A/N: Hey everyone ! This is my fist fic so pleases be nice I know it sucks ok. Thanks to who ever reads this! On with the story XD

There he is. The one that makes my heart speed up and my stomach do flips. Yet he doesn't see me. He avoids all eye contact with me, never speaks to me. I don't understand . We used to be such good friend. Sometimes I feel like he's trying to avoid me. His name is Ivan Braginski. He's a tall, handsome Russian. Most people are afraid of him. But all they see is what is on the outside. They don't see that he's actually really nice, funny, and caring.

The dismissal bell rings and I gather my things. Sighing, I know I only have one choice if I want this pain to end. I head to the boys bathroom. I've been planning to do this for a while. I decided to put my plan into action today. After checking that no one was in there, I pull out the knife I brought with me. Looking in the mirror one last time I raise the knife to my stomach. As I close my eyes, the door opens. I don't notice and right as I raise the knife back, I'm pushed onto the floor. The knife that was in my hands just moments ago is on the other side of the bathroom. Opening my eyes I see the cause of this. On top of me is the person who caused me to do this. His face is a cross between angry and sad. "..ino. Lovino! What the hell were you doing?!" Hearing this I look at him, my eyes showing how angry I was. " What does it look like I was doing you stupid bastard?" He flinched at my words and I felt a little guilty at saying them. Looking at me with sad eyes he asked " But why… why are you doing this?" " Why the hell does it fucking matter to you," I replied to him. Suddenly I felt a warmth pressed against my lips, that's when it hit me. Ivan was kissing me , the person I've had a crush on for a while was kissing me. Slowly I kissed back but he pulled away. " I love you Lovino Vargas, that's why it matters." I blushed and he smiled. " I love you too," I managed to get out blushing harder. He smiled wider and kissed me again, this time I didn't hesitate to kiss back.

A/N: sorry it was so short I tried to make it longer…anyways I hoped you enjoyed this little story.

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