Hello guys! its me again and since Iv'e taken a small break from my other story I decided to write this short sad songfic about Double d. I felt that it was perfect for him and I got inspiration to write it, so anyway without further ado I present... Stay ._
Well It's good to hear your voice , I hope your doing fine.
"I'm sorry Eddward honey but i'm afraid we can't make it home tonight for your'e birthday there's dinner in the fridge and I made you a little something extra remb-"The voicemail said before the young boy shut it off while sighing.
"Another birthday forgotten"Eddward thinks before opening up the fridge.
And if you ever wonder,I'm lonely here at night.
In the fridge indeed was dinner, Double d grabbed it and took it to the table.
"T-Thank you for this meal you've b-blessed us with Amen" Double d shakily said.
He was proud no one had come over,he sounded so weak and helpless.
I'm Lost in this moment and time keeps slipping by.
Double d suddenly lost his appetite putting his meal back in the fridge, he began to wonder.
"I don't understand why there never home...Is there something wrong with me?"
Every year it was the same thing, Double d would get home a patiently wait for his parents arrival It would grow so late before he would just give up and go to bed.
And if I could have one wish it would be for you to be there by my side.
That was when the tears came, well not this year Double d turned 13 this year and for once he didn't cry he only was disappointed.
Double d looked up at the stars through his bed room window before seeing a shooting star.
As tears slowly began to fall he made his wish.
"Mother..Father p-please come home i-it's been so long...I can hardly remember what you look like.."The young boy said before beginning to cry freely now.
Oh I miss you, Oh I need you.
I't wasn't fair,everyone in the cul-de-sac saw there parents every day,Double d would watch and see them embrace in a hug before grinning and telling them about there day.
Double d wished he could do that get home and see his parents and get hugged by them before having dinner with each other with a big smile on there face's just sitting there with there only son.
And I love you more than I ever did before.
It was so funny the other kids didn't understand what it was like, they would always say something stupid like.
"I'f my parents did that to me I would hate them"
They never understood how hard it was to come home alone every single day, no one was ever there for him they always were gone.
They didn't understand how hard it was to hate them and Double d never could because he felt too much pain.
And I love you more than I did before, And if today I didn't see your face nothing could ever take your'e place it gets harder every day.
Double d never understood why he let himself feel the pain,he always knew they would never be home.
His friends would try to help him coax with the pain always saying stuff like.
"I'll be there for you"
"If you need anything just talk to me sockhead"
Double d would always do the polite thing and nod his head before saying thanks, but he knew nothing could ever take his parents place and even if someone tried Double d would still feel the pain.
He always would.
Say you love me more than you did before, and I'm sorry it's come this way.
" Do you even Love me?" Double d would think
His parents would often write and say sorry all the time.
"Sorry we couldn't make it"
"I'm sorry Honey"
Sorry,Sorry,Sorry
And they never did anything to really prove that they were sorry, just kept on saying it over and over.'
They didn't mean it.
Well I try to live without you , the tears fall from my eyes.
Double d had put up with the abandonment for years now missing his parents during holidays and birthdays and everything, DIuble remembered the day that they started writing the sticky notes.'
"He will become more responsible" HIs father had said
Double d at the young age never understood why or how responsibility had to do with it at the time, and he still didn't at a young age Double d had been responsible being an only child He knew he had to take up responsibility.
I'm alone, I'm empty..
But no matter what he did no matter how hard he tried it never worked.
On christmas he would spend the whole day cooking, just in case they happened to come home...
They never would come
Everyday he would hope and pray for his parents to come home, just for him to see them each night and have them tuck him gently in at night with a warm kiss from his mother and a pat on the back from his father.
Just like when he was little.
I'm torn apart inside.
You see that's were Eddy and Ed enterd the picture.
Double d had really never thought about it until now.
The scams that they did with Eddy's rage and brilliant ideas,and Ed's lovable personality and brute strength.
That was what kept Double d from thinking about his parents that was why when he first met the two boys why he stayed and began o form a friendship.
The reason Double d had bonded so well with them is because they all were going through a sort of the same thing.
I look up at the stars hoping your'e doing the same.
Double d stopped crying before looking up at the night sky.
He remembered when he was younger his dad would tell him the names of stars above in the sky while his mom would lay a blanket on the hard ground before they would look up at the night sky.
And somehow I feel closer.
Double d somehow felt better.
The memories flooding in his brain of the good times he had when he was smaller that was all he ad were memories and Voices.
But that Was okay with him.
Because thats all he needed.
"Mom..Dad... Please come home" Double d said before closing his eyes and falling asleep.
Alright Guys I hope you liked it! thats all I have for now!
BYE!