Without You
It's been two years,
Two whole years.
Since
THAT day.
The day you walked away,
Leaving me on that cold, hard bench,
Unconscious.
I gave you everything I could offer,
Happiness, love, hope for the future.
"Sasuke-kun, I love you with all my heart.
Please, just stay with me.
I promise you that you'll be happy here with me!
I'll give you anything, I'll do anything for you.
Please, don't go!"
Yet it still wasn't enough.
Your cold reply.
"Thank you"
Before you knocked me out.
Thank me for what?
That I had cared when no one else would?
That I believed in you?
Then why?
Why leave me, reject me
Over and over again?
"Sasuke-kun, will you go out with me?"
"No, you're weak, more pathetic than Naruto. Go home and train."
"Sasuke-kun, how about let's do something together after this mission?"
"No, you're annoying."
Yet still I tried,
I had hope that one day,
You would notice me.
To think of me as more than just an annoying bug you wanted to squash.
You were always so cold,
Like an ice cube.
I wanted to be the one to make you melt.
Yet my love wasn't enough,
To hold you back.
"Don't leave me, please…"
Deep down,
I knew you wouldn't give up on your goal,
Your twisted dream of revenge,
That became your obsession.
"My goal, or rather ambition, is to kill a certain man…"
I realize that now,
Nothing could stop you,
It was all you cared about.
You're possessed by your inner demons,
You can't stop those voices in your mind,
Pushing you off the cliffs to insanity.
We each had our own inner demons to fight,
But yours took over,
You let it,
You let your hate feed it,
And made it grow.
You thought it would make you stronger.
For you,
Time has stopped.
Since THAT day,
You'll never learn to live again,
You'll be stuck in the darkness forever,
With no one to rescue you.
You seriously thought I would help?
That I would wait for you forever?
You're wrong this time.
These last two years in my life,
I glued the shattered pieces of my heart back together,
To live again.
This time I won't be fooled by you,
I've moved on.
Without you.