A/N: So yeah, I'm making a series of drabbles in diary form for Kagome. :3
Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or any associated franchise.
Soulmate
Dear Diary,
I always read in books, or see in movies, or hear other people talk about being 'soulmates'.
Their 'one and only'.
But it always used to confuse me. I thought, But there's billions of people in the world!! How are you going to find just one? How do you know if there isn't someone better?
When I met InuYasha... well. Not really when I met him, but later hwen I finally realized it... when I realized I loved him, I think I finally understood. I don't know when. It's just one of those things where you suddenly know, and you realize you've known for a while, but you don't know how or why or when - just when you didn't, and then, you know. If that makes any sense.
But, sometimes... mostly when he goes off to see Kikyou...
It comes back to me - the soulmate thing. I start thinking too much. And I always think, There's so many people in the world... there must be more than one you could stand to spend the rest of your life with. I mean, maybe one of them is the best, but maybe you'd never need to know if there was someone better out there.
And I wonder how it applies to InuYasha and me.
I mean, if there's so many people in the world, there's gotta be at least five or six people I could love like I love InuYasha.
Not that I want to. I would never, ever want to love anyone else like I do him.
But, sometimes... mostly when he goes off to see Kikyou...
I wonder if maybe it would have been easier to love someone else.
-Kagome