black rose
Maybe it was the look in her deep blue eyes that made me cry... Or maybe it was her unspoken words, so vivid in my imagination, yet never spoken.
I had always envisioned our life as perfect. I saw the beauty and grace she held and her loving, simple words..
I always thought the world as dark and chaotic... I was raised in a world where light was never allowed to shine through.
I let the darkness surround me. I felt nothing but numbness and hate for the horrible world I had been born into. People see me as an obnoxious pig. I guess I am.. but I pay no mind to the demons that call themselves human beings....
They could go about there evil lives.. claiming to be pure and clean, when the truth is that they're slowly killing themselves and the earth.
How dare they even say they are who they are.
The day of the match with Ash.. I lost... I never really expected to in the first place.. Ash was a good opponent.. but he had no soul.. His was as empty as the hole in my heart.
I left the stadium in pure defeat.. But I felt no sorrow. The coldness of my heart had numbed my emotions so, I felt nothing. Nothing but emptiness....
The crystal clear night sky shone with stars. Their gentle, far away glow lead me walking....
I walked through the empty forest... I was adrift in my own thoughts.... my own blackness.
I stopped at a small lake, my reflection flickering and disoriented by the ripples of the calm waters.
Then I saw her. Her bare skin shimmered in the moonlight... The water caressing her body as she swam in the deep blue waters. I held my breath for a moment, in pure silence... Watching her graceful movements..
The shadows of the oak trees surrounding me, hide me, letting me watch her.. this beautiful swimming angel.. Without being discovered by her...
I never really thought about her.. Was it just the fact that I was in such dispare? But.. then why did the empty space in my heart feel.. completed..?
I closed my eyes. I cleared my mind and realised, yes.. yes, I did love her... Why I'd never really know...
My heart stopped as she looked straight at me... Her eyes went wide for a brief moment.. then she seemed just shocked and embarrassed...
"G-gary..?" she stumbled.. It made me laugh at her innocence....
"Yes, Misty... it is me..." I said, my voice soft and uncanny... Her forehead scrunched up in a naive way...
"Were you watching me..?" She asked softy. What was I supposed to say?
"Yes."
There was what seemed like an eternity of silence. Then, she stood up out of the water, the water droplets falling from her skin...
"Gary.."
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Author's Note: What to flame me for being an Egoshipper...? Ohhh.. That makes you a grade A loser!! Don't do so, and spare your dignity people.. I'm saying it's true!!!
Maybe it was the look in her deep blue eyes that made me cry... Or maybe it was her unspoken words, so vivid in my imagination, yet never spoken.
I had always envisioned our life as perfect. I saw the beauty and grace she held and her loving, simple words..
I always thought the world as dark and chaotic... I was raised in a world where light was never allowed to shine through.
I let the darkness surround me. I felt nothing but numbness and hate for the horrible world I had been born into. People see me as an obnoxious pig. I guess I am.. but I pay no mind to the demons that call themselves human beings....
They could go about there evil lives.. claiming to be pure and clean, when the truth is that they're slowly killing themselves and the earth.
How dare they even say they are who they are.
The day of the match with Ash.. I lost... I never really expected to in the first place.. Ash was a good opponent.. but he had no soul.. His was as empty as the hole in my heart.
I left the stadium in pure defeat.. But I felt no sorrow. The coldness of my heart had numbed my emotions so, I felt nothing. Nothing but emptiness....
The crystal clear night sky shone with stars. Their gentle, far away glow lead me walking....
I walked through the empty forest... I was adrift in my own thoughts.... my own blackness.
I stopped at a small lake, my reflection flickering and disoriented by the ripples of the calm waters.
Then I saw her. Her bare skin shimmered in the moonlight... The water caressing her body as she swam in the deep blue waters. I held my breath for a moment, in pure silence... Watching her graceful movements..
The shadows of the oak trees surrounding me, hide me, letting me watch her.. this beautiful swimming angel.. Without being discovered by her...
I never really thought about her.. Was it just the fact that I was in such dispare? But.. then why did the empty space in my heart feel.. completed..?
I closed my eyes. I cleared my mind and realised, yes.. yes, I did love her... Why I'd never really know...
My heart stopped as she looked straight at me... Her eyes went wide for a brief moment.. then she seemed just shocked and embarrassed...
"G-gary..?" she stumbled.. It made me laugh at her innocence....
"Yes, Misty... it is me..." I said, my voice soft and uncanny... Her forehead scrunched up in a naive way...
"Were you watching me..?" She asked softy. What was I supposed to say?
"Yes."
There was what seemed like an eternity of silence. Then, she stood up out of the water, the water droplets falling from her skin...
"Gary.."
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Author's Note: What to flame me for being an Egoshipper...? Ohhh.. That makes you a grade A loser!! Don't do so, and spare your dignity people.. I'm saying it's true!!!
