Dear my darling Harry,
I guess I wrote theses letters for my own sanity and I wanted you to grow up, knowing that a part of me can always be found in your heart, your fathers and in this letter my advice for anything will be here.
It's October 29, I've just laid you down for the night. I thought I'd take the time I've got free until your father returns from work to do this simple letter, To stop myself worrying that you were to grow up not knowing that I loved you dearly, I'm sure you're father has told you many of a time how much I love you and how proud I'd be...But nothing is like really hearing it and seeing the eyes that love you so dearly and feeling the pride as they kiss you. I know that from first hand experiances.
I'm sure your father will tell you all about me, But I also want to tell you about myself, my life and how you have given it a new purpose.
So, Me... I was a Muggleborn witch, When I got my letter I wasn't so shocked as I should of been, odd things happened during my life and I thought that there was always something...Different about myself and being a witch solved that difference. I was pleased to be honest, I was amazed as well...And my sister, My dear sister Petuina...Well, She was jealous.
So, Me and your father met on the very first day of Hogwarts and I hated him, Full on daggers in his back hated him. Now, of course I can't understand how I could of hated the man I'd die for now...But I guess my younger self had her reasons. We both became head boy and girl in our last year and thats when I knew, That's when I knew I was utterly mad for him and I wanted nothing more than for him to ask me out, Which he took his time doing of course, Asked me out every day for 5 years and then takes nearly a full term the last.
Okay, So advice is what this letter is supose to be about and I've given none so far, I've rambled and tried to save time, Time that I know I don't really have...I do hope James lives..I'm sure he will.
My advice to you, My son...Look after yourself, be my brave little boy and look after Daddy, Cuddle him...Be there for him because your loosing a mother but his also loosing a wife... I love you both dearly so look after one another for me and promise to stay strong for each other, My darlings.
I can't carry this letter on anymore, You're father is home and you're waking up...Good bye, my baby..
Be safe Harry.
Be strong.
Forever in your heart,
Mum. X