Hello everybody, So this is the first story I'm publishing, finally after years of not writing I'm back into it, this is not my first boyxboy story but well to be fair I only wrote one and I didn't continue it, so technically this is my first full one, I deleted my old stories and I never want to see those again, I don't regret writing them it's just the errors were so horrifying, I don't have a beta so bear with me I'm doing the editing myself x]
This story is going to take place in the past and the present at the same time, it might be confusing in some parts, English is not my first language so it might suck a bit and please go on to my profile to vote for the couples in this story, I am uncomfortable writing girlxgirl material but if it gets enough votes it may happen, InoxSakura? Never read this couple, never wrote about lesbians in my life but I'm willing to try for you guys.
Italics – Past/thoughts
Bold – important notes you need to remember
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12 years a blond boy sat on a swing alone, watching people walk past him, treat him like trash, call him names, shun him out before someone came and took the loneliness away.
2 years a blond boy had the greatest friends a child can ask for, they shared the same pain, had the same plans, shared a stronger bond than that of 2 brothers before it was shattered so suddenly.
5 years a blond boy chased his best friend around the world begging him to come back, wanting to help him, wanting to save him, bring him home before he realized there was no home.
18 years a blond boy looked at the Hokage tower with admiration, with determination, that he would one day be wearing the official robes before he understood how horrible such a dream has been.
9 months a blond boy regretted ever trusting his village.
9 months a blond boy worried for him best friend.
9 months a blond boy begged for a different outcome.
9 months a blond boy cried himself to sleep.
9 months a blond boy prayed for a miracle to happen.
1 hour the blond boy waited before his whole world came crashing down…
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"This has been going on for 5 years now Naruto, I can't afford to lose great ninjas for this stupid cat and mouse chase-"
"Baa-chan you have to let me! This time I'm close I swear on my-"
"NO! Enough is enough. I am the Hokage of this village, I have better things to do than follow silly children and their stupid fantasies."
"Tsunade-sama-"
"Be quiet Shizune, I am sick and tired of this Naruto, if you want to waste your life running after Sasuke then do as you wish, this village will no longer aid you on your quest, you may do as you please if you will, I don't care any more, you have permission to leave the village, but you have no team or ANBU to help you, you are on your own unless someone wishes to accompany you on their own accord."
Pause.
"Tsunade-sama…"
"I know what you are going to say Shizune and I say drop it, I am tired of this child running my village for me, there are other people to deal with, so Naruto, what do you say?"
Emotionless. Blue. Darkened by sadness. Hints of grief.
"Thank you Hokage-sama."
"Narut-"
"Appreciate the help in the past 5 years."
"Brat-"
"I will be on my way now, do not expect to see me in this village without the last survivor of the greatest clan of Konoha being dragged back here."
"Wait just a second brat."
"I am leaving immediately, tell Yamato I am missing training this afternoon, and once I bring Sasuke back you will let him in with open arms."
And then he was gone.
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Naruto paced his room, nervousness, panic, hysteria, no, calm down, it will all be alright, it will be fine, the blond had been pacing for almost an hour now, Sakura-chan has to come back she just had to, she was going to bring him good news and he would eat ramen like old times.
But old times are almost fantasies today.
He willed those thoughts away and looked at the headband on the dresser, the thin line across the Konoha village sign mocked him, he ran his finger over it, it was still there.
A knock woke him up from his dream like state.
"Sakura-chan?" Hopeful, he made his way to the door, he should have never opened that door.
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So this is it then, I know it's nothing and the style is horrible -.- I've been reading cloudstreet and analyzing it so this style is what I can do right now. The style will change through the story depending how much I want to reveal and how less I want you to know.
It's crap and confusing but you will understand soon ^^.
Thanks for reading leave a review please.
