Hey guys I decided to write a story somewhat based somewhat off of my life in a way, wish me luck so here we go!

Lucy has things she loves, her mixed up family, her best friends and her books. The only thing she doesn't have a clue with is… Love? She's never been in love so what happens when she is suddenly confessed to by some random guy, and declines his offer?! Her friends give her the advice of a lifetime!

Chapter 1: My story

Nobody would think much out of a girl like me, everyone loves me for my looks and my body. Random guys stare at me as I walk by them, I don't know why they do? I'm not much importance. What's my name? I'm Lucy Heartifilia and I live with my grandma and my mom. My dad divorced my mom years ago and left us alone to struggle. I never cared because even though I love him I'm not too happy about my father either.

My grandma and my mom make up for the love, even though they don't know that I don't know what love really is. My friends have been with me since forever. Natsu, I think he's been there since I was a kid. I just remember him always being there. Levy, she's always been like a sister to me and we share secrets and books with each other so we're close. Gray, he's like the brother I always wanted he lets me play video games with him whenever he has Natsu and their friend Gajeel over at their house.

Erza, she's like an older sister to me she's pretty nice but she scares all of my other friends sometimes. Oh yeah I also have no siblings which is kinda lonely because I heard I had an older brother who I never heard of named Sting, apparently he was sent to live with some unknown relative of my mom's.

Lisanna, she's like a stepsister kind of friend because we're not close knit friends like I am with her sister Mira. Mira, she's a matchmaker and I sometimes frustrate her because of my lack of knowledge on boys or anything to do with love. Juvia, she a shy girl who likes to talk in third person but she's pretty nice once you get her to open up she also has a thing for Gray but because of my lack of knowledge she doesn't even bother with me as some rival in her path to win Gray's heart like she does with some people.

And me? I'm just a nerdy girl who doesn't have a clue on love, but who said that would stop me from achieving what I want to do in life? Who needs a boy to have a good life? I'm just a gamer who dreams of creating her own video game/ writing a novel because I love both.

Computers and books are my passion. My friends are my greatest source of live as well as my family. Here's a thing about my grandma and my mom

Porlyusica Heartifilia is my grandma, she's a cold woman sometimes but when you get under that hard shell she has, she's a sweet woman. I love her so much because she likes to do things by herself but I have to get on her case in order for her to stop, go sit down and let me do whatever she was gonna do like do her laundry or get her a cup of coffee.

My mom, Layla Heartifilia looks just like me equally sweet and can be scary sometimes because she gets annoyed how I don't have a clue about love, nor I haven't been kissed at all in my life. Can I say that I'm a high school student in her junior year as well?

What's even more funny is that my friends tell me all the time that Natsu has a secret crush on me and has been in love with me for years. I highly doubt it but how can I any more when just a few months ago he gave me a chocolate rose for Valentine's Day? Very easy…

My girlfriends are still pissed at me because I did nothing. What was I supposed to do? Nobody ever gave me anything before; lucky for me Natsu didn't expect anything and promised to wait on me until I could learn to love.

I respect him for that because he's a loyal friend who will love endlessly. Levy tells me I'm lucky to have Natsu because he loves me so much, too bad I'm such a disappointment to him, he still tries though cause he wants to impress me.

My dad is the major problem in my life, I think he was the reason I could never understand love, because he left my mom after cheating on her so many times. It sickened me to no end so because of him I also realized how bad men could also be.

I live my love life vicariously through Erza who has a steady boyfriend named Jellal, I don't know who named him because half the time I struggle just to say his name and he always has to correct me. Half the time I just call him Jelly because I can't say his name right. He's always been a strange person; he's like a creepy silent guy who sneaks up behind you just to scare the shit out of you unconsciously.

Levy tries as well because of her crush on Gajeel who's this big badass guy with a TON of piercings all over his body, including his arms I swear. It's like someone shot him with a nail gun and forgot to pull them back out before they got stuck like that.

Jokes aside… my life has always been pretty easy because I never needed love in my life so I guess what I'm saying is I'm that last person looking for love in this life.

Hope you guys like the beginning so far, it's gonna gradually become a Nalu but that's farther down the road cause this is based off the life of a girl who's never known love, doesn't get a clue on it or how she feels so hope you enjoy this clumsy version of my life in a way like I said cause this is based off a few things in my life

Please review cause that's my treat for encouragement to write another chapter!