E/O Challenge: "Warm"
Disclaimer: Not mine, not even on Valentine's Day...
Spoilers: Season 5, especially My Bloody Valentine
Prayer
Sam's temperature is like a yo-yo... up, down. Too warm, too cold. He doesn't scream now, he stares. Mutters.
Dean can feel everything, and nothing. Inside...you're already dead...
"I'm not angry, Sam, I'm not."
"D-disa – "
"No, not even disappointed. It wasn't your fault, you couldn't help it. You saved us, Sam, you – "
"But if, but if..."
Tremors, violent then absent.
"If I couldn't say no to them..."
Blood pumping, relentless in his ears. Sam told him, delirious. How he could hear it, smell it.
Please. I need -
"How can I keep...saying no...to him?"
I need some help.