Hey It's me, back, with a new story well oneshot, which ive only got time for right now, so anyways im posting/re-writing this at 5 past 1

in the morning, while I should be sleeping, I haven't posted because I had no inspiration and laptop swaps were required.

but something happened tonight at my dancing with two of my good friends

One friend- the boy had been through quite a bad situation before he arrived

two friend- this girl who she hadn't been getting on with, came to our class and caused drama with her and she got the blame

So with what they spoke to me, I suddenly had interest to write again, and I'm even going to write a new story soon which i'm not setting a date because it could be delayed.

so alot of people have been talking about how jennette's changing im going to be honest, of course she is, she's growing up every day she won't stay sam forever, sadly but that's life, and I love jennette no matter what she does- but im excited for sam&cat wohoo,- also iGoodbye made me cry like a baby- no joke, that show is part of my childhood, :(

anyways

-enjoy the one-shot

Lost herself

Everyday Sam Puckett gets up and does the same routine, goes for a shower, then tries to look perfect

but its never enough

She feels that everything around her doesn't make sense, her heart beats rapidly as she walks into her room, Her and Freddie used to "hang out" here often, just the two of them lying beside each other, while talking about the most important events in both of their lifes, She told him. Freddie, stories that she'd never tell anyone else

And she listened to his storys that he only told her, They had a bond and connection that couldn't be broken with just an hour, it would take years to break, or so she thought. He started chasing after her bestfriend"carly." it was always her- of course it was cause in sam's mind she could never live up to carly

Carly is skinny, Sam saw herself as not, Carly could get with any guy, and sam only had an ex that used her for carly and now another ex who is in love with carly, No matter what she does, she will never compare or come close to Carly.

Her jumper slings off her shoulder already, its never going to be enough.

.beautiful

that's what this generation all"have to be" she tells herself this everyday, but it's not true, if only she saw the good in herself and for once not the bad,but its to late for anyone to tell her

because Samantha Joy Puckett has lost herself..