Hi, its me Lonely-angel, my first fanfiction of Final fantasy 8. It's a
Quistis/Squall fic. Well, the characters aren't mine, wish they were but
not sadly..hehe..well, hope u like this fic. Please send some
reviews..thanks..oh and no flames please..hehe.:D bye!
Powers Unwanted
by: Lonely-angel
Quistis Trepe stood silently behind a tree spying at Squall and Rinoa kissing. Tears burned her bleu eyes. She couldn't do anything. It was destiny for them to meet. But deep inside her soul she felt lonelier than ever. Yes, she had her friends by her side, but the number one thing that was missing in her heart was love, her love for Squall. She knew it was impossible, but she couldn't give up, not after all she's been threw.
*Stop making yourself sick over a man that only sees you as his sister. * She thought.
She left her tearful site and walked back to the garden. Once arrived at the front gate she spotted Selphie and Irvine talking together. She decided to stop and chat with them.
"Hi Selphie! Irvine." Quistis said.
"Oh, hi Quistis. How's everything?" Selphie asked.
"Fine and you?"
"Oh, everything is just peachy!!"
"So how's your teaching going?" Irvine asked.
"Ok. But I feel like I don't have the same teaching skills like I had before. Maybe it's because of things had happened during the years. It's been three years and I still think about it." She said.
"Yeah I know what you mean, I still have nightmares. Well I have to go. Got a meeting! See ya!" Selphie waved good-bye.
"Bye Quis!" 'They seem happy together. I wish I could be happy like them.'
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She walked inside and went to her quarters. She fell on her bed in fatigue. She was tired, she never felt like this before and it bothered her. She closed her eyes and dreamt.
In her dream she was running. She didn't know why she was running, but she felt like she was running from her destiny.
"Quistis.....mommy, please help me." A childish voice spoke.
"What!? Who's there? Come out!" She said afraid. She never felt afraid in her life.
"Who are you!" She repeated.
"Mummy please help me from the bad lady....." The voice said again. Just has the voice spoke, she felt a growing pain from her stomach. She looked down and saw that her stomach had swollen.
Quistis woke up with sweat on her forehead. She heard a cracking noise coming from the door.
"Quistis.... are you all right?" A male voice asked.
"Who's there!?" Her voice called.
"Quistis it's me, Squall. What's wrong?" He notice sweat on her forehead.
"Nothing.... nothings wrong Squall, I just had a bad dream." She said and her tone was a little shaky.
"I heard you when I came across your room you kept saying, "help me mommy"." He said.
"Oh, well I don't remember...thanks for your concern Squall. What time is it."? She asked.
"It's only six o'clock. Are you feeling sick?"
"No.no I'm fine I was just tired." She finished.
"Oh, well, I guess I'll see you later. Bye." He said and left.
"Bye..." She whispered. She's never going to get use to see him with Rinoa.
The next day Quistis woke up in a good mood. She hasn't dreamed that night and she felt refreshed. Still, she wished she understood her dreams. Why was a child after her? And why does she call her Mommy. *Don't overwork yourself over a dream. You have a life to live.... * Or so she thought.
She walk to her classroom when she felt like a knife stabbed her right in the stomach. Her hands placed on her stomach, protecting what it would be like a knife, but there was nothing. She fell to the ground still holding her stomach.
"Stop! Stop! Please!" She pleaded. She had a feeling that the pain was because of her dream. Then all of a sudden the pain stopped. She opened her eyes, blinking a couple of times, thinking that it was over. The pain stopped. Small tears formed in the corner of her eyes because of the stabbing pain. She stood up slowly thinking over and over why this had happened to her. *Maybe it's some kind of Cancer or something. * She thought. This was going to be a long day.
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A big dance was giving to the new SeeD member's. Quistis was there, teaching during the long exam. ' They deserve it. They did great.' She thought has she smiled while the young man and women got their medals. This brought memory's when she help Squall gain his medal. Prickling tears fell from her soft face. She quickly stopped them from falling. But the worst thing is, Squall was the new headmaster. And it made it even worst. After they defeated Ultimicia, Headmaster Cid gave Squall his position, even thought Squall didn't want it. After he gave the student's their medals, he left. Squall walked up to Quistis. She had butterflies in her stomach. She hated that feeling.
"Great job, Quis." He said. Ever since the battle he changed a lot. His cold personality was gone. It was all because of "her".
"Thanks." She simply said. She didn't feel like talking right now. From a cross the room she saw a familiar face. A young girl with full of happiness and joy waved her hands towards Quistis and Squall. Quistis face became blank. Emptiness filled inside her fragile body. She felt weak and alone. Forgotten in this lonely world. Maybe she is just feeling sorry for herself. So life must go on...even thought she must sacrifice her one true love.
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Many months as past and her dreams became more like reality. Something wasn't right. Maybe it's a sigh, a message. She dream once that she was in a field of poppies, surrounded by a mild wind, blowing threw her silk golden hair. Her hands clapped together like if she was praying; her stomach swollen, fresh tears caressed her red cheeks. Making her blue eye's show more. Then out of the mist came a violent storm. Expeditious flashes of light, roaring thunder and the sky was black. Voices, furious voices would whisper in the violent wind. She was afraid, afraid of what? Soft words came out of her mouth, echoing threw her veins.
"I am the sun and the moon, the sky and the earth!" Her eyes changed. Her eyes weren't the sweet innocent blue eyes, but a deep red blue color. Her hair changed into a deep shade of red. Her stomach wasn't swollen anymore
'What's happening to me? I feel so weak and....possessed' She thought.
"Time has come to take over this weak world and to kill..." Her possessed body laughed viciously.
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"NO!" Quistis screamed. Everybody looked up at her. She must of fell asleep during their exam. She felt stupid. She had the same dream again.
"Miss Trepe are you all right?" Asked one of the student's.
"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, that's all." She said.
"Yeah, but when it's us though...." Whispered one of the student. Quistis heard that but she paid no need.
"I'll be gone for the rest of the class, I give you the permission to leave the classroom." She said and all of the student's leave with glee in there faces.
Quistis walked slowly towards her quarters. Almost like if she was in a trance. She felt like she was in different world. Once in front of her door she slowly turned the knob and walked inside. She opened the light and a dark clouded figure stood in front of her. She didn't have time to grab her Save the Queen whip before he grabbed her arm and jerked her forward.
"What do you want?" She asked with little fear in her tone.
"You must listen to me." He said.
"What! What do you want?" She spoke.
"You must conceive with a child or this world shall perish!" His voice was so deep and loud. *What is he talking about! I'm not going to let him touch me! * She thought.
"NO! You're not going to touch me! What are you talking about"? She screamed. He placed his hand on her mouth to silence her.
"Shhh....Not me! The chosen one shall conceive your child. He doesn't know, but he has no choice." He whispered.
"Who? Who is it?" She spoke.
"Someone dear to you." He said and walked out the door.
Quistis cried all night. What does he mean someone dear to her? It can't be him. The man she thinks of day and night. He'll never touch her. Not like he does to Rinoa.
The dreams became clearer, the swollen stomach, the painful pains in the stomach. It's telling her the future and what would happen if she doesn't give birth, but she couldn't do a thing like that. What if it's not Squall the chosen one. She doesn't want any other man touching her. She's so confuse, she doesn't know what to believe anymore. She decided she should sleep for a while; maybe it would make her feel better.
Meanwhile Squall and the other group were all sitting at the cafeteria. Squall was wondering why Quistis hasn't shown up. She usually comes around this time. And he also notice that she hasn't been feeling right. He felt some kind of evil presence when he's around her, but he didn't make himself worry too much. It's Quistis, the loving girl that's been a sister to him. Still, he has that evil presence around her.
"Squall, what's wrong?" Rinoa asked. He looked up at Rinoa and smiled.
"Nothing... I was just wondering when Quistis was coming, that's all." He said.
"Oh, well I hope she comes soon, I'm hungry." Rinoa said happily.
"Yeah, me too!" Zell said.
"The only thing you think about is food!" Selphie said.
"Not true!" He whined.
"Knock it off, you too!" Irvine said starting to get ignored by there argument.
"Maybe I should go and check if she all right?" Squall subjected. Rinoa looked at Squall confused.
"Why? She's going to be fine. She knows how do defend herself." Rinoa simply said.
1 "Still... I'm going, she's my best friend." He said and walked out the cafeteria.
She couldn't sleep since what happened. Quistis was still in total chock of what the stranger said to her. What would she do? She didn't know what to say. And what if it's not Squall! She couldn't just give herself to some unknown man. Chill's when up her spine. She walked back and fort in her small room, thinking about what to do. She stopped walking and figured out a way to deal with this problem.
2 "That's the only solution." She said, not noticing that she said it out loud.
"What's the only solution?" A male voice said. She turned around surprised. Squall stood by the door looking at her, concerned.
3 "Huh.... nothing, Squall I was about to leave." She said a little nervous.
"No, you said something about the only solution? What is it?" He said a little louder. He walked towards her.
"I can't tell.... It's my problem, I don't want you guys worrying." She said trying to walk pasted him.
"NO! I'm not going to let you get away that easy! Your going to tell me if it's the last thing I do!!" He replied.
4 "That wont be necessary. I'll tell you for her." A husky voice said in the dark.
5 "What! Who's there?" Squall said.
"I am Titus." He said and revealed himself to them. He was tall and had a coat and a hood, hiding his face. Quistis gasp so did Squall.
6 "Quistis, do you know this guy?" Squall turned towards Quistis. She remained silent.
7 "Yes, she does. But I came once to tell her about a great danger." He said.
8 "Danger? Quistis why didn't you tell me?" He said.
8.1 "I...I..."
"She didn't believe at first, but now I'm certain that she knows what to do." The voice said leading towards her.
9 "I do, but I don't want to hurt people." She said passing Squall and walking towards the man.
10 "What are you people talking about!" Squall said getting irritated.
11 "Squall I don't know what to say. Maybe you should tell him Titus." She said.
"All right. Let's start by the beginning. An evil power is going to take over her body unless she conceives a child. This child, once it's born will save this world. But not any man shall make her pregnant, a man that means the world to her. A man she will give her soul up for him."
12 "Who is this man, Quistis?" Squall said a little concern for her. She remains silent.
13 "Quistis..." he trailed off.
"Squall I don't want to hurt the people I love...I don't know what to do.... Maybe if I don't live, the sorceress won't take over my body...."
"NO, you can't do that. The child is the hope...If the child isn't born the universe will parish. You have no choice. You must tell him, has soon as possible. She's coming. You've been having the dreams?"
14 "Yes."
15 "Than you must hurry. I have to go..." He said and vanished.
"No, don't go...." She cried. She didn't know what to do. She collapsed on the grown holding her face in her hand.
16 "Quistis...." A voice said. She didn't notice Squall behind her.
17 "Quistis, are you going to tell me what's going on, we could help." He said seriously.
18 "Squall I'm not ready...give me time, at least until I figure out what to do, please." She pleaded.
19 "All right, but I'm giving you until tomorrow, then you have to tell me." He commented.
Later that night, she had a dream. She was terrified in this dream. She ran threw the dark valley, not knowing where she was going. Until a vicious laughter filled the dark sky, echoing threw the mist.
"Leave me alone, please!" She pleaded. She continues running until she stood in front of a man. She stops running a looked, trying to get his face. He was tall with shot spiky hair, covering his eyes.
"Who are you? What do you want with me?" Her voice quivered. She saw a smile on his face, making him seam evil. Then she knew that she was running from him.
"You're going to make a child.... my child...." He said and laughed.
"No, your not him, you can't be him...." She knew that he wasn't the chosen one, but he looks so much like him. It must be an elusion.
He walked slowly towards her. She tried running, but there was something stopping her to do so. He came closer to her. She felt hopeless and weak, why couldn't she try to stop him. He took his hand and placed it on her face. Tracing her jaw and cheek.
"Beautiful...." he whispered. He came closer to her and she saw his face clearer. His eyes showed. She screamed in fear has he pressed a kiss on her mouth forcing her to kiss him back.
"NO, no, no!" She said trying to stop him. He grew angry and slapped her sending her flying to the floor. She looked up and him and saw his piercing blue eyes, eyes that she recognized and loved.
"No, Squall, please don't." She begged him, but it was no use.
"NO! Squall don't!" She screamed has she waked up. Her breath became rougher. Why did she dream that? She got out of bed and went to her bathroom. Brushed some water to her red face, and took a shower.
She walked back to class, sitting behind her desk, just glancing at the near by table. She didn't know what she should do. She really didn't have any choice. Tears slid down her cheek.
"OH, why did I have to be chosen? Why couldn't it be Rinoa!? She's so special to him, why do I have to let him know. I never wanted him to know my true feelings." She said out loud, no noticing Squall behind the door. Listening to her. He wanted to check how she was doing, but she wasn't at her dorm, so he figured that she was at in her classroom. He heard a voice and assumes that it was she. *She's in love with me? * He thought. *No, she couldn't be, I'm in love with Rinoa anyway. She's like a sister to me. * He convinced himself. But he couldn't hide his feelings towards her. He heard soft noises that sounded like shattered tears. Almost like if she was lost and didn't know her way back. How did he know how she felt, maybe it's because he felt like that one time. Maybe he's fooling himself. He doesn't know a thing about her past only the fact that they lived in the some orphanage.
Quistis eyes were blurry from her recent cries. She hasn't notice a thing that was going on around her. The truth is, she didn't care. All of a sudden a loud explosion blew in her classroom. She looked up from her desk and noticed a tall figure with a dark coat. He walked slowly towards her and stops, still not seeing his face.
"Who are you?" she asked frighten. She could see a cold smile forming on his face. A long scar stood between his eyes and flashing blue eyes blinded her. *No! * She thought
20 "Your worst nightmare." He laughed and showed his figure.
21 "Squall?" She yelled.
Squall saw everything and couldn't believe his eyes. He looked just like him, but older. *What's going on? He's not me! HE couldn't be me. I'm not like that. * He thought. He decided to watch and se what happens, if he goes to far he'll help her out.
The older Squall stood in front of a frighten girl. Quistis didn't know what to do. She can't just attack him. She has feelings for him. 'Your crazy, he's evil, you have to defend yourself' a voice said inside her head. 'No you can't. You love him despise of what he turn out. Your love is stronger than violence.' The other voice said. IT was so confusing. She decided to speak to him, fine out what he wanted.
"What.... do you want?" She asked. He laughed.
"You know what I want." He said.
"No....you can't. I wont let you." She said angrily.
"AH! AH! You can't stop me, your week and venerable. I'll have you against your will." He spoken
"No! You can't. What do you want with me anyway?" She yelled.
"Stop asking question and think! You've had the dreams, on how you're going to transform into a sorceress. You can't stop it, it's in your blood." He said getting ignored by her questions.
"No! I'm not sorceress, Rinoa is. Not me!" She said.
"Yes, she is, but she's a good sorceress. You..." He laughed, "Are evil...." He said while laughing.
"No! NO!" She said and brought her whip out.
"Oh, so you're going to challenge me, huh? You've got no chance. You know me; I'm the strongest gunblade in the world.
"What happen to you Squall? Why are you doing this?" She asked, soft tears forming.
"Look at me, I'm the glimpse of the future. I've changed. I'm tired of this goody kind of man I was. I'm happy the way I am. And I love it torturing you, knowing that you always loved me." He said with a wicked smile.
"YOU can't do that, you can't play with my feelings. What about the others', and Rinoa?" She asked.
"Them! They tried to stop me, but they thought they could beat me. I loved torturing them one by one until they were dead. Even you...you were fun to play with." He said with a hint of pleasure.
"What! What do you mean?" She asked frighten.
"No time to get into the details." He said. 'Why am I acting like this. I'm suppose to be brave.' She thought.
"No! I won't let you get what you want." She said with anger in her voice. She took out her whip and swinged it around.
"You think you can defeat me!" He said with a hint of sarcasm.
"You're estimating me... Squall." She spoke.
Squall was still standing behind the door, looking at what seamed to be him, ready to attack Quistis. 'Maybe I should barge in. I can't let her attack him. He's stronger than her.' He thought. Squall barged into the classroom. The future Squall looked at him shocked.
"Why so shock? Did you miss me?" Present Squall said sarcastically. He took out his Leonheart gunblade and ran towards him. The future Squall leaped threw the air and landed on the grown.
"Well, sorry I have to leave, seam's like you have company. See you soon sweetheart." He said and winked
"You count on it!" Squall yelled back. He turned around to see Quistis looking at him with an angry glare.
"What?" Squall asked confused.
"You had no right! This was my fight!" She yelled.
"No right! I've had every right. This is my Garden and you are my Instructor. And has long that I'm here you'll obey every command I make. You got that! And who the hell is he!" He stopped to breath. Quistis remained speechless. She was mad, but she didn't think he would be also.
"How the hell am I suppose to know. I don't know anything! I don't want to know!" She yelled clutching her head together, tightly. Her knees grew weak and she collapses on the grown. Squall remained silent. He didn't know what to say to make her happy again. He couldn't make out what just happened.
Quistis walked back to her Dorm. She had to get away from this place. She's getting every bodies life in danger. Everyone is after her. She couldn't trust anyone. She her fate has vanished so was her hope and dreams. She's going to be possessed and what would happen now? Would she died by the hands of her friends or she could just surrender herself to the future Squall and try to convince him of what he's doing is very wrong. She knew that it wasn't that easy, but she needed to try. What harm could it do?
She walks out of the classroom. She scanned the area, making sure no one was around. She walked slowly towards the corridor. *Good, no one is around. * She though and ran down the hallway. But she was wrong, Squall saw her running and he decided to fallow her.
She stopped in front of a wall. She knew that this was the gateway to where she must go. *I won't let them possess me. I have to do this, there's no other choice. * She thought and exhales. She closed her eyes. *I love you Squall, I'm doing this for you* She thought and let a tear fall down her face. She advance but someone stopped her.
"Quistis! What are you doing? You can't go!" It was Squall. *What is he doing here? He must have followed me. How could I be so careless? * She thought angrily.
"Squall, why did you fallow me!" She yelled at him.
"You can't go Quistis. I won't let you give up so easily." He said, getting angry with her.
"Why do you care anyway? I don't need you to protect me! I can handle this myself. I don't want you to get involved." She yelled.
"No! Your not going and that final!" He said, glaring at her with no emotion.
"I have to do this! You don't understand, you'll never will!" She cut herself before she could continue.
"What? What are you trying to say? Quistis, stop playing endless games!" He yelled at her, he started to get really angry. She was being stubborn and stupid.
"I'm not!" She said and started to walk towards the portal, but Squall stopped her before she could enter.
"Let me go! Squall! Stop! I have to do this if in order to save this stupid world! I have to sacrifice my soul to.... to.... save you...."She said and she started sobbing. She felt weak and an idiot. She fell against Squall's chest and cried herself. Squall remained shocked.
"Quistis, you don't have to do this. What ever happens I'll be there by your side? I'm your friend and I learned a long time ago, that friends don't let each other go easily. I'll be there." He spoke softly that she thought he was never they're holding her. She felt so happy.
"Thank you Squall. I know your going to be there, but...you can't just leave everything you worked hard to just because of me." She spoke.
"Your worth it Quistis, I'll drop whatever I'm doing to protect you. You should know that by now. I wasn't has affectionate when I was young, but now I learned that family is what keep us living, friends and love. Your my big sister." He said and smiled down at her. She felt disappointed, but she was happy that he loved her at least like a sister.
"Then I guess it's all right." She said with a smile. *No, it won't be all right. Not when you're around me. * She thought, disappointed that she couldn't keep him away; things going to change. Maybe for the best, but it won't be good.
They walked threw the portal. But before she could walk further away. She glanced one last time into the real world. She's going to miss her friends and home. Squall took her by the arm and helped her walk. He notice that she's became white a little since the whole incidents that happen for the last few weeks. He knew something was wrong, but what? He decided to let it go for this time and help her in many ways he can. He wasn't going to let her go, but why was he being like this. He never felt like this before. Maybe, just maybe he had little feelings towards her. *Squall, stop dong this to your self. You're in love with Rinoa. You can't fall in love with Quistis. She's been like a sister to you ever since you were young. You can't fall in love with her. * He kept telling himself this. I
The dirt was a reddish color and the Garden was completely destroyed. Dead bodies covered the grounds. Some were still breathing, but barely alive.
"What happened?" Quistis said with so much grief in her voice.
"There must have been a attack." Squall managed to say between his surprised states.
"Oh, my God! No! But how.... was it me...did I do this?" She said between snobs. Squall quietly took notice of Quistis reaction and grabbed her arm and shook her.
"Quistis! No, it's not you. We don't even know who it is. It's not you!" Quistis came back to reality and looked into Squall's eyes.
"Squall.... it's because of me that this is happening. Don't you see, it's what Squall...I mean this stranger wants." She said, trying to make him understand. She had no choice but to surrender.
"NO! I won't let you give yourself without a fight! Not while I'm alive!" He said. A cold laugher came from behind them. Completely letting them off guard. The turned around to see that it was the future Squall.
"You!" Present Squall hissed.
"*Tisk! * *Tisk! *, This is a shock coming from you my dear self." He said and laughed.
"Your not me, and you'll never will!" Present Squall said with anger. Quistis watched them argue. She took notice on how the future Squall wore. He had a long trench coat. He still had his black pair of jeans and his swords hanged from his side. Making him quite attractive. *What are you thinking, this is a killer, and he wants your body! * Quistis told herself ashamed that she thought such things about him. She was so into her thoughts that she hasn't notice the future Squall watching with lustful eyes. He grinned at his thoughts of her being at his mercy.
"I see you brought company, my dear Squall. Quite beautiful if I say so myself, but you know, I knew this for a long time." He said and laughed. She didn't want to think what he did to her future self.
"Your not going to get what you want!" She said to him. He simply laughed.
"What are you going to do? Kill me. Most likely not!" He said and laughed some more. *He thinks this is some kind of game! What happened to him? Why did he change? * She couldn't understand. It's not like she understood from the beginning.
Hehe..yeah..first part done..well, if u guys want to give me some idea's on what to do next it will help me a lot..you can send them to shy_girl_17ca@yahoo.com..( well, hope to hear f rom you guys soon, please review. Bye
Powers Unwanted
by: Lonely-angel
Quistis Trepe stood silently behind a tree spying at Squall and Rinoa kissing. Tears burned her bleu eyes. She couldn't do anything. It was destiny for them to meet. But deep inside her soul she felt lonelier than ever. Yes, she had her friends by her side, but the number one thing that was missing in her heart was love, her love for Squall. She knew it was impossible, but she couldn't give up, not after all she's been threw.
*Stop making yourself sick over a man that only sees you as his sister. * She thought.
She left her tearful site and walked back to the garden. Once arrived at the front gate she spotted Selphie and Irvine talking together. She decided to stop and chat with them.
"Hi Selphie! Irvine." Quistis said.
"Oh, hi Quistis. How's everything?" Selphie asked.
"Fine and you?"
"Oh, everything is just peachy!!"
"So how's your teaching going?" Irvine asked.
"Ok. But I feel like I don't have the same teaching skills like I had before. Maybe it's because of things had happened during the years. It's been three years and I still think about it." She said.
"Yeah I know what you mean, I still have nightmares. Well I have to go. Got a meeting! See ya!" Selphie waved good-bye.
"Bye Quis!" 'They seem happy together. I wish I could be happy like them.'
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She walked inside and went to her quarters. She fell on her bed in fatigue. She was tired, she never felt like this before and it bothered her. She closed her eyes and dreamt.
In her dream she was running. She didn't know why she was running, but she felt like she was running from her destiny.
"Quistis.....mommy, please help me." A childish voice spoke.
"What!? Who's there? Come out!" She said afraid. She never felt afraid in her life.
"Who are you!" She repeated.
"Mummy please help me from the bad lady....." The voice said again. Just has the voice spoke, she felt a growing pain from her stomach. She looked down and saw that her stomach had swollen.
Quistis woke up with sweat on her forehead. She heard a cracking noise coming from the door.
"Quistis.... are you all right?" A male voice asked.
"Who's there!?" Her voice called.
"Quistis it's me, Squall. What's wrong?" He notice sweat on her forehead.
"Nothing.... nothings wrong Squall, I just had a bad dream." She said and her tone was a little shaky.
"I heard you when I came across your room you kept saying, "help me mommy"." He said.
"Oh, well I don't remember...thanks for your concern Squall. What time is it."? She asked.
"It's only six o'clock. Are you feeling sick?"
"No.no I'm fine I was just tired." She finished.
"Oh, well, I guess I'll see you later. Bye." He said and left.
"Bye..." She whispered. She's never going to get use to see him with Rinoa.
The next day Quistis woke up in a good mood. She hasn't dreamed that night and she felt refreshed. Still, she wished she understood her dreams. Why was a child after her? And why does she call her Mommy. *Don't overwork yourself over a dream. You have a life to live.... * Or so she thought.
She walk to her classroom when she felt like a knife stabbed her right in the stomach. Her hands placed on her stomach, protecting what it would be like a knife, but there was nothing. She fell to the ground still holding her stomach.
"Stop! Stop! Please!" She pleaded. She had a feeling that the pain was because of her dream. Then all of a sudden the pain stopped. She opened her eyes, blinking a couple of times, thinking that it was over. The pain stopped. Small tears formed in the corner of her eyes because of the stabbing pain. She stood up slowly thinking over and over why this had happened to her. *Maybe it's some kind of Cancer or something. * She thought. This was going to be a long day.
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A big dance was giving to the new SeeD member's. Quistis was there, teaching during the long exam. ' They deserve it. They did great.' She thought has she smiled while the young man and women got their medals. This brought memory's when she help Squall gain his medal. Prickling tears fell from her soft face. She quickly stopped them from falling. But the worst thing is, Squall was the new headmaster. And it made it even worst. After they defeated Ultimicia, Headmaster Cid gave Squall his position, even thought Squall didn't want it. After he gave the student's their medals, he left. Squall walked up to Quistis. She had butterflies in her stomach. She hated that feeling.
"Great job, Quis." He said. Ever since the battle he changed a lot. His cold personality was gone. It was all because of "her".
"Thanks." She simply said. She didn't feel like talking right now. From a cross the room she saw a familiar face. A young girl with full of happiness and joy waved her hands towards Quistis and Squall. Quistis face became blank. Emptiness filled inside her fragile body. She felt weak and alone. Forgotten in this lonely world. Maybe she is just feeling sorry for herself. So life must go on...even thought she must sacrifice her one true love.
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Many months as past and her dreams became more like reality. Something wasn't right. Maybe it's a sigh, a message. She dream once that she was in a field of poppies, surrounded by a mild wind, blowing threw her silk golden hair. Her hands clapped together like if she was praying; her stomach swollen, fresh tears caressed her red cheeks. Making her blue eye's show more. Then out of the mist came a violent storm. Expeditious flashes of light, roaring thunder and the sky was black. Voices, furious voices would whisper in the violent wind. She was afraid, afraid of what? Soft words came out of her mouth, echoing threw her veins.
"I am the sun and the moon, the sky and the earth!" Her eyes changed. Her eyes weren't the sweet innocent blue eyes, but a deep red blue color. Her hair changed into a deep shade of red. Her stomach wasn't swollen anymore
'What's happening to me? I feel so weak and....possessed' She thought.
"Time has come to take over this weak world and to kill..." Her possessed body laughed viciously.
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"NO!" Quistis screamed. Everybody looked up at her. She must of fell asleep during their exam. She felt stupid. She had the same dream again.
"Miss Trepe are you all right?" Asked one of the student's.
"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, that's all." She said.
"Yeah, but when it's us though...." Whispered one of the student. Quistis heard that but she paid no need.
"I'll be gone for the rest of the class, I give you the permission to leave the classroom." She said and all of the student's leave with glee in there faces.
Quistis walked slowly towards her quarters. Almost like if she was in a trance. She felt like she was in different world. Once in front of her door she slowly turned the knob and walked inside. She opened the light and a dark clouded figure stood in front of her. She didn't have time to grab her Save the Queen whip before he grabbed her arm and jerked her forward.
"What do you want?" She asked with little fear in her tone.
"You must listen to me." He said.
"What! What do you want?" She spoke.
"You must conceive with a child or this world shall perish!" His voice was so deep and loud. *What is he talking about! I'm not going to let him touch me! * She thought.
"NO! You're not going to touch me! What are you talking about"? She screamed. He placed his hand on her mouth to silence her.
"Shhh....Not me! The chosen one shall conceive your child. He doesn't know, but he has no choice." He whispered.
"Who? Who is it?" She spoke.
"Someone dear to you." He said and walked out the door.
Quistis cried all night. What does he mean someone dear to her? It can't be him. The man she thinks of day and night. He'll never touch her. Not like he does to Rinoa.
The dreams became clearer, the swollen stomach, the painful pains in the stomach. It's telling her the future and what would happen if she doesn't give birth, but she couldn't do a thing like that. What if it's not Squall the chosen one. She doesn't want any other man touching her. She's so confuse, she doesn't know what to believe anymore. She decided she should sleep for a while; maybe it would make her feel better.
Meanwhile Squall and the other group were all sitting at the cafeteria. Squall was wondering why Quistis hasn't shown up. She usually comes around this time. And he also notice that she hasn't been feeling right. He felt some kind of evil presence when he's around her, but he didn't make himself worry too much. It's Quistis, the loving girl that's been a sister to him. Still, he has that evil presence around her.
"Squall, what's wrong?" Rinoa asked. He looked up at Rinoa and smiled.
"Nothing... I was just wondering when Quistis was coming, that's all." He said.
"Oh, well I hope she comes soon, I'm hungry." Rinoa said happily.
"Yeah, me too!" Zell said.
"The only thing you think about is food!" Selphie said.
"Not true!" He whined.
"Knock it off, you too!" Irvine said starting to get ignored by there argument.
"Maybe I should go and check if she all right?" Squall subjected. Rinoa looked at Squall confused.
"Why? She's going to be fine. She knows how do defend herself." Rinoa simply said.
1 "Still... I'm going, she's my best friend." He said and walked out the cafeteria.
She couldn't sleep since what happened. Quistis was still in total chock of what the stranger said to her. What would she do? She didn't know what to say. And what if it's not Squall! She couldn't just give herself to some unknown man. Chill's when up her spine. She walked back and fort in her small room, thinking about what to do. She stopped walking and figured out a way to deal with this problem.
2 "That's the only solution." She said, not noticing that she said it out loud.
"What's the only solution?" A male voice said. She turned around surprised. Squall stood by the door looking at her, concerned.
3 "Huh.... nothing, Squall I was about to leave." She said a little nervous.
"No, you said something about the only solution? What is it?" He said a little louder. He walked towards her.
"I can't tell.... It's my problem, I don't want you guys worrying." She said trying to walk pasted him.
"NO! I'm not going to let you get away that easy! Your going to tell me if it's the last thing I do!!" He replied.
4 "That wont be necessary. I'll tell you for her." A husky voice said in the dark.
5 "What! Who's there?" Squall said.
"I am Titus." He said and revealed himself to them. He was tall and had a coat and a hood, hiding his face. Quistis gasp so did Squall.
6 "Quistis, do you know this guy?" Squall turned towards Quistis. She remained silent.
7 "Yes, she does. But I came once to tell her about a great danger." He said.
8 "Danger? Quistis why didn't you tell me?" He said.
8.1 "I...I..."
"She didn't believe at first, but now I'm certain that she knows what to do." The voice said leading towards her.
9 "I do, but I don't want to hurt people." She said passing Squall and walking towards the man.
10 "What are you people talking about!" Squall said getting irritated.
11 "Squall I don't know what to say. Maybe you should tell him Titus." She said.
"All right. Let's start by the beginning. An evil power is going to take over her body unless she conceives a child. This child, once it's born will save this world. But not any man shall make her pregnant, a man that means the world to her. A man she will give her soul up for him."
12 "Who is this man, Quistis?" Squall said a little concern for her. She remains silent.
13 "Quistis..." he trailed off.
"Squall I don't want to hurt the people I love...I don't know what to do.... Maybe if I don't live, the sorceress won't take over my body...."
"NO, you can't do that. The child is the hope...If the child isn't born the universe will parish. You have no choice. You must tell him, has soon as possible. She's coming. You've been having the dreams?"
14 "Yes."
15 "Than you must hurry. I have to go..." He said and vanished.
"No, don't go...." She cried. She didn't know what to do. She collapsed on the grown holding her face in her hand.
16 "Quistis...." A voice said. She didn't notice Squall behind her.
17 "Quistis, are you going to tell me what's going on, we could help." He said seriously.
18 "Squall I'm not ready...give me time, at least until I figure out what to do, please." She pleaded.
19 "All right, but I'm giving you until tomorrow, then you have to tell me." He commented.
Later that night, she had a dream. She was terrified in this dream. She ran threw the dark valley, not knowing where she was going. Until a vicious laughter filled the dark sky, echoing threw the mist.
"Leave me alone, please!" She pleaded. She continues running until she stood in front of a man. She stops running a looked, trying to get his face. He was tall with shot spiky hair, covering his eyes.
"Who are you? What do you want with me?" Her voice quivered. She saw a smile on his face, making him seam evil. Then she knew that she was running from him.
"You're going to make a child.... my child...." He said and laughed.
"No, your not him, you can't be him...." She knew that he wasn't the chosen one, but he looks so much like him. It must be an elusion.
He walked slowly towards her. She tried running, but there was something stopping her to do so. He came closer to her. She felt hopeless and weak, why couldn't she try to stop him. He took his hand and placed it on her face. Tracing her jaw and cheek.
"Beautiful...." he whispered. He came closer to her and she saw his face clearer. His eyes showed. She screamed in fear has he pressed a kiss on her mouth forcing her to kiss him back.
"NO, no, no!" She said trying to stop him. He grew angry and slapped her sending her flying to the floor. She looked up and him and saw his piercing blue eyes, eyes that she recognized and loved.
"No, Squall, please don't." She begged him, but it was no use.
"NO! Squall don't!" She screamed has she waked up. Her breath became rougher. Why did she dream that? She got out of bed and went to her bathroom. Brushed some water to her red face, and took a shower.
She walked back to class, sitting behind her desk, just glancing at the near by table. She didn't know what she should do. She really didn't have any choice. Tears slid down her cheek.
"OH, why did I have to be chosen? Why couldn't it be Rinoa!? She's so special to him, why do I have to let him know. I never wanted him to know my true feelings." She said out loud, no noticing Squall behind the door. Listening to her. He wanted to check how she was doing, but she wasn't at her dorm, so he figured that she was at in her classroom. He heard a voice and assumes that it was she. *She's in love with me? * He thought. *No, she couldn't be, I'm in love with Rinoa anyway. She's like a sister to me. * He convinced himself. But he couldn't hide his feelings towards her. He heard soft noises that sounded like shattered tears. Almost like if she was lost and didn't know her way back. How did he know how she felt, maybe it's because he felt like that one time. Maybe he's fooling himself. He doesn't know a thing about her past only the fact that they lived in the some orphanage.
Quistis eyes were blurry from her recent cries. She hasn't notice a thing that was going on around her. The truth is, she didn't care. All of a sudden a loud explosion blew in her classroom. She looked up from her desk and noticed a tall figure with a dark coat. He walked slowly towards her and stops, still not seeing his face.
"Who are you?" she asked frighten. She could see a cold smile forming on his face. A long scar stood between his eyes and flashing blue eyes blinded her. *No! * She thought
20 "Your worst nightmare." He laughed and showed his figure.
21 "Squall?" She yelled.
Squall saw everything and couldn't believe his eyes. He looked just like him, but older. *What's going on? He's not me! HE couldn't be me. I'm not like that. * He thought. He decided to watch and se what happens, if he goes to far he'll help her out.
The older Squall stood in front of a frighten girl. Quistis didn't know what to do. She can't just attack him. She has feelings for him. 'Your crazy, he's evil, you have to defend yourself' a voice said inside her head. 'No you can't. You love him despise of what he turn out. Your love is stronger than violence.' The other voice said. IT was so confusing. She decided to speak to him, fine out what he wanted.
"What.... do you want?" She asked. He laughed.
"You know what I want." He said.
"No....you can't. I wont let you." She said angrily.
"AH! AH! You can't stop me, your week and venerable. I'll have you against your will." He spoken
"No! You can't. What do you want with me anyway?" She yelled.
"Stop asking question and think! You've had the dreams, on how you're going to transform into a sorceress. You can't stop it, it's in your blood." He said getting ignored by her questions.
"No! I'm not sorceress, Rinoa is. Not me!" She said.
"Yes, she is, but she's a good sorceress. You..." He laughed, "Are evil...." He said while laughing.
"No! NO!" She said and brought her whip out.
"Oh, so you're going to challenge me, huh? You've got no chance. You know me; I'm the strongest gunblade in the world.
"What happen to you Squall? Why are you doing this?" She asked, soft tears forming.
"Look at me, I'm the glimpse of the future. I've changed. I'm tired of this goody kind of man I was. I'm happy the way I am. And I love it torturing you, knowing that you always loved me." He said with a wicked smile.
"YOU can't do that, you can't play with my feelings. What about the others', and Rinoa?" She asked.
"Them! They tried to stop me, but they thought they could beat me. I loved torturing them one by one until they were dead. Even you...you were fun to play with." He said with a hint of pleasure.
"What! What do you mean?" She asked frighten.
"No time to get into the details." He said. 'Why am I acting like this. I'm suppose to be brave.' She thought.
"No! I won't let you get what you want." She said with anger in her voice. She took out her whip and swinged it around.
"You think you can defeat me!" He said with a hint of sarcasm.
"You're estimating me... Squall." She spoke.
Squall was still standing behind the door, looking at what seamed to be him, ready to attack Quistis. 'Maybe I should barge in. I can't let her attack him. He's stronger than her.' He thought. Squall barged into the classroom. The future Squall looked at him shocked.
"Why so shock? Did you miss me?" Present Squall said sarcastically. He took out his Leonheart gunblade and ran towards him. The future Squall leaped threw the air and landed on the grown.
"Well, sorry I have to leave, seam's like you have company. See you soon sweetheart." He said and winked
"You count on it!" Squall yelled back. He turned around to see Quistis looking at him with an angry glare.
"What?" Squall asked confused.
"You had no right! This was my fight!" She yelled.
"No right! I've had every right. This is my Garden and you are my Instructor. And has long that I'm here you'll obey every command I make. You got that! And who the hell is he!" He stopped to breath. Quistis remained speechless. She was mad, but she didn't think he would be also.
"How the hell am I suppose to know. I don't know anything! I don't want to know!" She yelled clutching her head together, tightly. Her knees grew weak and she collapses on the grown. Squall remained silent. He didn't know what to say to make her happy again. He couldn't make out what just happened.
Quistis walked back to her Dorm. She had to get away from this place. She's getting every bodies life in danger. Everyone is after her. She couldn't trust anyone. She her fate has vanished so was her hope and dreams. She's going to be possessed and what would happen now? Would she died by the hands of her friends or she could just surrender herself to the future Squall and try to convince him of what he's doing is very wrong. She knew that it wasn't that easy, but she needed to try. What harm could it do?
She walks out of the classroom. She scanned the area, making sure no one was around. She walked slowly towards the corridor. *Good, no one is around. * She though and ran down the hallway. But she was wrong, Squall saw her running and he decided to fallow her.
She stopped in front of a wall. She knew that this was the gateway to where she must go. *I won't let them possess me. I have to do this, there's no other choice. * She thought and exhales. She closed her eyes. *I love you Squall, I'm doing this for you* She thought and let a tear fall down her face. She advance but someone stopped her.
"Quistis! What are you doing? You can't go!" It was Squall. *What is he doing here? He must have followed me. How could I be so careless? * She thought angrily.
"Squall, why did you fallow me!" She yelled at him.
"You can't go Quistis. I won't let you give up so easily." He said, getting angry with her.
"Why do you care anyway? I don't need you to protect me! I can handle this myself. I don't want you to get involved." She yelled.
"No! Your not going and that final!" He said, glaring at her with no emotion.
"I have to do this! You don't understand, you'll never will!" She cut herself before she could continue.
"What? What are you trying to say? Quistis, stop playing endless games!" He yelled at her, he started to get really angry. She was being stubborn and stupid.
"I'm not!" She said and started to walk towards the portal, but Squall stopped her before she could enter.
"Let me go! Squall! Stop! I have to do this if in order to save this stupid world! I have to sacrifice my soul to.... to.... save you...."She said and she started sobbing. She felt weak and an idiot. She fell against Squall's chest and cried herself. Squall remained shocked.
"Quistis, you don't have to do this. What ever happens I'll be there by your side? I'm your friend and I learned a long time ago, that friends don't let each other go easily. I'll be there." He spoke softly that she thought he was never they're holding her. She felt so happy.
"Thank you Squall. I know your going to be there, but...you can't just leave everything you worked hard to just because of me." She spoke.
"Your worth it Quistis, I'll drop whatever I'm doing to protect you. You should know that by now. I wasn't has affectionate when I was young, but now I learned that family is what keep us living, friends and love. Your my big sister." He said and smiled down at her. She felt disappointed, but she was happy that he loved her at least like a sister.
"Then I guess it's all right." She said with a smile. *No, it won't be all right. Not when you're around me. * She thought, disappointed that she couldn't keep him away; things going to change. Maybe for the best, but it won't be good.
They walked threw the portal. But before she could walk further away. She glanced one last time into the real world. She's going to miss her friends and home. Squall took her by the arm and helped her walk. He notice that she's became white a little since the whole incidents that happen for the last few weeks. He knew something was wrong, but what? He decided to let it go for this time and help her in many ways he can. He wasn't going to let her go, but why was he being like this. He never felt like this before. Maybe, just maybe he had little feelings towards her. *Squall, stop dong this to your self. You're in love with Rinoa. You can't fall in love with Quistis. She's been like a sister to you ever since you were young. You can't fall in love with her. * He kept telling himself this. I
The dirt was a reddish color and the Garden was completely destroyed. Dead bodies covered the grounds. Some were still breathing, but barely alive.
"What happened?" Quistis said with so much grief in her voice.
"There must have been a attack." Squall managed to say between his surprised states.
"Oh, my God! No! But how.... was it me...did I do this?" She said between snobs. Squall quietly took notice of Quistis reaction and grabbed her arm and shook her.
"Quistis! No, it's not you. We don't even know who it is. It's not you!" Quistis came back to reality and looked into Squall's eyes.
"Squall.... it's because of me that this is happening. Don't you see, it's what Squall...I mean this stranger wants." She said, trying to make him understand. She had no choice but to surrender.
"NO! I won't let you give yourself without a fight! Not while I'm alive!" He said. A cold laugher came from behind them. Completely letting them off guard. The turned around to see that it was the future Squall.
"You!" Present Squall hissed.
"*Tisk! * *Tisk! *, This is a shock coming from you my dear self." He said and laughed.
"Your not me, and you'll never will!" Present Squall said with anger. Quistis watched them argue. She took notice on how the future Squall wore. He had a long trench coat. He still had his black pair of jeans and his swords hanged from his side. Making him quite attractive. *What are you thinking, this is a killer, and he wants your body! * Quistis told herself ashamed that she thought such things about him. She was so into her thoughts that she hasn't notice the future Squall watching with lustful eyes. He grinned at his thoughts of her being at his mercy.
"I see you brought company, my dear Squall. Quite beautiful if I say so myself, but you know, I knew this for a long time." He said and laughed. She didn't want to think what he did to her future self.
"Your not going to get what you want!" She said to him. He simply laughed.
"What are you going to do? Kill me. Most likely not!" He said and laughed some more. *He thinks this is some kind of game! What happened to him? Why did he change? * She couldn't understand. It's not like she understood from the beginning.
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