myself with the fact that I wasn't a huge disgrace. The careers, districts 1, 2 and occasionally 3, where just outside my league.
Honestly, 4 didn't have much to own up to.
I heard the casual cheers from the crowd, knowing there hearts just weren't in it. Frankly, mine never was.
What fun was there in watching someone you die?
I was lucky. I didn't have a family to miss. And none to miss me. It was better that way.
I would die and nothing would change, in anyone's lives. People hide from change. I was doing them a favor.
Right?
Whatever. No time for doubt now.
It was all over.
And the thing is, it's almost a relief sometimes, to not have to worry about the struggle for survival.
But survival was hard-wired into my bones.
Little did I know...
