AN: So this is a poem written in a different way, I guess. It's Azula looking at herself, and thinking in third person, when she sees her reflection in the mirror(season finale). She also imagines her mother standing behind her, and this is what I think was running through her mind in that quick, crazy second. That was one of the turning points that caused her to act the way she did.
Wasted Space
Why must you mock me so?
A twisted resemblance of a tender face
I remember when you were young
When your heart wasn't a waste of space
Is it too much to ask
For you to leave now, leave me alone?
I need you around no longer
All I need is this golden throne
Your eyes are warm
Pour softly into the glass
Even through the illusion's memory
I cannot escape the past
You liked him better
I always knew it, it was fine
I say that I don't care
Yet I once wished your love was mine
I suppose I lost that, too
The love I don't deserve
I was wretched, I was foolish
I was unable to serve
Are you truly a daughter
When no alliances remain?
You think you have relations
But all the ties have since been slain
It must be horrible to see someone
Who stands behind you in this dark
When she's only an illusion
But can make clever remarks
Yet it's better to look at her
When she can stare you in the face
She can beg, she can believe
That your heart's not wasting space
Next to her, the illusion,
A reflection's standing clear
She is not imagination
She knows all that you've held dear
Past the glass, past the surface
you know why she cannot smile
She has destroyed her own appearance
There is no more need for style
Oh, Azula, that's her name
My name, now that it's said
Don't you wish that it was over
That these thoughts weren't in your head?
Say it aloud, why don't you?
Let the words ring through the air
Insanity's a fine companion
Since your mother can't be there
That makes tears flow
warmer than your very skin
These tears are but a mask
Of the hate burning within
That hate could rival flames
And has now formed the twisted spiral
Of a life that's turning downward
With a face now looking vile
Little girl, with her mother
Only in the gilded frame
Maybe if you could go back now
Life would never be this way
Is this not what you have wanted
Dreamed of since you were a child
Mother taught you to be kind
Father taught you to be wild
A reflection, on the surface
Of a crying, twisted face
I remember when you were young
Love is not a waste of space
AN: Thanks for reading! Please review if you liked/disliked the poem. I always love feedback. :)
