Title:
On cloud nine
Genre:
fluffy yaoi romance
Pairing:
ByaRen or RenBya, depends on your point of view
Author:
me
Summary:
Renji's thoughts at night.
Rating:
PG?
Warnings:
mentions of sex, fluff, yaoi, it wasn't beta-ed
Words:
482
Disclaimer:
Blah. Not mine.
What
inspired me to commit this:
the Polish song "Lubie mowic z toba" by Akurat (check it on
youtube, it's a nice song)
A/N:
I wanted to do angsty series inspired by songs. But another yaoi
fluffy crap came out. (BTW, why isn't "fluffy" a LJ mood?
-.-)
He's so calm, even in his sleep, like if he
doesn't dream at all. He doesn't smile nor frown, he doesn't
toss and turn, the bed sheets around him are always in the same
immaculate state when he gets up as when he lay down. I listen to his
steady, deep breaths, thinking why am I even here, in his luxurious
bed, embracing his perfect body from behind… I've no idea, but
the fact is that we've just had sex.
Well, not really "just",
it's been, like, two hours ago. Actually, it wasn't our first
time… though with him, every sex is so special that it could be the
first one.
I smell the sweet scent of the shampoo on his raven
black, silky hair. It's intoxicating. His hair is flawless, just
like his entire self. And yet he found in his ideal world a little
place for me, a guy who is far from being perfect. I used to
misunderstand his first steps towards me, I even tried to fight him,
I wanted to surpass him, to reduce the distance that he kept. And…
then he showed me that this distance isn't as huge as I thought.
That he has feelings, hopes, troubles, good and bad days, just like
everyone.
And it all ended in bed. Not that I complain.
'Renji,
why are you still awake?', I hear his whisper. I shouldn't have
embraced him so tightly… I must have woken him up.
'So are
you, taichou…', I reply, kissing the soft, white skin on his
neck.
'How many times will you make me repeat… ', he begins
with his usual "taichou-tone". I know what he means… we're
not a captain and his subordinate when we're alone together.
'I
was just thinking', I tell him, kissing his neck again. 'And you,
tai-… Byakuya? Why are you awake?'
'Because you are. I
cannot sleep when you are awake.', he says, turning a bit to face
me. I kiss his cheek, feeling the smooth softness of his skin on my
lips. He smiles a little bit, just as he does only when he's with
me. It's nice to know that you have all his smiles.
We look
each other in the eyes for a long while. And then, he whispers 'I
love you, Renji.'
'I know, Byakuya. I love you, too', I
reply, feeling my heart get warm with those words. I kiss Byakuya on
the lips, slowly and lazily, as if I wanted to hush him to sleep.
When we part, the small angelic smile is still on his lips. I'm so
happy when he smiles. He's had enough of sad times in his life.
I
feel sleepy, and the bed sheets look so warm and pleasant. I cover us
with the blanket and embrace my Byakuya again. I feel like the
happiest person in the world. Hope he does so too…