(Author note - Sorry if this is awkward. I was trying my hand at first person writing. Feel free to leave feedback! Thank you)

(Disclaimer - I do not own Haikyuu)

"Oikawa I need your help" I stared intently at my friend as I walked into his room. It was Saturday. Oikawa, Iwaizumi and I always hung out on Saturdays. We were friends after all even if we went to different schools. He never understood why I went to Shiratorizawa even though I told him it made the most sense for my grades in school.

"Of course Chi-chan! I would help you with anything" he turned his beautiful brown eyes towards me. I took a deep breath. I didn't know who to talk about my issue besides Oikawa since he has already had so much experience in the dating realm.

"Um...well you see I like a guy and I… um… don't know how to tell him or how to even know if he likes me back…" I averted my gaze to the floor and shuffled my feet. I had a bad habit of fidgeting with the hem of my shirt when I was nervous. All of a sudden my hands were grabbed by Oikawa. I stared up at him as he loomed over me with a giant grin on his face. It wasn't that hard to loom over me though. I was only roughly 5'4" after all. Small and dainty had been used to describe me before. Fairy-ish as well with my long whitish locks and light blue eyes. I have my mothers' family to thank for that.

"That's great Chi-chan! You're in love. That's soo cute" he spun me in a quick circle. Well more like dragged me.

"I'm serious Oikawa. I don't know anything about dating and stuff" I gave him the best serious frown I could manage. He quit spinning and looked at me. His face broke into a serious thoughtful look.

"You just have to tell them that you like them and then kiss them. You're amazing so they probably already like you too" he said confidently and puffed out his chest.

"But I can't do that. I've never even kissed anybody before" I said exasperated. Maybe Oikawa was the wrong person to talk to about this after all. I rolled my eyes and sighed. He dropped my hands and looked at me. His mouth was hanging open. I found it actually an amusing face and let out a giggle before I could stop myself. I quickly covered my mouth with my hand to hide the smile that had appeared on my face. Oikawa was always so dramatic.

"You've never kissed anybody before?" he asked in a whisper like it was the biggest secret in the world.

"No. I've never kissed anybody before, so now you see the flaw in your advice. I wouldn't even know what to do." I stared at his face and saw it light up like he had suddenly thought of the best idea in the world.

"You can practice kissing me then! That way when you tell the love of your life, you'll be ready to knock his socks off" he said triumphantly. My mouth fell open and I gaped at him. What? My brain short circuited. "You don't have to look at me like you think it's disgusting or something…" he mumbled and a little pout appeared on his face.

"Oikawa… you just said we should kiss" I choked out.

"Well yeah. Why not? Friends are supposed to help each other right? I want to help you learn how to kiss" he said still pouting and averting his gaze from me.

We stood in silence for a moment. Maybe he was right. I didn't want to make a fool out of myself in front of the boy I liked and Oikawa already had plenty of experience.

"…I guess that would be helpful. Thank you Oikawa" I said quietly. He turned his wide brown eyes on me and smiled happily teeth and all.

"Ok sweet. Well first you can't just go rushing in the first time. You have to slowly approach them" he said as he stepped closer to me. His eyes flittered down to my mouth. I'm sure I looked stupid with my lips slightly parted. My face felt like it was burning and my heart was trying to break out of my chest. He wove his hands into my hair. His palms rested slightly against my cheeks. He tilted my head up and leaned in. I looked up into his face. It was so beautiful. I could see little flecks on dark brown throughout his eyes.

"Then you start to lean in. That way if they don't want to kiss you, they can break away" he said in a low voice that sent a wave of excitement through me. His nose rubbed gently against mine. So freaking cute. "If they don't pull away, then you just finish the movement…"

His lips pressed against my closed mouth. My mind went blank and I just stood there. He pulled back slightly, but I could still feel his lips ghosting in front of mine. His warm breath was hitting my face.

"You are supposed to kiss back" he said softly. I swallowed the lump in my throat and moved my hands to either side of his face mimicking what he had done earlier. My fingers brushed through his fluffy brown locks. I leaned up on my tip toes and kissed him back. His lips are so soft.

"Like this?" I whispered against his mouth.

"Sort of" he smiled against my mouth and pressed his lips against mine. I adjusted and tried to meld my mouth to his. A shiver ran through me as I felt his mouth part slightly and his tongue caressed my lower lip. My mouth opened a fraction which he took as an invitation to slide his tongue gently into my mouth. It pressed against mine and I pulled his face closer. It felt good. He was really good at kissing. I wanted to be good too, so I pushed back and he let my tongue take control. I took my time exploring his mouth.

I don't know how long I had been kissing him. I started to feel light headed. Was I even breathing? I broke away and took a deep breath. I noticed that he was breathing heavy as well. He looked down at me. His brown eyes were lidded under his long eyelashes and he was smiling. It was a smile I hadn't seen before. Something seductive and dangerous. Before I could process anymore information his mouth was on mine again and his tongue was hungrily devouring my mouth. His hands slipped down my body without losing any contact. I shivered and pushed my hands further into his hair pulling him closer again. He obeyed my commands pushed himself closer to me. His hands were on my hips gripping now and pushing me slowly backwards. My back hit a wall and he pressed into me. Something hard pressed into my stomach and my brain woke up from whatever place it had been hiding this whole time.

"Oikawa" I said breathlessly and pushed him away. He looked at me shocked for a moment. He then got a guilty look on his face and scratched the back of his head. His eyes looked away from me and his face started turning pink.

"Sorry… I guess I got a little carried away" he mumbled and turned his back to me. "Sorry Chi-chan."

"Oh geez. You don't need to be so dramatic about it. It's fine Oikawa. Really" I said and tried to gather my composure back. "You really are good at kissing though…"

He turned his eyes back on me. His face looked happy and there was a weird glint in his eyes. "You're really good at kissing too. Are you sure you've never done it before?"

I broke out laughing. Oikawa was so adorable sometimes.

"Nope. Never. Must be natural talent" I said winking at him. "When is Iwaizumi getting here?" His face changed into something I couldn't identify.

"I'll check" he said grabbing his phone. As he was texting, I fluffed up the pillow on his bed and rested in a sitting position against the pillows and wall. I did feel like sitting on his bed was a little weird after what had just happened, but this is usually where I sat. Either Oikawa or Iwaizumi would sit at the foot of the bed as the other sat on the floor. I tried to breath and get my heart under control. This felt weird.

His phone buzzed signaling a text and he typed out a reply. His back turned from me. Did Oikawa always have nice back muscles? Well of course he had I chided myself. I quit looking at him as I felt my face heating up again. He turned back to me with a mischievous smile on his face and a weird look in his eyes.

"Iwa-chan can't make it today. I guess we just have to hang out with each other. What a bummer. Can't be helped though" he said still smiling. I gave him a skeptical look. He didn't look bummed at all. He plopped down on the bed next to me.

We made small talk for a while. His hand had somehow managed to find its way into mine. Our fingers were entwined and his thumb caressed anywhere it could reach. I stared at our hands for a moment. We had held hands before, but this felt different. It felt weird and wherever his thumb passed felt tingly. I looked up into his face. His eyes looked at me under his long dark eyelashes and there was that weird seductive smile again.

"Um… Oikawa? Can we practice kissing again?" I asked quietly swallowing the nervousness I felt creeping up my throat.

"I thought you'd never ask" he said dramatically as he pulled me onto his lap. That wasn't what I expected and I almost fell off, but he grabbed my hips holding me firmly. I watched as his muscles tensed holding me.

"Umm… I'm not sure what to do" I mumbled. God this was embarrassing. I could feel my face heating up again.

"Silly Chi-chan. You do what you did before" he said staring at me with those brown eyes and little smirk playing at his lips. I tentatively put my hands on either of his face and leaned in. I rubbed my nose gently against his and watched as he shut his eyes. He let a sigh of contentment out of his mouth. I quickly kissed him while his mouth was still slightly opened. I pushed my tongue past his lips and pressed it firmly against his. His hands on my hips tightened and he pulled me closer to him.

I tilted his head trying to find a better angle. One of my hands trailed down his body. God he was so muscular. I could feel him tensing under his shirt. All of a sudden I came to a conclusion. It was probably sneaky and I wasn't sure how he'd react, but this was all about practicing right? With that in mind I pushed my hand up his shirt. He twitched at the touch and broke mouth contact from me. I started trailing my fingers over his abs. His skin was smooth. I readjusted how I was sitting on him. I felt his erection press against my ass. His breathing hitched and he tilted his head back slightly. His porcelain neck slightly exposed. I tugged his fluffy hair gently, so that more of his neck was exposed. I trailed my tongue against the delicate skin. He grabbed my hips firmly and did a slight thrust with his hips.

"Chitari…" he said in a strangled voice. It made my insides twirl with excitement. I moved my hips in a slight rocking motion similar to when I hoola-hooped just slower and smaller. I was very aware that I was rubbing myself against his erection, but he started twitching under me and breathing erratically. Little noises were escaping his mouth.

I looked at him for a moment. My Oikawa. Always so composed was a breathing erotic mess underneath of me. I don't think I'd ever seen him so vulnerable before and it was because of me. I was doing this to him. I felt a weird sense of satisfaction wash through me. I moved my mouth back to his neck and started to nip and suck. I was pleasantly surprised by the whine that escaped his mouth when I sucked at the spot slightly under the back of his jaw by his ear. I sucked for a while before trailing my tongue against the skin.

His hands had somehow moved from on top of my skirt to underneath. His fingers pushed slightly under the edges of my underwear on my ass. He was directing my movements and making small thrust against me to match. Another brilliant idea struck me and I wanted to try. I lifted myself from him a little bit and almost laughed at the indignant whine he let out.

He looked up at me as I hovered over him. His eyes were clouded with lust. This was my doing. I had done this to Oikawa. I smiled back at him and kissed him softly, but apparently he had other ideas for the kiss. He shoved his tongue roughly inside of my mouth and pulled my head hard against his, so that there was no gap between our mouths. I pulled away and he whined again.

"Toru" I said softly nuzzling against his neck. "I want to practice something else on you. I hope you don't mind…" I started trailing my hands down his front. His breathing caught in his throat as my hands made quick work of the button and zipper of his jeans. I sat up and looked at him. His eyes were wide and he was staring at me in shock. "Do you trust me?" He nodded quickly in response.

I crawled off his lap and he lifted his hips obediently as I started to pull down his pants and boxers until his erection broke free. I swallowed. Wow bigger than I thought. Ok maybe this wasn't a good idea. I was quickly backing away from what I had originally planned, but when I looked back up at his adorable face full of curiosity and expectation, I couldn't help but smile. Ok. I could do this. I re-positioned myself over his length and slowly wrapped my lips around the tip. He jerked a little and sucked in a deep breath.

"Fuck… Chitari" he moaned as he pushed his hand into my hair. He didn't move again, so I tentatively moved my mouth down on him trying to take as much as I could which wasn't all of it. Turned out I was about half way down. He tasted kind of weird, but then I thought about his adorable face and I didn't care that much. I used my hand to make up the difference of my mouth and slowly pulled back up and repeated the motion. I used my tongue to caress the bottom of his dick as it seemed to get him to make adorable little whines and twitches. I was lost in concentration about what I was doing. I didn't want to nick him with my sharp teeth. Neither of us heard the door open.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" Iwaizumi yelled. I shot off of Oikawa's erect member and he hurriedly covered himself up. My face felt like it was on fire and I felt like I might be having a heart attack.

"I have to go" I said hurriedly and ran to the door. Iwaizumi let me pass. As I was running down the stairs I heard Iwaizumi yell one last time.

"Is this why you told me not to come over today!? What the actual fuck Shittykawa?"

"Iwa-chan! I really hate you right now" Oikawa whined.