The second Fan Fic I'm working on.

I couldn't help myself sebas-chan and Ciel are just tooo cute together :"3

Its a little OoC,but I hope you enjoy it anyways.

Ch.1-Infaucuation

Sebastian was getting ready for another day of being a butler,he sighed.

"Why am I still here?

He said looking in his mirror,everyday started like this one. Wake up and be in denial,about what you wonder. The fact that he is in love with his 17 year old young master,Ciel. Its been 5 years since Sebastian had contracted with Ciel and they had yet to get revenge,somehow in that amount of time Sebastian had gone from only wanting Ciel soul to wanting his whole being.

He looked at himself in the mirror and finished his morning routine with this statement

"I can't be in love with you"

He knocked on his masters door "Bocchan,when your finished getting dressed. I have tea and cake awaiting you in the study"

"Yes,Sebastian"His master replied pushing the door open. Also in those 5 years Ciel had finally hit his sprout. The top of his head reached up to Sebastian's chin now,his hair was long enough that he no longer had to wear that god awful eyepiece. Ciel also looked more stunning than he had at the age of 12. Sebastian looked down at Ciel and could only smirk,which Ciel took as Sebastian being a smart-ass. They walked down the hallway of the mansion,to the study. Where he and Ciel spent a good amount of time during the year.

"Sebastian, I've heard there is another rapist on the lose. What is it this time?"Ciel sighed,seating in chair behind his desk.

"He doesn't have a face or name at the moment,but he is known for kidnapping young ladies."Sebastian said pouring the tea and cutting the cake.

"The next place,I believe he will strike is the ball."Ciel said,breathing in the scent of his tea.

"Japanese cherry blossom,what a unique flavor."Ciel put his cup down.

"Bocchan,the only way to get into the spring ball is to be a female with a date. Or be the date yourself"Sebastian smirked again. "I'll can the tailor and have another dress made for you."Sebastian left before Ciel could start to protest.

"ah, I remember that night."

Sebastian was lost in his own day-dream when he ran into Marlene. Ciel has made Marlene take off her glasses and be a good maid instead of a fool

"Marlene"Sebastian nodded

"Sebastian"she said and continued down the hall with a cart full of clothes to hang up,when Ciel turned 17 they all reveled there true purpose to him. Since then Ciel expected them to be good workers . Sebastian often had little to do anymore,so he spend most of the day picking on Ciel.

"Yes,Dress size 4. It is for my young masters fiancee"Sebastian hung up the phone, and tried to find odd jobs to keep himself busy. Pluto,the devil dog had ran up to him wanting to play before he could tell him to stop. Pluto had tackled Sebastian to the floor.

"Awoof,Awoof" Pluto barked happily

"Off,now"Sebastian commanded,standing up and leaving behind a very upset Pluto

"I hate dogs"

He thought shaking his head. He was walking outside the mansion now,he spotted a cat. He sat down and begun to play with it,thinking about how he had come to love his master so.

"Bocchan" Sebastian ran to try and stop,the horrible thing that was happening to his young master. That damned angel was "purify" Ciel's past. Trying to rewrite what had happen to his parents.

"You can't stop it, it won't change what is happening" William,one of the death god's had said.

Sebastian hopeless watched as Ciel was fighting against the angel's purification. His master lashed out, he had manged to stop the angel. Sebastian ran and caught him as he fell. Sebastian was so full of worry and pride. He held Ciel close to him "Your always taking on more than you can" Sebastian said to him. Ciel looked up at him with the most emotion he has seen from the child. Whatever had happened had changed his master from then on. It also has changed Sebastian, in the moment he realized that he was in love with Ciel also he could never let Ciel find out.

Sebastian had lost track of time, the cat had left by now. He checked his pocket watch 11:30.

Time to prepare lunch.

The chef bard had cut and cooked everything all that was left was to plate and serve it.

"i wish they were still useless"

Sebastian sighed and blew his bangs. He brought Ciel his food, "Sebastian,were has the past 5 years gone?" Ciel said holding his head in his hands. Sebastian had noticed that with age Ciel had matured and trusted Sebastian with his inner most thought.

"Are you questioning you loyalty to the Queen,Bocchan" Sebastian said and sat on the couch in the study.

Sebastian could feel Ciel's glare. "I would never.."He began and faltered "I feel like she is preventing me from my goals" Ciel finally said laying his head on his desk.

"Most days I forget how old I am." Ciel said, Sebastian looked up and saw Ciel give him that sad little smile. In Sebastian's mind, he ran to Ciel. Held in his arms and made the broken smile go away.

In the real world Sebastian,walked over and poured more tea for his master.

"Bocchan, Do you believe its possible that the people who killed your parents. Have died already or" Sebastian knew he was crossing the line saying that,because Ciel jumped out of his chair to look Sebastian in the eye "They will only be gone,when I finally slay them with my own hands" Ciel almost

growled.

"I apologize,Bocchan." Sebastian said and left Ciel behind in the study.

After Sebastian closed the door,he leaned against it. Breathing deeply, he hit his head on the wall.

"Ciel, I wish you would gave up this battle"

Sebastian carried his master's dirty plate and cleaned it off.

Then returned to his own room, he found the book he had been reading

"Romeo and Juliet...how fitting"

He laughed to himself, and started reading the book.

"This is the 3rd time this week,that I've lost my temper with Sebastian"

Ciel walked around to the couch in his study, now-a-days he didn't ask Sebastian to do the numerous tasks he used to. Ciel would dress and bathe himself, get files and reports. You could say Ciel was trying to put distance between himself and Sebastian. Ciel laid on the couch and looked at the ceiling,he sighed "how did I ever let this happen" He wondered. Ciel knew he couldn't denial it, over this past 5 years he had come to develop feelings for Sebastian. He needed someone to talk to,the only 2 people who knew about his darkest secret was Lizzy and Tanaka. Ciel left the study and went in search of Tanaka, "Bocchan" Tanaka greeted him. "Listen,Tanaka. I need to talk to you in my study" Ciel said blushed and kicking his foot.

"Ah,alright" Tanaka said following Ciel

Once Tanaka was inside he shut and locked the door. He on the floor against his desk. "Am I wrong?...Should I just give up?...Lizzy said you always knew it would happen,but do you think a demon is capable of feelings. Other than lust for my soul" Ciel said holding his head in his hands.

"I can't stand this,Tanaka. All I used to worry about is avenging my parents. Now every time I look at Sebastian I..I" Ciel stopped talking there looking up at Tanaka, he gave Ciel a sweet smile and patted his head.

"Do what you think is right Ciel. Nobody can tell you how to deal with this" After Tanaka said this he proofed back to chibi Tanaka "Ho,Ho,Ho,Ho"

"Great! thanks for the advice!"Ciel screamed and threw Tanaka out of his study. He slumped on the floor. "At least Lizzy is coming from dinner,she will have better advice"

Ciel started thinking about the day he started falling for his handsome butler.

Ciel jumped from Sebastian's grip and smacked him."You saved me,but Lizzy is still in here. You have failed me!" He was reaching to hit Sebastian again,when Sebastian knelled in front of Ciel and said "As you have made Lizzy your 1st priority, I your butler have made you mine" When Sebastian finished saying that he looked up into Ciel`s eyes and smiled. A true smile. It had made Ciel heart stop, he swallowed "oh god" He thought

Every since then Ciel could never get that smile or Sebastian out of his head. Over the years Ciel's infatuation had only grown. It was getting unbearable,all he wanted to do was tell Sebastian that he didn't care if all Sebastian wanted was his soul. Ciel was in love with him goddammit,and maybe he could convince a demon to love him.

"Yea,right"