Title: Faces
Fandom: Naruto
Genre: shounen-ai
Author: Brera Sterne
Betareaders: Debsi, Feuerregen, Hotari-chan (the english one), Zack-the-puppy
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Naruto and I don't make any money with this fiction.
Warnings: drama, angst
Pairs: I will tell you later :)
Dedication: Nakith, PapierTigerin
Summary: How many wounds could a person endure? What happens to a person, who was captured in a little room without any light? How could this person live, while his friends thought this person was lost and dead in the middle of nowhere?
Vater vergib ihnen,
denn sie wissen nicht was sie tun!
Prologue
I couldn't see anything. But there wasn't even anything to see. Nothing… Just darkness. I took a deep breath after I fought me up to my feet. How long had I sat in this corner?
I don't know.
How long have I stayed here?
I don't know.
I even don't know how I got in this situation…
But I know that I changed. I'm not myself. I'm afraid of myself…. I hate me. I hate these things my kidnapper has done to me. I hate how I have react on these things. I cannot understand it. I tried so often, but I can't.
His actions are to understandable for me. How could he do such things to me? Did he know what he do all the time to me? Probably not because he wouldn't do it constantly.
But I've it seen. It should be two persons. Two which took pleasure in me. One which touched me and one who kept me alive. One which left me in the darkness and one which looked at me. One which fought against me and one helped me. One hated me, and one loved me. My body. More and more.
So I will not be soon alone any more. They have done something with me. They have broken me. I do not know what it was. It hurt. It hurt more than what had done one. I shouted lastingly. But now I have no more force.
Why had he done it to me? Why had he humiliated me so? Why must I allow to do with me? Why can he does to me so what? Why do I not resist any more? But why comes getting me nobody? Why do they leave me here only? Why does none of my friends take care of me? Why do they leave me here by?
Do I be a little worth to them then so? Do I be so same to them then? Am I, nevertheless, only a monster that, at last, the village spares?
Are they glad to get rid of me? Have they ever taken care of me?
I do not know it any more. I do not know any more what I can think. What I should think. Can nobody say to me like me about here should think?
Can nobody say to me how I have liked(fallen) in this situation? Can nobody say to me what I should do? Can nobody say to me how I come out here again? Why does nobody help me?
I do not want all that any more.
"Kitsune."
The soft, deep voice again. It belongs to the one. He who hurts me. He who touches me. He, the blame has that I have fear of me.
I did not react. I did not want it. He should not have so much power about me. I would resist. Fighting. I would not be me if I did not fight. But I was not any more the apparently careless boy. My problems had collected. They had grown. Become inseparable.
"Kitsune?"
A hand lay down on my cheek. I did not lift the look. I did nothing. Really, nothing at all. Something in me had fear. Fear of him. He had done all this to me. I trembled. Why did he such things? Now while he tormented me. His bare presence brought me around the reason. I shifted my body in panic. But I had to resist no more force. I had no more force. My spirit wanted to resist, but my body could not take any more.
And so I allowed to happen simply what should happen, or also not...
So, I hope you enjoy this smal prologue and have a little imagination where I want to go.
But I need your help with the Pair, you could choose between GaaNaru, ItaNaru, one I-don't-think-about XD
I hope, you will help me.