I felt myself cry when I realized it was so.

When I realized that you were going to be my sister's, and never mine.

Destiny is cruel, no?

Was I simply too spoiled?

I was so used to getting everything that I wanted, that was fate going to deny me the one thing I wanted the most?

Years passed.

I had fled the country.

I couldn't stand the thought of you touching my sister.

Kissing her.

Making love to her.

While all the time I would love you.

And you would never be mine.

Then, I got a phone call.

You and my sister had divorced.

I knew then that destiny would give me you.

It's been twelve years since that first kiss.

Destiny tore us apart again.

I still can't believe that you're gone.

You should have quit smoking Yoh.

I told you countless times.

Now, you left me here to kneel by your grave in silence.

I love you Miyagi Yoh.

And no matter what, no matter what awaits us after this life,

I know that destiny will unite us again.

I enjoyed this writing style (See my KHR fic 'Mortal Sin' for another instance of this) and thought it would fit well for Shinobu.

To all those Junjou Romantica fans who are seeing my work for the first time: I am an angst writer, that's what I do. This is not surprising coming from me.

I hope you all enjoyed.