Star Wars: Kenobi's Anguish
As the twin suns rose on the scorching desert planet Obi Wan woke from his sleep screaming as always the horror of his memories of what he had caused haunted him , his beard and hair where were long he long since past caring about himself or how he looked ,it had been five years since he brought the child to Tatooine ,five years of hell and self inflicted torment ,Obi wan blamed himself for everything that happened he had trained Anakin he seen something in him something he couldn't explain he felt that the first time he seen him on Tatooine he had power he had never sensed before his connection to the force was greater than anyone he had ever met he the power within him was so great he felt that he must be the chosen one as that memory came to his mind another memory came as he stood up from the cold rough sand ,Obi Wan stood on the ash looking at Anakin as he began to slide into the lava of the planet "YOU WHERE THE CHOSEN ONE ,IT WAS SAID YOU WOULD DESTROY THE SITH NOT JOIN HIM, Bring balance to the force not leave it in darkness" Obi wan began to weep both in his memory and on Tatooine as Obi wan picked up Anakin light saber from the ash of the lava planet Anakin said in a hate and rage filled voice "I HATE YOU!".
Obi Wan raised his sand encrusted hands to his face and wiped the tears from his face and said "I failed you Anakin , I failed everyone" Obi wan picked up his leather pack raised what was left of his tattered robe over his head and picked up his staff and began walking , Obi wans face was burned in places from the sun but he didn't seem to care , his clothes were once white but now where a yellowish grey , the once proud general had severed his connection to the force as a form of punishment on himself "I failed everyone I ever knew ,all for my own pride" he thought as he continued his track through the blistering heat and life sapping sand , Obi wan barley ate or drank "only enough to keep me alive" he thought as he took a sip from his canteen what he ate tasted of nothing and only gave him barely enough strength to make it through the day, for the five years he had been on the planet he had been punishing himself for everything that happened "its all my fault" he though as Obi wan continued to walk though the he began to feel faint but would not drink he was deliberately making himself dehydrated in penance for all the pain and suffering he felt he had caused , Obi Wan's vision started to blur the image of a young Anakin stood in front of him "I will become the most powerful jedi" said the image of Anakin as it began to fade he saw a much older Ankakin standing in front of the younglings Obi wan had seen theis before he desperately tried to move but he could only watch in horror as Anakin raised his lightsaber he began to slaughter the children Obi wan screamed "no no nooooooooo" as the cries of mercy where unheeded by Anakin he brought his lightsaber up once more and killed the last child Obi wan collapsed to his knees he had taught Anakin everything those younglings had died with the techniques he had shown him Obi wan had killed them in a way "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh" he screamed into the desert as he collapsed on the sand from exhaustion.
hi guys hope you liked this I will be doing more of this its just gonna take me a while as I want to make each chapter as best as I can not all this will be cannon but I will try and be as accurate as I can :)