I can't stop thinking about her my wife Mrs Kristy sky Whitlock my first love she was 18 when we got married I was only 20. Our wedding day was only 2 weeks after her 18th birthday.

I have Alice now but I don't love her as much as my Kristy.

She I haven't seen my wife in 4 years as 2 weeks after we got married I was sent to war and I was turned into this vampire by the slag Maria I hate her she took my way for my wife.

Now I know as jasper Whitlock hale I hate it I am major jasper Whitlock. None of the Cullen's knows about old life and about my darling wife.

Flashback to the day I left my wife to go to war

Kristy was crying

"No …..Jasper…. you can't go its not fair this it just a fucking dreaming I want to wake up" I hugged my wife and said

"shhhh calm down its not a dream am only going for a while" she started to cry even more it broke my heart to she her like this but I hat to go so I passed her to her brother and Vince said to me

"jazz I look after her go you got to she be alright just look after yourself" I nodded kissed my wife on her forehead and said

"I love you Kristy Whitlock will all my life" and she said between sobs

"I ….. love …you …too….with…my soul…..now go ….your..Be….late" and with that I got in the car and drove away and heard her yell

"it just a dream it not fair Vince"

end of flashback

I was dry sobbing I hate not being able to see her but today is thanksgiving and Edward is bring a friend home with him and her child when I heard the car pull up I went to the bathroom and washed my face and went down stairs I sat with Alice on the sofa she tried cuddling up to me but I just pushed her way I didn't want anyone touching me . I turned around to face the door when in open and their she was my wife then I heard

"NOOOO JUST A DREAM YOUR DEAD" as I got up this little girl of about 3 went and hugged her I walked over to them and whispered

"Kristy darling" she just nodded and whispered

"jazzy" and got down and hugged her and kissed her head and she just kept say

"Just a dream just a dream" I whispered in her

"Its not I promise I wont leave you again" then the little girl pointed to me and said

"Daddy" I just looked and kirsty and said

"Were her real dad" she just looked at me and said

"Its you I found out a month after you left but it was to late to tell you, you were missing in action"