I have been waiting WAY too long to write this. I own nothing, of course. Also, because I STILL can't bring myself to actually write out and post the f word, it will just be written as "F***"
Also, I just got an account on AO3, but it's called ThatCatLover. I have not posted any stories on it yet.
Also, also, this story is super short because I'm a total ass :)
Enjoy!
"I'm going to f***ing kill you, Zoe! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!"
But why? His head spoke. I used to love Zoe.
I still love Zoe.
"You're going to hell, bitch! I'm going to f***ing murder you!"
I want her to be happy. I want to protect her.
"I HATE YOU!" Connor screamed.
I love you!
"I HATE YOU SO F***ING MUCH!"
So much I love you!
"You deserve to die!"
You deserve to live without my problems.
"YOU DESERVE TO BE MISERABLE,"
You deserve to be happy.
"BECAUSE I AM MISERABLE AND I HATE YOU!"
I want to be happy. I love you, Zoe.
"F*** YOU, ZOE!"
Help me, Zoe.
"F***! YOU!"
Please.
He could hear Zoe crying on the other side of the door. He started to cry.
I'm such a screw up. What the hell is wrong with me?! I'm so sorry, sis, I loved you, I still love you, and I will always love you.
"I h-hate you."
I love you. I hate me.
"I hate me."
I need you, Zoe.
"I need you, Zoe."
I need help.
"I need help."
Say it, now
"Oh god, oh god. I'm so f***ing messed up. I'm so sorry. I need help. I need help. I need help. I need help. I need help. What the hell is wrong with me?"
Collapsing on the floor. Back up against his sisters door. A complete and utter mess sobbing one word over and over again "Zoe. Zoe. Zoe."
The door cracked open. A tear stained face was revealed. Zoe. One word was spoken.
"Connor."
And then Connor goes to therapy for a long time and can finally be happy and gets a job at a bookstore and can actually tell his sister "I love you." The End.
It's 10:11. I'm supposed t be doing homework. Shit.
R&R please!