You give yourself to strangers

There's little left for those you love

Postcards express from every corner of the world

They just don't express enough

Patrick Jane looked at a clock in the airport counting down the minutes until he could get on the plane and follow Red John. His head was filled with thoughts of finding Red john and killing him. He hadn't told anyone where he was or where he was going. But he was sure she was already here and looking for him, he knew that's what would happen it was just the way she was, stop things before they begin."Jane!" he hadn't noticed that she was in front of him. She was still in her work clothes. "Lisbon I didn't expect you to find me." He said nonchalantly. "Jane don't B.S. me not now. Why are you leaving? What if the lead's false or it's just a trap made by Red John? Why are you leaving me?"

You lose yourself to players

You stake your sanity for fun

But years from now when they come and find you to collect

You'll be lonely on the run

Jane saw Lisbon's face change she hadn't meant to say that. She hadn't meant to say "Why are you leaving me?" he wanted to say something maybe chide her for it. Were things this serious for her? "I have to do this Lisbon, I have to find him, and I have to kill him. Don't stop me; this is hard for me too." Did he really want to go away? Yes he decided he did. He reached out towards Lisbon she pulled back. Her face was completely in shock, and then her face changed to complete sadness. Jane never liked to think that he could cause this emotion on Lisbon face.

There'll be no scene at the airport

No-one begging you to stay

And all the people you care for

You will have pushed them all away

So before you leave tonight I need to say

Lisbon looked at him and said"What about all the people who care about you? What about Cho, Rigsby, and Van pelt? What about your wife and child? What about me?" "I have to do this. I have to do this for me; I need to stop Red John." "No you don't! You can stay here we can help you find him! You can be with us!" "No you can't help me Red John's left the country, he's out of your jurisdiction and once I get on that plane I'll be out of your jurisdiction, and I'll be out of your hair. I'll try to keep in contact." He stood up and pulled Lisbon to him in a hug, He inhaled her hair, the smell of her. He whispered into her hair "I love you Teresa."

That I love you more than words could ever say

I miss you every minute of the day

When you're away

Lisbon pulled back and looked at him. Jane offered the scene next to the one he had just been sitting in. She sat and stared straight ahead she held on to Jane's hand. She starts going through her memories sifting through them. She remembers everything associated with them and everything in them.

I spend my hours waiting

There's little else for me to do

Someday a lonely soul will stop outside my window

And who knows it might be you

She remembers being touched, gently kissed, holding a hand, and being held. Sharing the same bed, being together, wondering and worrying together finding each other. Remembering how it started, now she felt alone.

There'll be no scene at the airport

No-one praying you won't go

And all the people we care for

Move on if we don't le t them know

So I have to tell you now before you go

There are words she wants to say, words that she knows wouldn't make him say, but she wants to say them. I love you. The words get stuck in her throat and she can't make her mouth work. Her hands feel cold and she feels shaky. Is she breaking down?

That I love you more than words could ever say

And I miss you every minute of the day

He notices and he pulls her to him and lends her his shoulder he does not say anything. She begins to cry the tears land on his clothes. What she wants to say she hopes he already knows. She'll miss him and she won't know what to do. But he knows she'll be fine because that's just the way she is she survives.

When you're away

When you're away

You're so far away

So far away

Too soon it's time for Jane to board. He stands up and helps Lisbon to her feet he looks at her straight into her eyes; he touches her face with both hands like he wants to remember her forever. He pulls her to him and kisses her on the forehead, he let's go, turns away and boards the plane. In her head Lisbon manages to say I love you. She goes home and lays down trying to keep the smell of Jane on her body.

I love you more than words could ever say

I miss you every second of the day

When you're away…