Chapter 1: A new beginning

Warning:Yaoi/BoyxBoy and Suicidal moments. Don't read if you don't like!

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. All of them belong to Square Enix!

-Normal POV-
16 year old Roxas Strife had just left his mother to move to his fathers home, he was going to start his life again without his mother nagging him to do his homework and to go outside and so on and so was moving in on the first day of the last week of the holidays. Tomorrow was the big day for little ol' Roxas Strife.

-Roxas POV-

Finally here... I let out a sigh as I stare at my old home. Way too many thoughts ran through my head at the same time and most of them were, Will Dad recognise me? Will he accept me? Will they like me? I let out another sigh but this one was longer the the other and knocked on the door and before I could even open it I was tackled to the ground by my twin brother Sora Strife.

"ROXAS,ROXAS,ROXAS,ROXAS,ROXASSSSSS!"Sora was screaming in utter delight right into my ear... Good-bye great hearing of mine...

"WOAH! Sora how much sugar did dad give you?" I sighed again looking at my brother who was smiling like crazy! I couldn't help but grin back at him and burst out laughing.

"I had about 11 Tablespoons of sugar but who cares! my little brother is here now!"Sora was screaming in utter delight at this new fact of 'My brother now lives with me!'

"Sora..." I paused and he looked at me in shock and let me go waving his hands around frantically , " I missed you so much!" I hugged my brother and then tackled him laughing like a complete mad man.
When we finally calmed down (after 3 minutes..) I saw a blond spike sticking out from around the corner trying to hide from us. I got up quietly and beckoned sora over to me and pointed to the spike sticking out. Sora just stood there in awe as he saw me stealthily hide behind the same corner.

"RAHHH!" I screamed right at my father who fell back in shock with an expression that I couldn't help but laugh at. My father , Cloud Strife, looked at me and then picked me up and started swinging me around over his shoulder saying in his girliest voice,

"Where did my little Roxy go?hmmm... Sora have you seen Roxy dearest?" Sora couldn't help but laugh some more at dad but i was screaming in terror of vomiting on his back. All of a sudden I could hear a voice of a complete stranger around the corner saying,

"Cloud? Where are you now? I need your help with something." I was then put down onto the ground and I watched dad turn away from Sora and I in a hurry.

I turned to look at Sora but he had changed, he looked completly disgusted and i just looked straight into his face.

"come on Roxy, I'll take you to our room..." Even his voice had changed. It sounded distant, it just didn't belong.
Sora had just grabbed my arm and started dragging me up the stairs and into a room which was painted light blue. (Score! my favourite colour!) I stared at my brother who was now smiling happily at me as if to say,

"See! I was ready for you to come back!" I placed my bags down onto the floor and just stared at my brother some more.

"Roxas? What's wrong with you?" Sora was worried with the way I was acting but he was acting stranger so i had to ask,

"Sora... What just happened?" Sora had sighed and just shook his head and said

"It's just... Tifa is now our new 'mother'..." I just stared straight at Sora who just nodded in complete silence.
"Well anyway! let's go get you ready for school!" Sora was back to normal again which was a relief and i just laughed and nodded in agreement.

"Hey Sora, Don't you want more sugar?" I asked in a mocking tone. Sora just started grinning even more and replied with a little comment which made us both laugh,

"Oh Roxy, I'm so disappointed in you... I always carry sugar!" He flashed open his jacket showing packets of Caster,Brown and Icing sugar all in his pockets. I just laughed falling onto the ground having to hold onto my stomach which was wretching in pain.

" Oh Sora, that's why I called you my Sugar baby!" Now it was Sora's turn to fall on the ground in laughter.

"Roxas! your joke was terrible!" "oh but you enjoyed it I see." We both laughed until we had to breathe before we passed out.
"Come on 'Sugar Bruda' let's go get you your stuff before we die!"
"Of course my 'Sugar Baby'!"

We both walked out of the door holding hands laughing together as we used too. We made our way to the front door but were stopped when Cloud called out to us asking us,

"Did you two Sugar Children forget something?" He was dangling our wallets infront of us and we patted our pockets and laughed. "Thanks Sugar Papa!" we called out in unison and all three of us had to laugh.

"You two haven't changed a single bit!" Sora and I just nodded and said

"That's because were just like you dad." And we had high-fived each other and screamed out "Twin!" Cloud sighed and just said,

"Yep, you haven't changed abit you two..." he gave us a soft,reassuring smile and handed us our wallets.

"I added a little extra just for you two so go have some fun okay?" We both nodded and walked out headed for the mall.

-At the Mall-Sora POV-

Roxas was finally back and we were together once again, I had missed the days where we would always say the same things at the same time and then yelling out "TWIN!" but when Dad and mom had split up, we were seperated and we thought we would never see each other until yesterday when I received the letter from Roxas saying he was finally coming to be with us again. Roxas and I were chatting away in the mall and I saw that he was actually happy to be here.

While we were walking and talking I noticed that Roxas was wearing muddy clothing from when I tackled him outside earlier, I stood there and shook my head in disappointment saying,

"Oh no no no, Roxy we are getting you a change of clothes! You're all muddy!"Roxas looked at his jumper and shrugged saying

"It's fine Sora, It's just abit of mud." but I would not have my cute brother looking all muddy because of me! I dragged him inside the closest store and made him buy a new jumper or else take his off and walk around in a singlet. Roxas just stood there looking down and finally saying,

"You win Sora..." I squealed in delight and started looking for a jumper that would suit his blond Spikes and Cobalt blue eyes that sparkled in the light.
Don't get me wrong! I'm his brother so i notice these things about him!

-Roxas POV-

Sora finally pulled out a jumper with black and white squares on it, it looked really nice and I had to say I really wanted to buy it (please don't tell sora). I put it on and bought it after having Sora fangirling at me wearing the jumper, we walked out of the store and continued our conversations before I heard Sora fangirl again at a silver haired boy coming towards us.

"KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! RIKUUUUUUU!" Sora was jumpinng up and down and it looked like he just finished 30 bags of sugar this time. Before I could ask who this person was to him, Sora had ran up to this 'Riku' and was practically hugging the poor guy to death.

"hahaha. Sora what did I say about eating MnM's and sugar AND having Red bull at the same time..." Sora just stood there and started pouting like he always does.

"But Rikuuu...I finally got to see you..." Sora mumbled to himself and his head was being pulled up by the silver haired. I stood there in confusion of who this guy was and what he was to my brother and before I knew it the Silver Fox (his new nickname from me) was walking towards me and grabbing ahold of my face, examining it as if it was a master-piece.

"Rikuu! What are you doing to my little brother!" Sora exclaimed still pouting at the Silver Haired boy.

"He looks nothing like you Sora! He looks so normal and not hyped up on sugar." I laughed and he just stared at me in fascination.

"He hasn't had any yet so I would watch out!" I warned. Sora was pouting even more now and he started to just stand there sulking. I quickly bowed to the silver hair and introduced myself,

"Nice to meet ya! You must be Riku right? I'm Roxas, Sora's 'Younger' twin." The Fox just smiled showing sparkling white teeth and calmly said,

"Well it's a pleasure to meet you Rox-Ass, I'm Riku,Sora's Boyfriend." His smile broadened as he said the word 'boyfriend' and he finished off with grabbing Sora around the waist and nuzzling the brunettes neck.

"Riku~," Sora was now blushing and I just laughed at his red face. (Tomato+Sora=Sormato? Smooth Roxas,smooth...) I 'casually' coughed trying to hide the disappointment in my little joke I made in my head...I hate my sense of humour...-sigh- (A/N: Only because I'm terrible at jokes Roxy~) It took me awhile to remember something that had been bothering me since the introductions...what did Riku call me again?..

"ROX-ASS!?"I screamed at them both disturbing there 'cuddle time' in a fit of embarrasment and rage.

"Rox-ass really! You had to call me Rox-Ass!" Sora just stared at Riku with disappointment written all over his face.

"What!? It suits you 'R-o-x-a-s-s~" He replied with a mocking tone which really irritated me! I walked off pouting as he continued to call me THAT nickname and also being punched by my brother. Sora quickly joined my side again clutching my arm and then sticking his tongue out at his boyfriend, I yelled out,

" Oh no, It's Reek-ew!"He just stood there for a moment and then burst out laughing at my terrible nickname for him.
(Oh God! Why! )

Sora and I had continued walking around getting everything I needed: books, stationary,a school bag, new clothes, food. We were casually chatting and without relising that Sora had let go of my arm quickly stopping in his tracks while I continued walking without even noticing a tall red-head looking down at me as I casually bumped into him, falling onto the . Sora stood there shaking in fear as the red-head bent down to look at me. I couldn't help but notice his emerald green eyes shining brightly and staring into my eyes, studying them almost. The red-head smiled at me and said,

"The names Axel,A-x-e-l, got it memorised blondie?" I just sat there looking at Axel in anger and I stood up and glared at him responding,

"I'm not Blondie, I'm Roxas, R-o-x-a-s, got it memorised Axel?" I grabbed Sora's arm dragging him to the exit of the store. What a smart-ass, even though he looks cool,Hot and charming he's nothing but a smart-ass. I then blushed relising what i just thought about him. Hot and Charming!? I must be sick...I've had one boyfriend but he wasn't the right one...not one part of him was nice...

-Inside the Mall- Axel POV-
I flipped open my phone seeing a message from Riku going on about how Sora smelt of sugar again and blah blah blah... I close my phone sighing deeply and look back up to see a Blondie storming my way. I just stared at him as he walked right into me, Now I usually would punch the guy but this Blond, he looked adorable. I just wanted to eat him up... The blond had fallen onto the ground with a 'THUD' , It actually looked painful so i leant down to stare at the cutie to see if he was okay. His eyes looked up and they were staring into mine looking at them intently. I couldn't help but continue to stare at the Cobalt Blue eyes. They sparkled and shimmered in the light. Yep, a real cutie...

With my attitude i just introduced myself like I normally do,

"The Names Axel, A-x-e-l, got it memorised blondie?" This 'Blonde' was certainly feisty because he didn't seem to like what I said because his face was filled with anger and he just responded with my line.

"I'm not Blondie, I'm Roxas, R-o-x-a-s, got it memorised Axel?" He looked so cute when he said it like that. I atleast learnt his name but he was dragging that brat Sora along with him. Roxas huh... Cute name.
Riku disturbed my train of thought when he came running to me asking me questions like,

"Did you hurt my Sora? What did he say? Did you hurt Rox-ass? Wasn't he adorable? Wouldn't you like to eat little Rox up? Didn't Sora smell nice? Why is your hair redder than before!?" I only stared at my best friend in shock before relising that he knew Roxas AND he called him Rox-Ass!? I was going to have a long chat with my 'Bestie' about this new cutie...

-Roxas POV-
We marched right into our house with a frightened Sora and an aggrevated Roxas. Dad was looking at us as we both flopped onto our couch and covered our faces with pillows. He sighed loudly adding a comment of,

"what ever am I to do with these two gifts for my two 'Happy' children, Sora and Roxas." Sora looked up at dad and I sluggishly popped my head above the pillow looking curious. Cloud had laughed at use both because we looked like puppies or something... We got up and looked at our gifts thinking it was going to be some of his home cooking or in it's other name "Pathway to Hell",I looked at the shape of the present named Roxy and I gasped in complete delight! A new Guitar! I looked at dad and hugged him tightly screaming into his ears.I looked at Sora who was just shaking up and down on the ground. I looked up at my father curious but I then could only hear,

"Bounce-Bounce-Bounce-Bounce-Bounce-Bounce-Bounce- Bounce and Bounce." I looked at dad in horror. He gave Sora his biggest wish, bags of sugar and lollies.

Sora was busy jumping around and Cloud was already in the other room looking after hasn't come out to meet me yet..strange. I picked up the guitar and smiled to myself, this will be great for my Music class. Sora had bounced over to me and was just asking for food. If I was to repeat what he was saying it would sound like,

"omgomgomgRoxyyoushouldmakemesomeOMNOMNOMNOMNOMSso icaneatsandthencalmdownandthensleepandtheneatandth ensleep!" I swear this kid can say so much at once it's scary... Thanks Dad...Thanks... Great way to end a first day right?

I hope you enjoyed chapter 1! It gets more yaoi-ish later on oki~

Oh yea, Please don't mind my terrible nicknames!